Continued from yesterday

Hello again

I like to start out by saying that I wrote to the PGT and offered them this deal, and that was. I would stop putting up posters, in fact go around and take the one's down I have already put up. Not picket them, not write about them on this blog. And they would assit me with the phone deal, mom's products, snacks and drinks, and some clothing for me. But I needed it today.

Absolutely nothing in response. This shows how much they care about their clients. The abuse they are putting mom through should be stopped. This is the kind of people they are and the kind of corporation they are.

So I said I would only do this if they had a cheque ready for today. And nothing, so I will continue and now I will go and picket them.

So the cell deal was this. It is through the bus driver's union and it is unlimited calling, incoming, texting, voice mail, caller ID, 6 GB data. And more. $30. dollars off of the regular price.

Now today, I wore absolutely everything I own. The only pair of jeans, the deck shoes, with holes in the soles, two T-shirts, 1 polo shirt, one soft shell pullover and two soft shell jackets. And it is surprising what a year and 50 lbs lighter make. I was always warm, and now I am freezing cold. And in the snow, my feet where freezing cold and wet. And now it is snowing here and I don't have anything else to wear.

Now I wish to speak on Alzheimer's and Dementia. The average time in which a person lives with these diseases is 10 years. My grandfather made it 5 years, as well as my father. Mom, on the other hand is in her 7 th year.

This is why I am always asking for help. I don't know how long she will live. They say 10 years is the longest they live. I can't except this. There has to be a way of extending their lives. This is why I visit mom everyday. This is why I fight for her rights all the time. I research alternative ways of treating this disease through vitamins, herbs etc... etc


I know two East Indian bus drivers, they don't know each other by the way. And speaking with them this week, they both told me that in their religion, your mother is the first GOD. As she sacrificed all for you. And GOD is second.

I have a different sense of my feeling of culture. I am one to believe in the eastern way of life. You don't warehouse your parents. The oldest son looks after them. I believe this whole heartily. I only want to look after mom full time.

Everything else can come after;. You know what I mean without saying anything. Again this is why I always ask for help. Not for me, but for mom. Remember I don't know what is going to happen in the next few years.

I want mom to see everything she has missed, to do everything she has not been able to do. To go on a simple road trip. She never heard of this before. And I know my father never took her on one.  To see all the friends that are still alive. Time is running out on this. To see her best friend. Who also has Alzheimer's and or Dementia. They were friends for 30 years.

To wear the clothing she should be wearing. Getting the professional help she should have. Doctors etc...

Mom is everything to me. And I don't even need to have a relationship with anyone. As I have said, latter on I get a job, with my education, I can do well. Start my company, or continue to get it going. These are things that can be done latter on. I am still young and healthy.

So isn't it right that I take the time and spend it with my mother. I don't have a wife, girlfriend. I have no children. So again, isn't it right, if I chose to do this, spend my time caring for my mother.  Full time is what I wish to do.

I just ask for alittle assistance, again, for mom. As you can see, the PGT and Premier Christy Clark are doing nothing but abusing my mother.

Well I think, I covered everything that I lost yesterday.  And today, mom was extremely tired. After her bath, mom is warm, and tired. She ate a bit and wanted me to give her the spa treatment. Which I gladly did for her. And then off to bed mom went and I sang mom her good night song.

GOD bless and good night.

Kris

Mom is great

Hello again

I just wrote a  blog like no other's and I pushed a button and it was gone. I know it is somewhere so I wish I can find it. I am going to look and try to find it. It has to be here. Everything is on the hard drive. And it is late.

Any help out their to help me find it.

GOD bless and good night


Kris

It is getting frustrating

Hello again

Well today I was offered a deal for a phone plan from a transit driver that I know. It is a special deal offered to the drivers. And this is a great deal. My friend the driver offered it to me and wants an answer right away.  Now I need a phone and funds for a deposit. I can get a cheap price on a phone, and credit. for turning in an old phone, and with the plan it is just everything one needs.

Anyway tonight when I arrived to visit mom. And mom was very happy to see me. We went down the hall to a quit area for mom to eat. Mom ate most of her meal and her desert. then we went back to her room for her spa treatment. Mom just loves her foot massage. When I pour hot water onto her feet. And I mean I fill my water bottle and pour the water over her feet to rinse them. And fill the bottle up again and pour more over her feet. I have to get a basin, as the water goes all over the floor. I don't care, as I always clean it up. But it would be easier to just use a basin. I am going to add another bottle full of hot water. This totally relaxes mom and this is the part where we stop to wait for mom to go to the washroom and get changed. And wait we do. The first time I asked someone, it was just wait a minute. And this minute turned into one half an hour. Then I ask again, and this was another, half hour. come on now, we Schmuland's are patient, but not that much. One hour to wait for mom to go to the washroom.

Then they tell me they have not put anyone to bed. Well I have nothing against the staff, but come on. Mom goes to bed at 7:00pm. not 8:00PM

But mom got to bed and I sang mom her nightly I love you I will see you tomorrow song.

