Hello
Today, mom walked all the way to the end of the hall. Mom only went 3/4 of the way yesterday and today, mom was going all the way. And she did. I sat her in the chair at the end of the hall. With a great view. And after her beauty treatment, mom wanted to walk some more.
Tomorrow, mom is going to walk to the end of the hall and back to her room. This is fantastic, Mom does it all on her own. I just stand her up, and just keep her steady, that is it. Other wise mom walks on her own. I told mom she is going to dance with me on my wedding day. If that ever happens.
Mom was in a good mood and the evening went well. Yes it is 2-3 hours each way. But it does not seem like it anymore. I do know it is by the fact I have to leave at 1pm everyday. Earlier if I have to do some things.
So I heard from someone who, also deals with Mr. Stephen Fylnn and it is exactly the same thing with them. He just stalls them out as long as possible. And then just tells them the same thing as he tells me. Normal practice for him.
Their are allot of people who contact me in regards to the PGT. And I do wish more and more people would contact me with their stories. Of the abuse they have suffered at the hands of the PGT. And if you have dealt with or are dealing with Stephen Fylnn all the better.
I was just trying to be nice for a change. And you know what. NO more. I am going to deal with this issue the way I want to and the way I feel like I should be. And this is my business and I will let you know when it is done.
Now I have a roommate that just moved his friend in, because his friend was kicked out of his place. And he tells me just for the weekend. Now the weekend is over tomorrow and no sight of him moving.
Now I don't live for free, and I know he has not informed the landlord of his plan, but if you want to live her buck up or move out. As it is he, the roommate is a pig. He has a sink full of dishes that he has not done in a month. And I stopped cleaning 2 weeks ago, because I am not cleaning up after two people. I am not their parent and it will cost them $50. each per month for me to clean the house.
I am not a maid and the house is a mess. They don't care and this is why I need to move and move by myself. But I need help. Financially. I think I need to move to White Rock, but again I need everything.
I have to go. I need to eat and there is nothing.So I am going to bed.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Friday, September 30, 2011
The PGT
It has been along time since I wrote about the PGT and any negative opinions about them. Well I am back. As I hate to be lied to and stone wall, and completely stalled out for months and months. With the same old lines. Let's think about it for a few days. Talk to me next week. I will think about it. Get back at me next weeks. I can't give you an answer now. These are all the words that Stephen Fylnn has told me for along time now. And I have been nice about things. Thinking we could do things different.
But no things are not different and are even worse than before. At least before I did things about it. Now nothing.
So this last week Stephen and I had a meeting, and in this meeting Stephen tells me that he is not going to stall out anymore. Well that was another lie, I was told. And the next day he stalled me out.
I don't go into meetings with the idea I am going to walk out a looser. It should be a win win situation. And Mr Fylnn thinks he can walk all over me. Not anymore. He does not seem to remember I have gotten rid of other employee's and have had other's taken off of the case.
I am and can be very nasty about things.
I was going to write him an email, but why write this twice, I can just write it here. They read this anyways. So I have to take the position of advancement upon them.
So Stephen how do you think it will look for me to be out their with shorts on, because I have no pants, in the rain and cold. Not very good on your part. Don't you think.
So tonight mom was in a good mood, glad to see me. As I am always glad to see her. And her meal was not very good, but I had all the things she likes. And she ate allot. Then she wanted to walk and mom almost made it to the end tonight. Tomorrow mom will make it all the way. She does this all on her own. All I do is steady her.
I feel this is fantastic. GOD BLESS. It is more than a miracle. I knew mom would be able to walk, as I know she can speak.
Now I still don't know if I should move to White Rock or not; Nothing I asked for has happened yet. Yes I am being impatient. I know I should just calm down and wait. Be still and listen.
I will. I just got more bad news today and it is bothering me. I won't trouble you about it. I have no problem with the trip and the length of the trip. It is I just can't get much done before hand. This is why a car is so important.
But I wait.
GOD BLESS and good night.
Kris Schmuland
But no things are not different and are even worse than before. At least before I did things about it. Now nothing.
So this last week Stephen and I had a meeting, and in this meeting Stephen tells me that he is not going to stall out anymore. Well that was another lie, I was told. And the next day he stalled me out.
