They have to stop giving me ammunition

Hello again
I am going to first start out by saying that a person's word is their bond. Without it, everything else they say is meaningless

Now if Oceanside and their staff don't want me to write about them. Then stop being so petty. Which is exactly what they are doing. They are acting like a group full of children. And as such should be treated as they act.

After all they are paid by the tax payer, which makes all of us their employer. Period.

Now tonight, after I feed mom dinner, I brought her back to her room, for her nightly spa treatment and went to look for towels.

Well I was met with pettiness and to me disgust at how low they are sinking. When I looked for the towels. Which I use every night. One of the staff members, which I thought was OK, told me, in no uncertain terms, we need the towels for our patients.

Now, what is mom. Garbage. According to this statement. She is nothing, and does not exist.

How disgusting and how they lower themselves. At which point I pointed out. That this is why I write what I write. And will continue to do so.

If they have a problem, let us speak with the police. And let us discuss abuse charges.

These are the exact same individuals as in Valley  View. They may be in a new location. But their attitudes are even worse than before.

First they tell me that I cannot walk my mother. And this is to protect their own ass. It has nothing to do with, not wanting me to hurt myself or for mom to get injured. As they say. It is so we are not libel.

Then they tell me I cannot put mom to bed. For the exact same reason above.

But at the same time. I repeatedly ask them to raise the bar, that they use to put mom to bed, so I don't hurt myself. But this they cannot do. Instead I am suffering from a concussion from constantly walking into this heavy steel bar.

I have suffered from blackouts, because of this. And they are only concerned about them selves being libel. Well they are libel for not raising this bar, as asked. So one does not hurt ones self. As I have done and am suffering from.

If they wish to be this way. I will contact an attorney and file a law suit against the staff and Oceanside, Fraser Health. I am injured because of their negligence.

So to the staff that actually read this, and I know some do. I have readership from over 30 countries in the world and an average readership per day, of 400. No, not viral, Yet!

I have been kind and have refrained from writing extremely negative things about Oceanside and the staff. Excuse me, not Oceanside, but the staff themselves. Not all of them. I just want to let you know.

I will not tolerate this abuse any more. If it continues in anyway, I will take action.

But in the mean time. I am injured as a result of their negligence, so I will  be seeking counsel.

They don't seem to understand I have am extremely well liked. And people do not trust the mental health industry. As there has been to many stories of abuse.

What I have seen, will disgust you. I have been around the nursing homes, and psychiatric institutions for over a decade. I have seen things that you could never imagine.

I have only written about 10 % of what I have been witnessed to.

What is happening is they are trying to get me to comply. And I am the wrong person to be playing games with.

I have and will take action against anyone and everyone who would cause my mother, mental, physical, emotional and spiritual harm.

It is hard for these people to hear the truth. I will not be shut down


 And this is where the saying:

 I have not begun to fight comes in to play.

 William Churchill

They do not and have not understood that I will do whatever it takes to fight for my mothers rights and freedoms.

I have dedicated my life to helping my mother..

I have spent over a decade researching and completing a graduate and post graduate degree. To be able to provide proper treatment.  And proper care for my mother and all the others who are in the same situation and are suffering and have suffered the same abuse.

I have not written allot, as my doctor has told me not to stress myself out to much and to relax. How can I, when I don't know what the next visit holds. for me. Next they are going to complain that my singing is bothering the other patients.

BULL SHIT. I do appologize for the disgusting tone that this implies. And the use of the word, its self.

After I am finished with this blog this evening, I will be writing Christy Clark. premier of British Columbia.

I have her direct email address.

Have to go, I am getting very tired. Let us see what tomorrows blog holds

GOD bless and good night

Kris

I they wish for me to be kind as I am always. Then stop with the games.

I am going through withdrawls

Hello again

I am a hypocrite. As I am and have been a proponent of no drugs. And here I am taking medication for the last 6 years. Anti-depressant medication and 5 different types at once.