Well I wrote the PGT again, and so far they have not responded to me. Cowards. They just don't seem to get it. I will not stop until they fulfill what they said to me.

One cannot be made a fool of forever, one must take action and stay true to ones self.

I will stop as soon as they fulfill their promises.

GOD bless and good night.

Kris

The PGT

Hello agaqin


I really don't know what is happening to me. I fell again on the bus today. I cannot seem to stay upright. My speech is also being affected. I am having trouble speaking. Pronouncing words.

This is starting to bother me greatly. I think it is a sign of not eating properly. One meal in two weeks. Not good. I really am bothered by this falling and not being able to speak correctly. And I was just in the kitchen and I was dropping knives all over the place. I am becoming dangerous to myself. Extremely dangerous.

I really have to start being really careful. But don't you think, by being careful I will become more dangerous to myself.

I believe the PGT is at fault here. They could just of kept their promises and all would be good. I can't even sing properly to mom. It is like my mind has taken a left turn and is parked somewhere else.

The PGT could just do what they said they would do./

Tonight I arrived to see mom and her dinner was Early. Anyways I fed her the rest of her dinner and mom was all on me about getting her spa treatment done. Well of course she would. Because of bringing my aunt. I was not able to do this for her. And mom was asleep when I went back, and she does not remember me being their. Oh well, I accommodated her. Packed up and brought her to her room. And did the complete spa treatment including a manicure. Besides mom having her face done. She looks forward to her feet being done. Massage and then pour allot of water over her feet. Hot water at that. Mom just enjoys this so much.

This is when mom is ready for bed. But to the bathroom first. Well that was a 35 minute wait. And then I finished her treatment off, by putting lotion on her hands and arms, plus brushing her hair.

Well it was time for mom to go to bed. I asked the staff and it was, the same thing. Just wait a minute. 20 minutes went by and it was now 7:30 way past mom's bed time. So I put her to bed and I was almost finished our nightly thing. Myself singing my goodnight song to her. And in comes one of the staff saying Ok we are ready to put her to bed. Mom is in bed, who put her to bed, I did. She just slams the door and well that was OK for mom and I.

I finished off singing to mom, gave her lots of hugs and kisses and said good night and left.

I have to go now. Please be kind.

GOD bless and good night

Kris

I am getting very clumzy

PRIMER CHRISTY CLARK, THE LEADER OF THE PROVINCE BRITISH COLUMBIA, IS ALLOWING THE PUBLIC GUARDIAN AND TRUSTEE OF BC

TO RUIN CHRISTMAS FOR MY MOTHER AND MYSELF. MY MOTHER HAVING DEMENTIA AND LUNG CANCER.

AND CONTINUE TO ABUSE BOTH MY MOTHER AND MYSELF.



Hello again

Well last night I wiped out on the bus, the bus stopped and I went flying forward. Today, I was leaving the drug store and their is a automatic door and I was walking on the other side of the door, toward the window. If it were not for noticing a person walk through the door. Well I stopped about 6 inches from the window. Of course I went that would of hurt. I got a laugh from the person watching me.

So I went to see mom with my aunt. I really don't like to do this as my aunt is completely uncomfortable around mom and can only be their for a very short time. But today mom said to me in plain English " I Love You" this is great.

All my work of just talking to her and knowing and letting mom know she can talk and walk. And just plain listening to her. All the music therapy, sight, sound, touch. taste. Love. All these play an important role in helping one heal. It is not just mom it is helping. It is other patients that it is helping as well. I do not speak to anyone of them like they are children. I speak to them with respect. I listen to them and try to discern what they are saying.

This is treatment. Not drugs. People need to be spoke to with respect. and dignity. And they will respond. This is the treatment I have planed and are using with mom. To use all of her senses to the fullest.

Colours. Bright colours. Tastes, exotic fruits with unique tastes. Music, that has a stimulating effect. Touch. as in the daily massages, hugs, kisses. Words, I love you, I will be here for you. And the most important treatment one can have is human contact. Family, friends, etc....

This is why I am try all the time for mom. What I do is for love and what I do is helping mom. By mom saying to me Hi. And I love you. And a few other things.

So my aunt and I were only their for less than an hour. I promised mom I would be back. And then my aunt and I went for dinner, I dropped her off at home. I got onto the sky train and then jumped the bus and went back to White Rock. 

The staff did not want to let me in, but oh well. And then I was told your mom is asleep. Yea I said,I told mom I would be back and here I am. I do not break promises. Especially to mom.

I am an loyal, trustworthy person. People tell me everything. I know so much about so many people it is not funny. All the bus drivers I know, tell me everything about their lives. I mean everything. And I never say anything about it. This is why I chose psychology as a career. It is easy for me to get people to tell me their problems. It does not take much for me to say and people will open up.

Yet it is research I am interested in. Not counselling. I want to find alternative treatment for Alzheimer's and Dementia.


