Hello again
I am not sure how much writing I can do this evening. I didn't get any sleep last night. I needed to file the claim with the insurance company ICBC and that took until 2:30 am to do that. Remember it was almost 1 when I got back home. Then dealing with the insurance company and all of there questions. Took forever. I had to eat after that.
So it was really late when I finished eating and I needed to be up and gone from the house by 9 am and needed to make several phone calls before that. Plus file a claim with the transit company as well. We in BC have one insurance company, for auto insurance and it is ICBC The insurance company of British Columbia.
So I just stayed up, in extreme pain. My back, knee's, legs and neck. All by the way are much worse off than yesterday.My legs, below my knee, were numb today.
After making these calls I left and took a bus to the medical clinic. Walk in as I was not able to see my regular Doctor on short notice. I will see him next week and the doctors report from today will be sent to my Doctor. Same office.
Well I had to wait over an hour to see the doctor. That was just in the waiting room, then another 15 minutes in the office.Good visit. The doctor checked me out, going for x rays for both knee's. I found it very difficult walking today. My back is really bad and I have shooting pain through out my middle and lower back. My neck is very stiff. Can't move my neck much at all.
OK my arms and shoulders are starting to get really sore now. The pain is becoming to much for me. I will write tomorrow.
This with my depression is killing me
I need help, real help. Help that will be immediate and certain
I never really thought is was going to be this bad. But I was wrong.
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmulnad
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https:www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
To help out with everything.
No Christmas for me.I am liking this season less and less as the time is going on.
To many bad things going on.
Friday, November 25, 2016
On top of everything else...........
Hello again
Now it is known that I am going through things right now. Then tonight, while on the bus, the bus gets into an accident and hits another vehicle. All I heard was the driver lay on the horn and then the bus hit something. The bus came to a crashing stop. I fly forward and smashed my knee on the seat in front of me. Coming to a instant stop. My good knee. I could feel the pain right away. I then started to feel the stiff neck and latter the lower back pain. I have a huge lump where my knee hit the seat. The metal bottom of the seat. Hard to describe. I was sitting forward facing and in front of me was a seat facing to the side of the bus, it was down and I went flying forward extremely fast and stopped suddenly, because the seat stopped me. The girl on the other side of the bus went flying forward, off her seat and slide on the floor of the bus 10 feet. To the front of the bus. So did my bag. I was sitting near the window, the girl was sitting on the inside seat. Other wise that would of been me as well. The bus was going at least 30 km's when it hit the other vehicle. Before the bus slammed on its brakes. It took a second to hit the vehicle once the driver slammed on the brakes of the bus. Then we came to a dead stop.
It is hurting me just typing this out. The movement and the way I have to hold my arms to type, is causing this pain. Even more injured, than I thought.
I can't believe this happened again. I walk with a cane because of car accidents. Now again. This is just BS
So I have all of these things going on. I need help right away. And this is not helping matters much at all. I will be seeing my doctor first thing in the morning. My left knee is really hurting me now. My good knee. I walk with a cane because my right knee and hip was injured. In another accident.
I can't deal with the crap anymore. I need some serious assistance Right away.
Can anyone come to my rescue. Please I beg of you. I know I should not be asking for this but I don't have a choice.Everything is just wrong right now and needs some fixing.
GOD bless and goodnight
Kris Schmuland
https;//www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
Now it is known that I am going through things right now. Then tonight, while on the bus, the bus gets into an accident and hits another vehicle. All I heard was the driver lay on the horn and then the bus hit something. The bus came to a crashing stop. I fly forward and smashed my knee on the seat in front of me. Coming to a instant stop. My good knee. I could feel the pain right away. I then started to feel the stiff neck and latter the lower back pain. I have a huge lump where my knee hit the seat. The metal bottom of the seat. Hard to describe. I was sitting forward facing and in front of me was a seat facing to the side of the bus, it was down and I went flying forward extremely fast and stopped suddenly, because the seat stopped me. The girl on the other side of the bus went flying forward, off her seat and slide on the floor of the bus 10 feet. To the front of the bus. So did my bag. I was sitting near the window, the girl was sitting on the inside seat. Other wise that would of been me as well. The bus was going at least 30 km's when it hit the other vehicle. Before the bus slammed on its brakes. It took a second to hit the vehicle once the driver slammed on the brakes of the bus. Then we came to a dead stop.
It is hurting me just typing this out. The movement and the way I have to hold my arms to type, is causing this pain. Even more injured, than I thought.