I don't go into meetings with the idea I am going to walk out a looser. It should be a win win situation. And Mr Fylnn thinks he can walk all over me. Not anymore. He does not seem to remember I have gotten rid of other employee's and have had other's taken off of the case.
I am and can be very nasty about things.
I was going to write him an email, but why write this twice, I can just write it here. They read this anyways. So I have to take the position of advancement upon them.
So Stephen how do you think it will look for me to be out their with shorts on, because I have no pants, in the rain and cold. Not very good on your part. Don't you think.
So tonight mom was in a good mood, glad to see me. As I am always glad to see her. And her meal was not very good, but I had all the things she likes. And she ate allot. Then she wanted to walk and mom almost made it to the end tonight. Tomorrow mom will make it all the way. She does this all on her own. All I do is steady her.
I feel this is fantastic. GOD BLESS. It is more than a miracle. I knew mom would be able to walk, as I know she can speak.
Now I still don't know if I should move to White Rock or not; Nothing I asked for has happened yet. Yes I am being impatient. I know I should just calm down and wait. Be still and listen.
I will. I just got more bad news today and it is bothering me. I won't trouble you about it. I have no problem with the trip and the length of the trip. It is I just can't get much done before hand. This is why a car is so important.
But I wait.
GOD BLESS and good night.
Kris Schmuland
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Hello again
Well today was an interesting day. So I have to leave to have a meeting with the PGT and that meeting was at 1:30. I get on the bus at the right time to make it on time to my meeting. We are going down the Barnet Hwy and 3kms down the road the bus just dies. And not on the inside lane but the middle lane. The bus driver make sure it is safe for us to get off the bus and off to the bus stop we go. And for a half hour wait. I don't know, maybe something was trying to piss me off or make me upset because I was going to be late. Come on, this is not going to get me upset. This is just a little thing. I have been through far worse things than this and it did not upset me. I have become a very patient man. I take things as they come. And I know things happen in my life, weird, wonderful, strange, bizare, exciting etc... etc... That is just the way my life goes. It is all good. I can't make this stuff up. I am very creative, but I can't make these things up, the things that happen to me.
So I am late getting to see mom. Just 15 minutes, And mom's favorite care aid is finally back, she was feeding mom and I just let her. Then mom was off to the bathroom and what is next, but her nightly beauty treatment.
But before this beauty treatment. Mom wanted to walk again. So up we go. Mom steadied herself and she started to walk. Slowly of course. We started in her room out into the hall way. Mom then started to walk and I asked her how far she wanted to go. And pointed to the end of the hall. That is where she wanted to go, and that is where we started to go. I just simply let her decide how far she could go. Mom got over half way there and her legs got weak. But she did it on her own. All I did was steady her with one hand and held her other hand. Fantastic. It was all mom and GOD. I told her it had nothing to do with me. It was all her. And tomorrow, I know mom will make it all the way to the end of the hall.
I did her beauty treatment, and sang some songs to her. She just relaxed and went to sleep. She did not even want to walk me to the door. That is great.
My mother is going to walk out of Ocean Side. And my mother is going to be able to speak clearer. All in good time and GOD's time.
So my traveling is getting to me. I have to start to make lists. And I hate lists. This is the only way it seems I am going to be able to get anything done in the morning. I am not getting the things done that I need to. Trying to get a phone, a car. And trying to figure out if I should even move to White Rock or not. Well I can tell you this. My roommates are pigs. Neither of them clean, at all. They just leave crap everywhere. I am done cleaning up after them and the place is just getting disgusting. We are running out of dishes and cutlery, and pots and pans. They are sitting in the sink, and have been for, well, some have been in there for a month. So I took a plate, a fork, knife, spoon and bowl and am keeping it in my room. Now the one. Is having a friend whom he parties with, move in.They say for a few days. But we all know what that means.
I have to do what I need to do to take care of me.
I need a car. And need it badly. I have to just continue to pray for things to happen and the money for the car and a move. Oh yea, every bit of furniture and other things for a home. As I have absolutly nothing, And when I say nothing I mean nothing. No bed, cutlery, furniture etc.... etc.... Nothing. I have been riped off so many times it is not funny. Which has left me with nothing. I don't even have any clothing left. One pair of shoes, that are now falling apart. After 6 months.
