Hello
Day 12 or 13 and I am getting very weak and I am very depressed
So today I was infront of a judge at the Supreme Court of British Columbia and had myslef declared indigent. Which gives me full access to the court without a fee's.
Today mom was very happy and she was speaking so fast that it was hard to understand her. I tried my best. But the problem I am having is they don't take her to the bathroom before I get their. And again, mom needed to go to the bathroom. So she is not interested in eating. Because she needs to go to the washroom.
I still have not been able to contact White Rock Oceanside. I need to do this before mom moves thier. I have to speak with the doctors about mom's treatment. I need to discuss everything that has happened in the last three years. And what I need to happen to have mom treated without being overly medicated. And the fact I will not tolerate mom being given Anti psychotic medication period. And that I have a organization that is for the complete ban of these drugs on seniors with Alzheimer's and Dementia.
In fact I am going to get T-Shirts made with the organizations logo on them. And give a few to mom to wear. And Bumper Stickers. Business Cards. These will be also sold on the web site, along with Alzheimer's pins and other items associated with the disease. As well as the abuse logo..
So it is only a few days left until mom moves and I find myself thinking alittle differntly. The PGT is deniging me access to my mother's health care by not giving me access to a phone. Stephen Fylnn knows I have to speak to the doctors and knows I am disabled. And it is difficult for me to do anything. And even getting to and from a food bank is impossible. I cannot walk their. And I have no one to take me their and back. And I am shaking so bad and my vision is playing with me. I don't feel well. I am craving chicken and vegatables. Raw.
He also knows I am mom's health care decision maker and need to do this. As well as mom's advocate. I am involved in every aspect of mom's care. I do more than all of the care providers do. And this is what I do and do without complaint. And I will continue to do this. Yes I have to take a bus to White Rock to see mom. So what, big deal. It will happen and it will happen everyday. Until either the PGT or Riverview supplies me with the funds to buy a car.
And on top of this, I will be contacting every single media outlet in Vancouver and tell my story.
I also will be publishing a book of my blogs.
I need to go now. I am not feeling very good. I think I am going to pass out.
GOD Bless and good night. Sorry no spell check tongngt
Kris Schmuland