I can't believe this happened again. I walk with a cane because of car accidents. Now again. This is just BS
So I have all of these things going on. I need help right away. And this is not helping matters much at all. I will be seeing my doctor first thing in the morning. My left knee is really hurting me now. My good knee. I walk with a cane because my right knee and hip was injured. In another accident.
I can't deal with the crap anymore. I need some serious assistance Right away.
Can anyone come to my rescue. Please I beg of you. I know I should not be asking for this but I don't have a choice.Everything is just wrong right now and needs some fixing.
GOD bless and goodnight
Kris Schmuland
https;//www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
Wednesday, November 23, 2016
This is the season of nothing
Hello again
Well I am just desperate. I need some help and it is just not available to me. In any shape or form. I am trying. I keep trying to get a job, no luck so far.
My depression is in high gear. I really am trying to let it not get to me. It is very difficult to do. Sleep is being disturbed. I am just walking around in a cloud.
I am going to go and speak with a pastor to find out what is going on. The only friends I have are also wandering what is going on .. They know I am trying, they know I am not a bad person. I am not trying to do anything to anyone. I am not doing anything bad. I am doing what I can to help others. Doing what a good Christian should be doing. Trying anyways.
I don't expect anything. OK I wish for a miracle to happen right away. I need it.
I can't take this anymore. I am a good person. I am not evil
I use to enjoy Christmas, not anymore. I was harsh to say I hate Christmas, but it is getting there. Not kidding you.
What is it going to take to get out of this whole. If anyone has an answer let me know.
Can anyone help me with all of this.
I have a serious problem and I don't have an answer to it. Very serious. Cositnt more and more money each day.
OK that is it I don't know what to write
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Well I am just desperate. I need some help and it is just not available to me. In any shape or form. I am trying. I keep trying to get a job, no luck so far.
My depression is in high gear. I really am trying to let it not get to me. It is very difficult to do. Sleep is being disturbed. I am just walking around in a cloud.
I am going to go and speak with a pastor to find out what is going on. The only friends I have are also wandering what is going on .. They know I am trying, they know I am not a bad person. I am not trying to do anything to anyone. I am not doing anything bad. I am doing what I can to help others. Doing what a good Christian should be doing. Trying anyways.
I don't expect anything. OK I wish for a miracle to happen right away. I need it.
I can't take this anymore. I am a good person. I am not evil
I use to enjoy Christmas, not anymore. I was harsh to say I hate Christmas, but it is getting there. Not kidding you.
What is it going to take to get out of this whole. If anyone has an answer let me know.
Can anyone help me with all of this.
I have a serious problem and I don't have an answer to it. Very serious. Cositnt more and more money each day.
OK that is it I don't know what to write
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Monday, November 21, 2016
I know it is done
Hello again
The fact is, on top of everything I have wrong with me, I still have to go and get tested for Cancer. I am dealing with all my problems. But Cancer I can't deal with.
I am also a diabetic and I am to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner. Yes, in theory, I am to do this. but when you have nothing. I have nothing. The fridge and cupboards are empty, so eating is out of the question. Not good for my diabetes.
I thought GOD would help me out. I don't expect GOD to help out without me doing something towards the problem. As you have been reading, I am trying to get a job. I get excited that I have a job and then, you know what happened. Even though these things are happening. I am still looking for work.
Christmas was always a good time of the year for me. Especially since I was able to make mom's Christmas excellent. But this year, with everything that is happening, Once diagnosis after the other. I can truly say I hate Christmas. I HATE CHRISTMAS. I can't say it loud enough.
There is nothing magical about this time of the year for me anymore. To the point where I can say I HATE CHRISTMAS. There is nothing I can see to happen to make me change my mind. I am alone, I have nothing, I try and try to no avail.
My teeth are still very painful, getting a little better, but still not well enough to eat anything to make a difference. Or to enjoy.
My phone has not rang in days. Anyone who I would care to speak with anyways. Yes people looking to make money off of me, Scams etc .... Oh yea and someone who needs to know what I am going to do about the urgent matter at hand.
So my depression worsens. I can't sleep, to the point where I am exhausted. Now if I try to sleep now I won't be able to sleep. Like this morning. 6 am rolled around and I was still awake. So I didn't sleep. My mistake is I took a nap this afternoon, now I am wide awake.
As I have written I just can't deal with anything anymore.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
I need help now I really do mean that. I can't wait
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
The fact is, on top of everything I have wrong with me, I still have to go and get tested for Cancer. I am dealing with all my problems. But Cancer I can't deal with.