I really don't know what to do. I need a car, I need furniture, I need clothing. Especially clothing, and a jacket and shoes and pants and shirts. Oh yea socks. I have none of those. I have none. My feet have thick caluses on them and just shred my socks. I have not worn socks in 8 months.
I have to go I don't even know if this is going to get published as it is not saving right now. More BS problems with the people up stairs and the internet.
GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
So that was last nights blog. I could not publish it as the people upstairs screwed with the internet again. It is getting upsetting. Internet is included in my rent and it is down half the time.
Well today was an interesting day. So I have to leave to have a meeting with the PGT and that meeting was at 1:30. I get on the bus at the right time to make it on time to my meeting. We are going down the Barnet Hwy and 3kms down the road the bus just dies. And not on the inside lane but the middle lane. The bus driver make sure it is safe for us to get off the bus and off to the bus stop we go. And for a half hour wait. I don't know, maybe something was trying to piss me off or make me upset because I was going to be late. Come on, this is not going to get me upset. This is just a little thing. I have been through far worse things than this and it did not upset me. I have become a very patient man. I take things as they come. And I know things happen in my life, weird, wonderful, strange, bizare, exciting etc... etc... That is just the way my life goes. It is all good. I can't make this stuff up. I am very creative, but I can't make these things up, the things that happen to me.
So I am late getting to see mom. Just 15 minutes, And mom's favorite care aid is finally back, she was feeding mom and I just let her. Then mom was off to the bathroom and what is next, but her nightly beauty treatment.
But before this beauty treatment. Mom wanted to walk again. So up we go. Mom steadied herself and she started to walk. Slowly of course. We started in her room out into the hall way. Mom then started to walk and I asked her how far she wanted to go. And pointed to the end of the hall. That is where she wanted to go, and that is where we started to go. I just simply let her decide how far she could go. Mom got over half way there and her legs got weak. But she did it on her own. All I did was steady her with one hand and held her other hand. Fantastic. It was all mom and GOD. I told her it had nothing to do with me. It was all her. And tomorrow, I know mom will make it all the way to the end of the hall.
I did her beauty treatment, and sang some songs to her. She just relaxed and went to sleep. She did not even want to walk me to the door. That is great.
My mother is going to walk out of Ocean Side. And my mother is going to be able to speak clearer. All in good time and GOD's time.
So my traveling is getting to me. I have to start to make lists. And I hate lists. This is the only way it seems I am going to be able to get anything done in the morning. I am not getting the things done that I need to. Trying to get a phone, a car. And trying to figure out if I should even move to White Rock or not. Well I can tell you this. My roommates are pigs. Neither of them clean, at all. They just leave crap everywhere. I am done cleaning up after them and the place is just getting disgusting. We are running out of dishes and cutlery, and pots and pans. They are sitting in the sink, and have been for, well, some have been in there for a month. So I took a plate, a fork, knife, spoon and bowl and am keeping it in my room. Now the one. Is having a friend whom he parties with, move in.They say for a few days. But we all know what that means.
I have to do what I need to do to take care of me.
I need a car. And need it badly. I have to just continue to pray for things to happen and the money for the car and a move. Oh yea, every bit of furniture and other things for a home. As I have absolutly nothing, And when I say nothing I mean nothing. No bed, cutlery, furniture etc.... etc.... Nothing. I have been riped off so many times it is not funny. Which has left me with nothing. I don't even have any clothing left. One pair of shoes, that are now falling apart. After 6 months.
I really don't know what to do. I need a car, I need furniture, I need clothing. Especially clothing, and a jacket and shoes and pants and shirts. Oh yea socks. I have none of those. I have none. My feet have thick caluses on them and just shred my socks. I have not worn socks in 8 months.
I have to go I don't even know if this is going to get published as it is not saving right now. More BS problems with the people up stairs and the internet.
GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
So that was last nights blog. I could not publish it as the people upstairs screwed with the internet again. It is getting upsetting. Internet is included in my rent and it is down half the time.