This did not happen me deciding to take myself off of these drugs. It happened by complete accident. I ran out. And could not get anymore advances from the drug store. This meaning I would have to go to the Doctor's office. Sit for, anywhere from 1-2 hours before even moving into to the next waiting room, which I would of had to wait an additional 10-30 minutes. And then after all of this waiting I would only be able to see the Doctor for, maybe 10 minutes.

I am unwilling to be late to see mom.

Now I am experiencing withdrawals, and they are not as bad as I thought it was going to be. As the Doctor's have always told me, not to stop abruptly as it may kill you.

Now I have been singing like crazy to mom. And I have even gone out their and let my voice go and use what I call, my opera voice. I have almost lost my voice. As I cannot sing this way, because I am a smoker.

I really need to quit smoking; As I  really liked the sound of my roaring voice. I have always been afraid of letting go and just doing it. I would not need a microphone, as my voice carry's.

I have now added washing mom's hair to the list. And will be doing this every other day. Mom's hair is already becoming fuller/


Look I am extremely picky about my hair and have always been. I use a certain shampoo and women love my hair. They want to  touch it. Even out in public.

So I decided since I am so picky about my hair I will be just as picky about mom's hair. As I only want the best for mom. And mom deserves to look as good as she can/

Well I have more to write, but not tonight. As I have to keep rested. So I don't have anymore Black outs. Which still continue. Not as long though and I have yet to do anything stupid, while having a Black out.

I really have to go now.

GOD bless and good night

Kris

I am trying to keep up

Hello again

First and foremost ALZHEIMER'S AND DEMENTIA ARE NOT MENTAL ILLNESSES.

They are in fact a medical problem.

Now if someone, doctor, psychiatrist etc.. try to tell you differently. Tell them they are lying to you. It is in fact the psychotropic drugs that they are giving to your loved one's that cause all of the problems associated with a mental illness.

And second if someone tries to tell you that they cannot tell if someone has Dementia or Alzheimer's until after they die and do an autopsy. Again tell them they are lying to you. Yes 5-10 years ago this was true, but not anymore A simple P.E.T. Scan can tell you the answer. Make sure you insist that your loved one gets this test done before any label is attached to them. Their might be an underlying medical condition. Which can be treated.

And  if anyone tells you there is no treatment for Alzheimer's and Dementia. Again tell them that they are lying to you. There is more and more organic treatments available today. As in Vitamins, Herbal remedies and supplements.


Now I have not written in a while as I have a serious concussion. Cause by repeatedly being bashed in the head by this bar, a solid steel bar in my mother's bedroom. It is used to wrap a strap around mom and put her to bed. Now, the first thing I do when I get mom to her bedroom at night for her spa treatment is to raise this bar as high as will go and constantly ask the staff to raise this bar up so as I do not keep walking into it.


This is the cause of my blackouts and I need to get rest and be watchful of myself/.

Secondly, I have taken Anti depressant medication for 6 years now, and many of them at that. 6 different one's. And a week and a half ago. My prescriptions ran out. And I have a serious have a problem with going to the walk in clinic and sit for an hour or more, only to be transferred to the doctor's room and waiting longer to be in their 5 minutes.

So I have been withdrawing from these drugs.  I am, however feeling more clear headed and am loosing weight, as if I need to loose anymore. I don't know what it is like to feel normal for a change.

Yes I do, but it has been a very long time.

Oh yea the doctor at the hospital told me in no uncertain terms that I have to take care of myself, eat properly. I told him that this would be a very nice dream, but I get five, yes five dollars to live on a month, after my rent is paid. And doctor, I said. I cannot even cash the cheque,as it will cost me 2.50 just to do this. So I have no money for groceries.

I guess I will see you again Doc.

I need to go for now. I do have allot to write about.

Oh yea, I have been afraid to do anything at the hospital, as I did not want to be banned from their.

But this is not me. The real me. So if any attempt to ban me or cause me or my mother problems. I will just have to just go to the RCMP and report it.

GOD bless and good night

Kris