Hello again
Well today was the big meeting and it was exactly as I said it was going to be about. It was an attack on me. All the was through. The PGT violated my privacy rights, as I said they would do. Bringing up funding in front of the Al Hogg staff. None of there business.
This has nothing to do with my mother`s care. It was about humiliation. Which by the way didn`t work.
I will not be humiliated by the PGT or anyone else. For that matter.
I am so angry right now. If I had the money for a lawyer I would of been on the phone the minute the meeting was over.
I now have some things to take care of . Action to be taken
There was a phone conference with one of my mother`s daughter. All she did was lie on the phone. I am a single mother. Yea her son is almost 30 years old. Doesn`t count unless one has school age children. I bring her clothing all the time. Not so. It is I who is filling mom`s closet with clothing. Take the time to search for the best deals on the best quality of clothing.
Mom is not there. When we visit all she does it just sit there, and when we smile she smile back. So mom is not there anymore. If they took the time to actually get to know there mother they would find mom to be very with it. And alive. And when you visit once every three or four months. Really, do you even think she is going to care if you are there or not. NOT.
It was an attack. The PGT accused me of lying to them.
I was going to bring up exactly what the PGT is to everyone. But it was not for me to stick my foot in my mouth. They did a good enough job doing that for themselves.
I remember every single thing that was said by each individual at that meeting. Everything.
With a little help for a friend. So to speak. I will not confirm or deny.
But mom was very happy to see me when I arrived today. I arrived at 12: noon. and the meeting was not until 1:30.So I spent time with mom talking to her, sitting with her. Holding her hand.
As always, as soon as mom holds my hand she feels safe and relaxed. Warmth. She just wanted to close her eye`s and nap.
I let her know I will be going for a meeting and will see her right after.Then I needed to go and have an x-ray done on my ankle.
I came back, fed her dinner and then washed her hair. We finished really early. So we sat for a half and hour while we waited for the staff to come in to put her into bed. I could of had her put into be earlier but I just wanted mom to know she was loved and to just sit with her while she listens to music is what I like to do for her.
I will write more on this tomorrow.
I am extremely tired and have not slept well these last few days. I need to eat something. I don`t want to cook. So I don`t know. My downloads are done.
I think I will just to bed and watch something.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Now is the time mom and I really need your prayers. I need to be closer to her.