Well I ate tonight, had a dinner. But my stomach is upset and bothering me. I have only been eating oats, with brown sugar for a long time now. And I will be back to this tomorrow. Oh wait, I have none.

The Public Guardian and Trustee of BC, knows mom is moving, they know I am mom's rock. And they know I am the best thing for mom and I go their everyday. I take the 110 km's trip their and the 110 km's trip back with out any problems.

I do talk to people on my journey, but it is the lonelyness and isolation that I feel even though I am communicating with others. I never felt like this before. I have always been somewhat of a loner. I like to do things by myself.

But now I crave company. Someone with whom I can share my struggles with. Share the nonsense that I deal with on a daily bassis' with the PGT and hospital. Not knowing up to date information on the disease. Where I get this information sent to me daily, by email. From John's Hopkins, and the Mayo Clinic, to name a few.

I receive all sorts of information from the FDA about the drugs they use. Theses are few of the things that I read after I get home at night. Oh yea the Bible. Yes I said the Bible. I have never been shy about the fact that I am a Christian. And my belief structure is evident in my blog. How people should not be treated like pets. Locked up and defenceless. Drugged into submission.

I will, with your help, put a stop to this. The abuse, the drugging of our seniors. The warehousing of our seniors. We have to start treating them, and they can still be a valuable part of society.

GOD bless and good night.

Kris

Moving this week.

PRIMER CHRISTY CLARK IS ALLOWING THE PUBLIC GUARDIAN AND TRUSTEE OF BC.

TO RUIN CHRISTMAS FOR MY MOTHER AND I, MOM HAS DEMENTIA AND LUNG CANCER AND I HAVE, WELL WHAT THE DOCTORS DON'T KNOW. BUT I NEED A CANE TO WALK

AND TO CONTINUE TO ABUSE MY MOTHER AND I.






Hello again

Mom will be moving this week and I have to be their to help her and get everything set up. These are the thing that the PGT does not understand. Or even care. As proven by the abuse to date.

Especially since it is Alzheimer's awareness month.

Well last night I went out under the assumption that I would find some money for food. Well I lost my key on the way, and their was nothing and then I could not get into my room. So I had to break the door in. Well when I did this, I smashed the door into my face and I now have a black eye. But this is usual. So I did find my key and now there is no need to lock my door. As it is locked always now. That it is broken.

Mom is looking forward to this move. And I am looking forward to the PGT keeping their word and let me see that large cheque.

As I should be in White Rock already, with furniture and have a 2 bedroom place. So mom  can come for visits and over night stays.

Things have to change now. I did not even want to come home tonight. Well I haven't wanted to come home at nights' for a while. Well I come home to nothing. I mean nothing.

No tea, no food, no clothing, no nothing. I have this put together computer. I am glad for this and my mother. Who I love greatly.

My mother deserves more than this abuse that is taking place now. The PGT tells me they are to look after my mother's well being, as well as her funds.

First they don't look after her funds very well and second by abusing her like this and to deny her, the things she uses everyday And the snacks and drinks she has grown use to is just plain abuse.

I keep thinking of another way to describe this and it comes up abuse. Or the PGT and its staff are nothing but sociopaths. Void of feelings, emotions, concern for the well being of other's.

So it is Monday, but 12:33AM for me. And this is exactly what I do every night. And then get up and do it all over again. But I enjoy the time I spend with my mother.

Now a new, completely different set of staff, to hear my singing. And to help me look after mom

So I am going to go now. I don't want to be at home. Their is nothing here for me. But I have to get up and try to find something to eat. As I am starting to show signs of lack of eating. Dizziness, I think I am seeing things as well. Blurred vision. etc.... etc....

GOD  bless and good night.

Kris

Saturday

PREMIER CHRISTY CLARK, LEADER OF THE PROVINCE OF BC, CANADA. IS ALLOWING THE PGT TO

RUIN CHRISTMAS FOR MY MOTHER AND I

AND ABUSE MY MOTHER AND MYSELF.



Hello again

My hip and knee have been hurting allot today and I have had to take a few of the pain killers. So I don't think their will be much today.

Mom had a good time with me tonight. She was very relaxed and comfortable. So I think mom will be moving this coming week and I have nothing for her.

This is the PGT's fault They are abusive and arrogant.

I will not give in to them this time. I will not beg them anymore or kiss their.      You know what I am saying.

Mom deserves better and mom deserves to have her money returned after the PGT spending it on a \
companion service.

And I should have all of the funds the PGT have promised me over the years. And I want it now. I have things to do,.as move to White Rock. Get clothing, buy mom all the things she needs for her new room.

AND WE SHOULD HAVE IT NOW. MOM MOVES THIS WEEK.

What the PGT don't know is I am very stubborn. And when it comes to standing up for what is right, I will be even more stubborn

I am just tired of the PGT being the abusers that they are and getting away with it.

I have to go.

GOD bless and good night

Kris