I am also a diabetic and I am to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner. Yes, in theory, I am to do this. but when you have nothing. I have nothing. The fridge and cupboards are empty, so eating is out of the question. Not good for my diabetes.
I thought GOD would help me out. I don't expect GOD to help out without me doing something towards the problem. As you have been reading, I am trying to get a job. I get excited that I have a job and then, you know what happened. Even though these things are happening. I am still looking for work.
Christmas was always a good time of the year for me. Especially since I was able to make mom's Christmas excellent. But this year, with everything that is happening, Once diagnosis after the other. I can truly say I hate Christmas. I HATE CHRISTMAS. I can't say it loud enough.
There is nothing magical about this time of the year for me anymore. To the point where I can say I HATE CHRISTMAS. There is nothing I can see to happen to make me change my mind. I am alone, I have nothing, I try and try to no avail.
My teeth are still very painful, getting a little better, but still not well enough to eat anything to make a difference. Or to enjoy.
My phone has not rang in days. Anyone who I would care to speak with anyways. Yes people looking to make money off of me, Scams etc .... Oh yea and someone who needs to know what I am going to do about the urgent matter at hand.
So my depression worsens. I can't sleep, to the point where I am exhausted. Now if I try to sleep now I won't be able to sleep. Like this morning. 6 am rolled around and I was still awake. So I didn't sleep. My mistake is I took a nap this afternoon, now I am wide awake.
As I have written I just can't deal with anything anymore.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
I need help now I really do mean that. I can't wait
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
Sunday, November 20, 2016
Bad luck continued
Hello again
The few friends I do have just don't want to hang around with me anymore, because they think I am just bad luck and it will rub off on them. Everything seems to be going wrong. I have never had problems like this when getting a job. Had 3 jobs, lost them all 2 before I even started. Got hired. They have said to me that I seem to be having so many bad things happening to me right now. So the one couple canceled the plans they had to come out and visit. And really emphasized the fact that I seem to be having so much bad luck. They don't have any answers for me. So rather than visit with me, they are just avoiding me. I will just have to accept this and move on. But move on to what, more bad luck.
I am going without sleep so I can get things done. OK it doesn't help that I am in so much pain that I can't sleep or eat. Getting a little better, a little. Can eat some soft things now. At least I am finally eating. Sleeping not so much. As tomorrow, I have things I need to do so if I can't sleep by a certain time, I stay up.
I am so stressed out I feel as if I am having a heart attack. I know it is stress and anxiety related. I do know I have high blood pressure. Just had it checked out. Doctor tells me it is a little high, need to get it down.
As I have said I can't deal with everything anymore. I am at the end of my rope.
Please pray or send your help. I believe that it is my missing teeth that might be causing me to loose these jobs.
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This is very important for me. The infection will be gone in a few days, so I can go to the dentist and have the impacted teeth pulled out. But it does't help with the dentures I need. So I ask for help with this. I don't believe it is begging.
But I have an immideate problem that has to be solved. But I have no one I can call to help me with this. It does suck to be alone, with nobody to assist me with anything.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
The few friends I do have just don't want to hang around with me anymore, because they think I am just bad luck and it will rub off on them. Everything seems to be going wrong. I have never had problems like this when getting a job. Had 3 jobs, lost them all 2 before I even started. Got hired. They have said to me that I seem to be having so many bad things happening to me right now. So the one couple canceled the plans they had to come out and visit. And really emphasized the fact that I seem to be having so much bad luck. They don't have any answers for me. So rather than visit with me, they are just avoiding me. I will just have to accept this and move on. But move on to what, more bad luck.
I am going without sleep so I can get things done. OK it doesn't help that I am in so much pain that I can't sleep or eat. Getting a little better, a little. Can eat some soft things now. At least I am finally eating. Sleeping not so much. As tomorrow, I have things I need to do so if I can't sleep by a certain time, I stay up.
I am so stressed out I feel as if I am having a heart attack. I know it is stress and anxiety related. I do know I have high blood pressure. Just had it checked out. Doctor tells me it is a little high, need to get it down.
As I have said I can't deal with everything anymore. I am at the end of my rope.
Please pray or send your help. I believe that it is my missing teeth that might be causing me to loose these jobs.
htttps;//www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
This is very important for me. The infection will be gone in a few days, so I can go to the dentist and have the impacted teeth pulled out. But it does't help with the dentures I need. So I ask for help with this. I don't believe it is begging.
But I have an immideate problem that has to be solved. But I have no one I can call to help me with this. It does suck to be alone, with nobody to assist me with anything.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
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