So nothing has changed. I am awaiting an answer to see if I should move to White Rock or not. I need a certain thing to happen for me to move their. And if this happens I am on my way. Right away. But again I need this to happen. I need to many things just to move their.
I will not move to White Rock, if I have to live in a shard accomidation again. I am in one now. And I know the people. If I am to move to White Rock it is to live by myself and in a two bedroom. So I can have mom over for nights or weekends. And I need absoulutly everything. Right down to a plunger and scrub brushes.So from furniture to hand towels.
And cannot live with anyone else again. Only having my mother to live with. Yes I am older and I want to live with my mother. Mom needs me.
And I can tell you this. I am the only one that mom trusts absoulutly. Not a single other person in the world. Only me. And this makes me feel very good inside. I don't do any of this for anything. I do it because I want to and I should. Mom and Dad raised me and my turn to help out.
So I think I am done for today, As I hurt my neck and it is killing me. I cannot turn to the right.
So GOD Bless again and good night
So the first part of this is from yesterday and the last little bit is from today. I need clothing and food. Not eating is not doing me any good. On top of my balance completly gone. My inside are fried.
Kris Schmuland
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Off and on again.This is my life
Hello
Tonight mom was in a good mood for a while. I got their and she had part of her dinner. But she did not like the taste of the chicken. And they serve this rice, it is like rice in a box. Minute rice. Is what I was thinking of. And peas, frozen of course. Mom did not want any of it after a few bits. Now it is thank full that I bring mom stuff. I cut up some banana and kiwi, as well as the sinko pear and cheese. She had this and some lemon biscuits and banana biscuits.
This she liked. And tea and her drink as well as some coke. Now after mom wanted her face washed and her moisturiser put on. I thought mom wanted to walk tonight and I was really wrong. I got her up to walk and well I got punched in the face by mom. It is ok I did not listen to mom when she told me. That she was tired and wanted to go to bed. I listened. and left.
Now I am home and very tired. I need something.I don't know what. Something to eat, but I don't want anything and I do. I get very tired on the trip back. It is over 210kms round trip and it is just the sitting that gets to me.
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And today, I had an appointment at 2pm. I get their and it was canceled. Because of not having a phone I could not be reached. And this put me off of the things that I could of done this afternoon. But oh well. No not oh well. I have to find a way of getting a phone and a car.
But I am to tired to continue. I think I have allot to say, but it is not coming out so I need to go and go to bed.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Tonight mom was in a good mood for a while. I got their and she had part of her dinner. But she did not like the taste of the chicken. And they serve this rice, it is like rice in a box. Minute rice. Is what I was thinking of. And peas, frozen of course. Mom did not want any of it after a few bits. Now it is thank full that I bring mom stuff. I cut up some banana and kiwi, as well as the sinko pear and cheese. She had this and some lemon biscuits and banana biscuits.
This she liked. And tea and her drink as well as some coke. Now after mom wanted her face washed and her moisturiser put on. I thought mom wanted to walk tonight and I was really wrong. I got her up to walk and well I got punched in the face by mom. It is ok I did not listen to mom when she told me. That she was tired and wanted to go to bed. I listened. and left.
Now I am home and very tired. I need something.I don't know what. Something to eat, but I don't want anything and I do. I get very tired on the trip back. It is over 210kms round trip and it is just the sitting that gets to me.
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And today, I had an appointment at 2pm. I get their and it was canceled. Because of not having a phone I could not be reached. And this put me off of the things that I could of done this afternoon. But oh well. No not oh well. I have to find a way of getting a phone and a car.
But I am to tired to continue. I think I have allot to say, but it is not coming out so I need to go and go to bed.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Today a better day, but still the same
Hello again.
Besides the fact that I dont' eat very often. And you know what. It upsets me that I am not skinny. It is the anti depressant drugs that are keeping the weight on. I walk as much as I can stand. I am in more pain now. This is due to the bus accident. I find it difficult to walk, sit or even ride the bus. But I have to ride transit as I need and want to get to White Rock to see mom.
