Hello
I am on day 9 now and my stomach is really bloated. And it is extremely painful. Isn't it funny that when you are not eating,. you smell everything around you. Even if it repelled you before,. smells great.
But that is all I can and am going to say on this matter. You all can count, so I need not keep writing this anymore. I will let you know when I do eat or end up in the hospital. Well you will know as I won't be able to write this blog.
You know I feel really bad about even writing the above everyday. I know I am not eating and you do to. This blog is not about me and my problems. If it was, It would take to many hours to write it down. Apparently I have allot of them. I know I have a few of them, but not as much as others think I do.But I want you to know, that during all this time of being injured I have been completing my education in Psychology. In Behavioral and Forensic Psychology.
First, yes I have not been working, I am injured and walk with a cane. On top of this I was hurt on a bus on July 14, of this year. By a bus driver who does not give a shit if I am walking with a cane or not and decides to just take off, before I had a chance to sit. In the handicap seat, right behind the driver's seat and send me flying down the bus to an abrupt stop and fall near the end of the bus. Without even acknowledging the fact he did this. I was in pain then and I am in even more pain now. I need to take pain killers now. And walking is a difficult endeavor. As I use to walk 10 klms a day, the day before this took place. To barely being able to walk to the bus loop,, without allot of pain and discomfort. And my leg giving out and falling down the stairs, was a bonus. NOT! Now I have a very painful wrist, soar neck and back, as well as my leg is in even more pain. And now, ICBC and are not even acknowledging me. And I am not able to visit the clients that are waiting for me to write their representative agreements. These are important documents and are a necessity for your loved one's to keep them from experiencing what my mother is going through. I am able to help these individuals and because of being injured I am not able to right now. I am also noticing that I am having anxiety riding the bus.
I have lost and I am loosing allot of money. And I am left without. Rent is due again, and I don't have the money for it. I don't have the money to even pay any of my bills. You know this year I decided to get off of welfare and do my own thing because it is the right thing to do. It did not come lightly. I thought and thought about it. And this is where I should be and what I should be doing.
I need to help my mother, and in turn, I hope to help many others, And because of these injuries and lack of, well everything. I have not been able to finish my website. It needs allot of work. I need to get it properly hosted. With it's own email address.
So I need to get ahold of ICBC and Translink so they can do what is right. Or I will have no choice but to hire a lawyer. And I have been speaking to a few of them, these last few weeks. Fortunately, there are 4 law offices within a few blocks of me. And they all specialize in injury law.
I need many things. And I can't deal with the anxiety of taking the bus. I have to take painkillers just to take the bus now. And now that mom has to move to White Rock. Something big has to happen. And happen right away. As I am tired of the Bull Shit I have been put through by ICBC, Translink, especially the PGT and Riverview. The jail that mom is in. And the warden that controls her fiances. Who I belive is legally embezzling mom's funds. For one example, which I will never grow tired of writing is taking the new van away from me and then spending up to $75,000.00 of mom's money on a companion service.
Where as I could of and would of gone and taken mom out everyday, for nothing. And mom would of been with a family member who is their for her and loves her deeply. Not as my sister's do and do not even care enough about mom to even help me fight these two abusers of seniors. Riverview and the PGT. They both say they are helping people. How are they. It is a jail. Well actually a jail is 100% better. In a jail they don't have to worry about speaking their minds without being drugged into submission. Or in a jail they at least get hot meals. In jail they get to go outside. And in jail they don't have to worry about being drugged in to coma's. As all the individuals and especially my mother, who are imprisoned in Valleyview..
And again, I will continue to write about my dear friends at Riverview. And I am going to do my research on them. There is a cemetery on the property and everything is public record. All the deaths and what they died of.
But I will stop if Riverview meets my demands. Not until then. And if the same thing continues at Oceanside, I will write about them as well. Until then I will give them the benefit of the doubt. Oceanside that is. Not Riverview or the PGT. They screwed me yesterday, Friday August 26, 2011 And mom is suffering because of their crap. He, Stephen Fynn, doesn't care. Since he took over mom's file, he has not even visited mom. He does not even know what she looks like and the black eye she has.
Yea I have all the pictures on the computer, and now I have to figure out how to get them onto this blog.
Yes I almost forgot. The PGT has threatened me with a law suit if I put my mother's picture up on the blog. They claim that by being in charge of her legal affairs. This also means her privacy.And this would violate her privacy.
No it shows exactly what my mom looks like as she is being abused. On a regular basis's and the fact that mom walked into Valleyview and now is in a wheelchair and can't use her left arm, nor can she speak properly. Which mom could speak when she walked into this place. And mom never took hard core drugs in her life and these doctors feel they have the right to take away some one's life because they are human and have feelings and speak up for themselves. Which again we all have emotions and are not suppose to repress them. For a healthy mind body and spirt.
Now I am so pissed off that I have absolutely nothing for mom. I don't care if I have anything, after all I have gone this long, I guess I can go a few more days. And the fact that I went downtown and was stuck their, And Stephen is starting to become just another PGT case manager. Not caring about mom her needs.
Which is allot. Mom needs all of her beauty products replaced. And I have to go through all of her clothing and bring home what she is not going to need for a while and properly clean them. Oh yea, I only have one day a week to do laundry and I have no laundry soap. This is a bummer. I need to wash my underwear and shirts and shorts.
Mom's needs are the top priority. Mine second. I am praying that GOD help me today. tomorrow with funds to get mom her drink and some fruit. Sunday, August 28, 2011. We will see.
Now I need Stephen to be real and do what is right and just. How can anyone, in today's world, let another person starve, as I have been. It completely boggles my mind. That is happens. I thought the world was a better place. Maybe it is because I am a Christian and just expect this from humanity. I try to live by GOD's will and his word. No, once again, by my looking after my mother is a bad thing. Shame on you. But if I do offend anyone. I am sorry.
You know I am learning so much from my mother through this experience. I am glad I get to be their for her and be their with her. And I am going to be even more aggressive in my fight for all her rights and what I feel was and is wrongful treatments of her life and assets.
Well I am now starting to ramble, and it is getting late and I am starving. So I am going to go and go to bed and try to sleep to take my mind off of not eating.
So GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
