Another day

Hello

This is day 17. And I guess I will find out exactly how long one can go without eating. I do know that today allot of people were telling me that I have to loose weight. I kept telling them that it is not possible. I have not eaten in a long time. I am looking 9 months pregnant. And my guts are killing me. As well as the extreme headache I have. Not to mention that my co-ordination is shot.

Anyways. mom is in Valleyview for one more night. And off to White Rock. I am completely pissed off at this. There is nobody that helped me to keep mom in Coquitlam. Riverview just gave me bull shit and off she goes.

Well now that mom is moving, I am going to sue Riverview. For all the abuse they have caused mom. For crippling mom. For abuse by not having her teeth fixed and letting mom suffer in pain. Every time I tell them that mom has a sore tooth. They send her to the dentist and I get the same reply. It is not bothering her, so why fix it. But they don't now that it is bothering her. Mom is in pain and they don't care.

And they crippled her, she is not using her left arm and she used it fine when she went in their. And on top of this mom broke her hip and they left her over night, strapped to a bed in pain. They did not even find mom for over an hour when she broke it.

This place is very small, where were the staff. And when mom speaks her mind, they are quick to pull out the needle and give her drugs. Without even finding out why mom is upset.

They chemically and physically restrain her all the time. They strap mom into her wheelchair and just leave her alone in the hallway.

What Riverview does not get is I have pictures.  And I have two years worth of blogs with exactly what happened that day. And I only write the truth on here. Exactly what I have seen and heard. Of course for legal purpose I have to say it is only my opinion. But again it is the truth.

Now that I don't have to worry about Valleyview hurting my mother, It is time to take action. Time to call their lawyers and let them know. Buck up or face me in court. I don't have to pay for anything.

I am also going to write our premier Christy Clark. and let her know about what I have seen and heard.

Now I still have no phone. I should of been out in White Rock two or three times by now. Speaking with all the doctors and discussing mom's treatment plan and what I want to happen. And if they are going to do the same as Riverview. I will continue to write my negative reviews about them as well.

I will not stop, until justice is done. Or I am died. Which, if I keep on not eating will be soon. I just don't get it. People read this, yet don't even give a crap or make a effort to assit or respond.

I am not making anything up as I have not done through the entire time of writing this blog. This is why the PGT and Riverview wanted to sue me. I speak the truth and only the truth. Why lie or make anything up. And why make this up. I don't think anyone could make this stuff up. I certainly couldn't. It is just to far fetched and out there to make up.  I could never even phantom this stuff even happened in real life. I thought it was just an exaggeration. And people got treated with respect and dignity in their old age.

But this is not even close to what really happens in real life. It is horrible, what I have seen. I have nightmares sometimes because of what I have seen. I cry allot over what my mother is and has gone through. I don't sleep, don't eat. I am extremely depressed

I am trying to do something about it. By starting adsaac.ca I see no one even trying to make people's lives better. I just see pain and suffering. I see zombies. So drugged up they can't even speak. What a shame this is for our society to do this to the one's who actually built this country.

And it is funny how someone who is disabled and in pain and cannot get around. As well as just getting a small company to help people off the ground. And actually is fighting for the rights of not only his mother, but through this to help all who have Alzheimer's and Dementia. Has to starve!!!!!!! 

As I have said over and over again. I don't know anyone with a car, or I do not have any friends. My fault most likely. Ok it is my fault. But I have always been a loner and I am very social, but when it comes to making lasting friends. I don't have what it takes to do this. I really don't know why. Maybe it is the fact that I died a the age of 5 on the operating table. And from their was teased allot. Which made me withdraw. Or that I have a very high IQ and I am just nuts.



So again I find it funny that I have to starve. I am in so much pain. I can only go to see my mother everyday. And that is it. Typing this blog is hard as it is difficult to sit for any length of time.

I have to take pain killers and I hate this. But it takes the hunger pains away, as well as drinking allot of tea.

But I have been going to Valleyview to over two and a half years now. And the entire time I have been fighting for mom. I have fought the staff at Valleyview. And I have fought the PGT. I guess I have not fought hard enough. Time to try even harder. I guess I have to get lawyers involved to get things done in this world.

Well I can't sit any longer, so I have to go. And I am extremely hungry. So I am going to try to get some sleep.

GOD Bless and good night

Kris Schmuland

I give up y'all

Hello

Day 18 I think. And the worst part of not eating is my vision. The only reason I can do this is that I am a touch typist. I have been typing since I was in grade 8. Many moons ago. Many.

So today I went back to the hospital and spoke with the doctor. I wanted to find out the tests results. And the doctor told me he wants me to stay. I told him in no uncertain terms I can't because of my mother. That she relies on me to be their and I won't disappoint her. She needs me to be their for her. Since my sisters do not do anything for her.

So back to the tests results. I am not well. My liver is staring to fail. My stomach is so messed up I might not be able to get it back to the way it was. My vision is starting to go. And I mean go. As in going blind. And his final words to me before I left was "you are dying" And if you don't start taking care of yourself you will die. I told the doctor once again. I am penniless and have absolutely no food. I have no way of getting any. I have no way to get to the food bank and back. I have no one to help me. My family has nothing to do with me. And no one knows except you who read this and the doctor at the hospital.

And he just said. You know where we are. And if you don't decide to come back, you will die. slowly and painfully. Ok I do understand what you are saying. And I hope you understand why I can't stay.

I don't get it. I Thought GOD said HE will supply all of my needs.Well I thought eating was one of the top needs. Besides breathing.

So you don't like it when I write like this. Well this is reality. My reality. And my mother's reality. My mother's life is worth more than mine. And that is the truth. She did way more with her life than I ever did. And she deserves my life in exchange for her to live. I will sacrifice everything for her.

So be it that I don't eat. Well after 18 days Oh well that is what I deserve, I guess.

I am done writing. I just can't do it anymore. I am so hungry I feel like falling over now.

GOD Bless and good night

Kris Schmualand