Wow I have done some research on the klms I travel. It is 35klms to downtown Vancouver. Than another 15klms to Richmond and then 55 klms to White Rock. That is 105 klms one way. And I am being conservative with this. And then anther 105 klms back. I am use to it and it is the fastest way to White Rock to see mom. Sunday it took me over 3 hours to get out their. A SUV is needed. I am going to pray for this. It is not selfish, I don't think. It will allow me to get out their faster and I can take mom out. As well as be able to concentrate some time on the adsaac and get this going.
But I do not know if I should be moving out their. I have put it out their to GOD and I am awaiting an answer. Or a sign. Or something. It is difficult to deal with the idiot I live with. He refuses to clean, and he has dishes in the sink that have been their for over a month now. And he just refuses to clean. He thinks he is better than anyone. Well he is a drunk. And tonight he brought a friend over, Ok he is a paranoid person. He put an extra locking latch on the door. Well as a joke today. I found his lock and put it on his door. The key was right their beside his door. How would I know that he is blind and could not see his own key.
Now he brought this friend over and tried to cause some problems. I simply told his friend to go. Just go away, This is none of your business and I have already told him that I thought I was doing him a favor by putting his lock on for him. The key is right their and it is his lock. But because he is such a drunk, he is paranoid and has some emotional problem. He wanted to cause some problems, but this will never happen.
So I am not sure what I want to do. It is a long way to go by bus. 6 or more hours or 40 minutes by driving one way of course. I am a clean person and I do not think I should be cleaning any ones mess. Especially when their are three of us here and we all have to clean to make sure the home is respectable to all who live here. Now I have to deal with the fact that the drunks might seek retaliation. Who knows. I don't trust him at all and never have. I new what he was when he moved in. And I had no choice about who moved in. Look. at 9am he has already had a few beers. Come on now.
But I am waiting for GOD to answer me. I am asking to win the lottery. I want mom to live with me and I need this to make it happen. It is up to HIM if this happens not me. Would be nice though.
Tonight mom walked again, and she did this twice. Once around her room than sitting down and then a few minutes latter up and walking again. I have not seen such a smile on her face in a long time. It made me cry and cry. Also I brought mom a drawing of Dad. And I saw the happiness in mom's eyes when I took it out of my bag and mom pointing to the dresser to put it their, with the other photo's. This also made me cry more. It was an emotional night for me.
I love it that mom is becoming happier and is speaking more clearly with each passing day. I am extremely glad that mom is starting to walk again. I am also glad that I don't listen to the doctor's when they say to me, that your mother will never walk or talk again. What the #%%#@%&&&*# is this about.
I new right from the start that this doctor is negative. I see it. She is a very nice person. Don't get me wrong. I just don't believe in any of these doctors. They are of old school. We don't help to heal the patients. But we just keep them sedated.
Again never will I believe in this train of thought. I am a firm believer in the power of touch, contact. Ok even though I do not liked to be touched by anyone. I don't even like things to touch me. But mom is the only one I will let touch me and the only one I will hug or give a kiss to. Not a single other person out their will I let touch me. This is a stress issue. And will probably go away, when I deal with the issue of funds and eating on a regular basis'. As well as the transportation issue. And the living thing.
I have to go to sleep now.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris
Besides the fact that I dont' eat very often. And you know what. It upsets me that I am not skinny. It is the anti depressant drugs that are keeping the weight on. I walk as much as I can stand. I am in more pain now. This is due to the bus accident. I find it difficult to walk, sit or even ride the bus. But I have to ride transit as I need and want to get to White Rock to see mom.
Wow I have done some research on the klms I travel. It is 35klms to downtown Vancouver. Than another 15klms to Richmond and then 55 klms to White Rock. That is 105 klms one way. And I am being conservative with this. And then anther 105 klms back. I am use to it and it is the fastest way to White Rock to see mom. Sunday it took me over 3 hours to get out their. A SUV is needed. I am going to pray for this. It is not selfish, I don't think. It will allow me to get out their faster and I can take mom out. As well as be able to concentrate some time on the adsaac and get this going.
But I do not know if I should be moving out their. I have put it out their to GOD and I am awaiting an answer. Or a sign. Or something. It is difficult to deal with the idiot I live with. He refuses to clean, and he has dishes in the sink that have been their for over a month now. And he just refuses to clean. He thinks he is better than anyone. Well he is a drunk. And tonight he brought a friend over, Ok he is a paranoid person. He put an extra locking latch on the door. Well as a joke today. I found his lock and put it on his door. The key was right their beside his door. How would I know that he is blind and could not see his own key.
