Hello
I would like to first say that it is day 14. And today I was at my doctors to check up on my hip. And the doctors says to me that I didn't look to good. I told him you wouldn't look that great if you haven't eaten in 14 days.
I am completely light headed and can not concentrate at all. Today someone was speaking to me and had to repeat themselves 3 or 4 times. I thought I had answered them. But I guess not. I am spilling things and dropping things
My doctor told me I have to eat. I told him I am penniless and no phone and no way of getting anywhere to get anything. So until then I don't eat.
He tells me that my body is starting to break down and you are going to get very sick right away. I simply said I know and can't do anything about it.
Even the PGT case manager told me. And I quote. "your food issue and you starving is not my problem." Nice. And then their is the fact that I need a phone to stay or even get in contact with Oceanside in White Rock. Which I have not even had a chance to contact them and speak about mom' health care. I am the one who takes care of my mother and need to be in contact with the hospital at all times.
Example mom is sick, her breathing is very deep and sallow. Now I need have a phone in case something should happen to mom. But the PGT, Stephen Flynn. Case Manager. said "not my problem."
Now isn't this just great. I should of been out to White Rock at least a few times already. And there is no way I should be starving to death.
And this is exactly what I am doing. Starving to death. My liver is the first to go. And if I don't get help there will be irreversible damage done to me. Which is only a few days away.
I have nothing. Mom needs all her beauty products replaced before she moves to White Rock. And I am not able to do this. These products are not cheap. It is not a mere $100.00 to purchase them. They all need replaced now, but they all don't have to be replaced every month.
I am dangerously close to having serious health problems that are going to be permanent. If I do not eat right away.
As I said to the doctor I have no ability to get to anywhere to get assistance. I have no phone to even make a call. I do not even have .50 cents for the pay phone.
Right now as I type this I am extremely light headed and I am and have been, all day long. Praying to GOD that I eat today. It seems easier to smoke than eat.
Mom is sick and I am sick. And the worst part of this is that ICBC and Translink are to blame for this. For me not eating. Because of this accident, I have no phone, I have no food. My rent is due again and I have no money for rent. And they are ruining my business. I can not get welfare I can't get disability.
And ICBC and Translink are to blame. And there is a rumour among the bus drivers that some guy is suing because the driver wouldn't wait for him to be seated. And got injured.
I have tried to get in touch with ICBC and Translink. It is difficult for them to call me back if I cannot reached.
I have phoned a lawyer and I will be seeing them next week, I will give either ICBC or Translink a chance to buck up. I am out many, many, well allot of money. Enough to finish my web site, make some T-shirts and bumper stickers. Business cards and stationary. Get a computer and a business phone.As well as pay for these services month's in advance.
But no, I am starving because of ICBC, Tranlink and Stephen Flynn of the PGT. And on top of this. I have absolutely nothing for mom. I need to get allot of things for her. She needs everything. I need to contact the hospital in White Rock.
I have never, in 7 years missed any days of bringing mom her drinks and fruit and snacks. Until these last few weeks. When I have been abused by ICBC and Translink and the PGT
Mom is a loving, caring person who does not deserve what is happening to her. And now having to move to White Rock and 60 klms away from her only contact and help. And the only one who cares enough to do anything for her. To fight for her. To go to the ends of the earth for her.
I don't know what is what right now and how much I have even written. I don't know what to do anymore. I thought everything was starting to go right and then another accident. But I know something will happen and it will all turn around. For the good. I pray to GOD that it is now.
So I am not or can't continue, as I am going down hill really fast tonight. I really feel sick and desperate.
Writing this has been my only way to communicate and I am having a very hard time continuing to do so.
Oh well, nobody gives a crap. And I am very disappointed in humanity right now.
I am just rambling on now. And really don' know what I am writing
So GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