Now he brought this friend over and tried to cause some problems. I simply told his friend to go. Just go away, This is none of your business and I have already told him that I thought I was doing him a favor by putting his lock on for him. The key is right their and it is his lock. But because he is such a drunk, he is paranoid and has some emotional problem. He wanted to cause some problems, but this will never happen.
So I am not sure what I want to do. It is a long way to go by bus. 6 or more hours or 40 minutes by driving one way of course. I am a clean person and I do not think I should be cleaning any ones mess. Especially when their are three of us here and we all have to clean to make sure the home is respectable to all who live here. Now I have to deal with the fact that the drunks might seek retaliation. Who knows. I don't trust him at all and never have. I new what he was when he moved in. And I had no choice about who moved in. Look. at 9am he has already had a few beers. Come on now.
But I am waiting for GOD to answer me. I am asking to win the lottery. I want mom to live with me and I need this to make it happen. It is up to HIM if this happens not me. Would be nice though.
Tonight mom walked again, and she did this twice. Once around her room than sitting down and then a few minutes latter up and walking again. I have not seen such a smile on her face in a long time. It made me cry and cry. Also I brought mom a drawing of Dad. And I saw the happiness in mom's eyes when I took it out of my bag and mom pointing to the dresser to put it their, with the other photo's. This also made me cry more. It was an emotional night for me.
I love it that mom is becoming happier and is speaking more clearly with each passing day. I am extremely glad that mom is starting to walk again. I am also glad that I don't listen to the doctor's when they say to me, that your mother will never walk or talk again. What the #%%#@%&&&*# is this about.
I new right from the start that this doctor is negative. I see it. She is a very nice person. Don't get me wrong. I just don't believe in any of these doctors. They are of old school. We don't help to heal the patients. But we just keep them sedated.
Again never will I believe in this train of thought. I am a firm believer in the power of touch, contact. Ok even though I do not liked to be touched by anyone. I don't even like things to touch me. But mom is the only one I will let touch me and the only one I will hug or give a kiss to. Not a single other person out their will I let touch me. This is a stress issue. And will probably go away, when I deal with the issue of funds and eating on a regular basis'. As well as the transportation issue. And the living thing.
I have to go to sleep now.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris
Sunday, September 25, 2011
a very good day, dispite
Hello
I would like to start out by saying that mom walked tonight.It is the first time I have seen mom walk in a very long time. The psychiatrist last week was telling me that my mother would never walk or talk again. Well mom is talking better already and tonight she walked.
I will tell you why. I believe. I believe in GOD and Christ and when Christ said take up your blanket and walk you are healed. What can be simpler than this. Just plain simple. And I have been praying and telling mom that she will walk again and talk again. And guess what it is true. Not anything like the doctor told me. I held my tongue and did not tell her she was wrong, which I should of, by the way. And I am going to have a talk with her about putting her negative attitude onto mom. Believe what you want, but don't project it onto my mother. As I have my own belief system and it works. So don't bum me out, or at least try to. This is the problem and has always been the problem.
They have there own idea about things and tell me to leave it up to the professionals. Oh wait I am a professional. So then leave it up to me. I know better, what my mother needs and can do and wants. Not you who just moved here and do not have any idea about what is what. And about the power of GOD and CHRIST And their word. As I do.
Now mom stood up with my help. Mom then got herself steady on her feet and stood up straight. And then began to walk.I only had my arm around her waist to keep her balance. And then I held her other hand while she walked around her room. Mom was just extremely happy and wanted to get back up and walk again.
I told her that tomorrow we will do this again and then again. And so on. And she will be talking soon.
So now for the other thing. Mom is missing allot of clothing, and I should know, because I either bought it for her or I gave her my clothes. And mom is missing a white gold chain and cross.
Now how dare someone, and you know who you are, steal a neck less from a senior with Alzheimer's. This has to be the lowest of low. To do to a mother.
I have a story to tell
So when the end comes for you. You will be sent up to this gateway. And their you will be waiting and waiting to get in. But it is not happening. You see all these other people get in, that were their long after you. And it is starting to get you a tad upset. Ok allot upset. Ok pissed off.
So you go up to the Angel standing at the gate, with this large book, on this pedestal, in front of him. And you ask, " What is going on, we have been here for a long time, and all of these people are getting in before us"
Now the Angel, looks at you and then glances at the book. And laughs, a laugh like you never heard before. Something that filled the air and then everyone looked at you and yours. And started to laugh as well.
Then the Angel says to you" See that elevator across the cloud floor, that is for you. Just go on over their and get in. It will do the rest." Now you reply, as you normally do, in a ignorant way. We're not getting in that, we don't know where it goes." The Angel laughed again and said. " That is ok you don't have to move, you will just move their on your own." And at that point, you were in the elevator and the doors closed. A loud voice came on the microphone and said" Welcome to the rest of your existence. The hottest place down here. Your life awaits you. And have fun. This is what you get when you screw with GOD's children and steal from an elderly mom. Down you go."
That is awaiting you. And again you know who you all are. Have fun. I forgive you, but my creator has other plans.
Now it is 11:37 and I have been on the road for many hours today and I am very tired, And I am going to bed, to try and get some sleep.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris
I would like to start out by saying that mom walked tonight.It is the first time I have seen mom walk in a very long time. The psychiatrist last week was telling me that my mother would never walk or talk again. Well mom is talking better already and tonight she walked.
I will tell you why. I believe. I believe in GOD and Christ and when Christ said take up your blanket and walk you are healed. What can be simpler than this. Just plain simple. And I have been praying and telling mom that she will walk again and talk again. And guess what it is true. Not anything like the doctor told me. I held my tongue and did not tell her she was wrong, which I should of, by the way. And I am going to have a talk with her about putting her negative attitude onto mom. Believe what you want, but don't project it onto my mother. As I have my own belief system and it works. So don't bum me out, or at least try to. This is the problem and has always been the problem.
They have there own idea about things and tell me to leave it up to the professionals. Oh wait I am a professional. So then leave it up to me. I know better, what my mother needs and can do and wants. Not you who just moved here and do not have any idea about what is what. And about the power of GOD and CHRIST And their word. As I do.
Now mom stood up with my help. Mom then got herself steady on her feet and stood up straight. And then began to walk.I only had my arm around her waist to keep her balance. And then I held her other hand while she walked around her room. Mom was just extremely happy and wanted to get back up and walk again.
I told her that tomorrow we will do this again and then again. And so on. And she will be talking soon.
So now for the other thing. Mom is missing allot of clothing, and I should know, because I either bought it for her or I gave her my clothes. And mom is missing a white gold chain and cross.
Now how dare someone, and you know who you are, steal a neck less from a senior with Alzheimer's. This has to be the lowest of low. To do to a mother.
I have a story to tell
So when the end comes for you. You will be sent up to this gateway. And their you will be waiting and waiting to get in. But it is not happening. You see all these other people get in, that were their long after you. And it is starting to get you a tad upset. Ok allot upset. Ok pissed off.
So you go up to the Angel standing at the gate, with this large book, on this pedestal, in front of him. And you ask, " What is going on, we have been here for a long time, and all of these people are getting in before us"
Now the Angel, looks at you and then glances at the book. And laughs, a laugh like you never heard before. Something that filled the air and then everyone looked at you and yours. And started to laugh as well.
Then the Angel says to you" See that elevator across the cloud floor, that is for you. Just go on over their and get in. It will do the rest." Now you reply, as you normally do, in a ignorant way. We're not getting in that, we don't know where it goes." The Angel laughed again and said. " That is ok you don't have to move, you will just move their on your own." And at that point, you were in the elevator and the doors closed. A loud voice came on the microphone and said" Welcome to the rest of your existence. The hottest place down here. Your life awaits you. And have fun. This is what you get when you screw with GOD's children and steal from an elderly mom. Down you go."
That is awaiting you. And again you know who you all are. Have fun. I forgive you, but my creator has other plans.
Now it is 11:37 and I have been on the road for many hours today and I am very tired, And I am going to bed, to try and get some sleep.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris
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