Hello again
I am just so upset, I have these medical issues and need certain medications to combat them, but they are not covered and I can't afford them. So I have to go without them. It is especially the diabetes that I am most concerned about. No matter what I do I just can't get it covered. And it is $49.00 a month for this drug that I need to take several times a day.
No idea what I am to do.
Now I was not going to write tonight, I needed to. I hurt like crazy today. I had to lie down several times today, just to feel better. Then I have my depression around Christmas. Not having my mother around, not having anyone around. I really do mean no one. I have always thought that I am personable. It just doesn't matter now. I can't even get a straight answer from pastors. Just the usual......
I hurt physically, but most importantly, it is emotionally that hurts the most. Depression, anxiety, and a whole slew of things.
I don't want to be alone at Christmas. I have never been alone before at Christmas. Sure I have been alone before, many times. But not during the holidays. I have no family.
I am sleeping less and less these days. I am so very tired, but that doesn't seem to matter. I take something to help me sleep. Yea, it lasts about 3 or 4 hours and then I am awake. In bed at 3 or 4 and up at 7 everyday. I try, if I can, to take a nap, That never happens. I don't want to sit here by myself, so I am out doing nothing. It is really bad now that it is cold outside. Places are only open so late, and if one does not have the funds to sit in a coffee shop. They walk the streets. I have to walk, no funds left on my bus card. It is very slippery on the sidewalks,so I walk slowly. Which make me even colder. Tonight it is -9, that was at 9 pm when I finally got back. I did nothing for 5 hours. OK I did something. Froze my butt off.
I just don't get it. I really am trying to get it together. Earlier I applied for more jobs. Positions that I an do without having to lift anything. Another 6 today. 12 in the last two days. But no phone calls for an interview. Doesn't matter anyways, if I get a call or not. I simply can't get to the interview. I couldn't even take the bus back tonight, how in the world am I going to get to an interview and back.
OK today I did speak with this women I have know for a while, but never spoke to before. I had just seen her on the bus. This I would say was the best thing that I have done in a very long time. I had a good time speaking with her. We laughed and talked.
As I have said before, my days are not always full of 24 hours of bad. But the depression wins over in the end.
I need to stop now.
Thank you
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmulnad
Kristopher Schmuland
#409- 15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC
Canada.
V4B0A7
Friday, December 16, 2016
Thursday, December 15, 2016
I know, I know but whatever......
Hello again
First I wish to thank all who have read this Blog. I have had the most people read this, well I don't think I have had this many views in one day. So I do very much appreciate it. Even if you are reading this and thinking what a looser or is this guy for real. But thank you anyways.
Now I have been to the church I am attending and have spoken with a pastor. I was put in touch with another pastor who might help those in need. I did receive a hamper. Though I do very much appreciate the hamper. I am getting food from many other places this season. I am not lacking in this respect.
What I am lacking, which is why I approached them in the first place, is my house insurance didn't go through, my bills are mounting and I will most likely be cut off soon if I don't make some kind of payment. I need the house insurance. What if there is a fire or flood or someone breaks in and steals my things. I am then out allot of money. Yes I do have things I saved up to get these things. A little bit at a time. That was then and this is now. And that was a while ago that I bought my things. I just would like to keep them or protect them. But I don't have the funds to pay them. And I have an NSF charge to pay as well, for the house insurance that didn't go through my bank. I had to go into the cable office and tell them I would make a payment next week. I don't see how I am going to do this. I do know that the church will help out with funds. They pay the things directly. And that is OK with me. At least they are paid or partially paid. They were going to help out with something else, but it was to late I had taken care of it.A day to late. I sold something and with the funds I paid this bill.
I do have several things on Craigslist,for sale, but there is no one seeking what I am selling. It took almost three weeks to sell what I did the other day. Everything that I am selling is new and in the box. I have not unpacked them because I don't know if I can stay here. I have many things that are not unpacked because of this.
I had a plan when I moved in and it was going great. A job, a roommate etc... Then the job goes and the roommate to follow. I have continuously been trying to find work. Even though I am not suppose to work. According to the doctor, my lawyer.. I need to work. So today I changed direction, and today I was applying for jobs that don't involve me lifting anything. I am trying.But I can't seem to find the assistance that I really need. OK I can't lift anything,it hurts to much. I can't even typed without it hurting me.Raise my arms up past my chest. My back is just killing me. What really is bothering me is that I can't seem to keep my head up. It is falling forward. It hurts like crazy
Yet the thing that might help me. A physiotherapist, I can't go to. There is a user fee that is refundable, but I don't have the funds to pay that user fee...
Well being alone is not fun. I have not had a conversation with anyone in over a week. Speaking with the pastor doesn't count as a conversation. Something meaningful I mean. Nothing. I don't know if having a conversation with myself counts. Not that meaningful. But I have to speak to someone even if it is myself.
So there is a little over a week before Christmas day, and the way it is looking, it is going to be a very lonely existence for me. Sure I will go to church this Sunday and Christmas Eve, ;but who cares. I will be going by myself.and leaving by myself to come back to an empty place. Empty without a soul to spend the rest of Christmas Eve with. Oh pity me once states. Yes please take pity on me. I believe I deserve it. After all I believe I am doing everything right. I have done what was right in the eyes of GOD. Taking care of mom. I grieved and still not over it yet and won't be, ever! But I am trying to get my life gong again. Yet it is just getting worse for me.
I am afraid I will be out on the street very soon. I will be able to catch up on rent, but I will be short on rent for next month and no way to catch up on it....
I have been writing this, having to take many breaks tonight. But I just can't keep writing. I am in to much pain. It seems that what I love to do is being taken away from me as well. Write this Blog. It is part of my life. I need to write this. I will continue to write this, even if it takes me hours to write it. Taking as many breaks as necessary.
GOD Bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
https://gofundme.com/krisschmuland This is to give my mother a memorial service for January 31,17
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile For dental work.
Kristopher Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC
Canada, V4B0A7
Please I do need a miracle
First I wish to thank all who have read this Blog. I have had the most people read this, well I don't think I have had this many views in one day. So I do very much appreciate it. Even if you are reading this and thinking what a looser or is this guy for real. But thank you anyways.
Now I have been to the church I am attending and have spoken with a pastor. I was put in touch with another pastor who might help those in need. I did receive a hamper. Though I do very much appreciate the hamper. I am getting food from many other places this season. I am not lacking in this respect.
What I am lacking, which is why I approached them in the first place, is my house insurance didn't go through, my bills are mounting and I will most likely be cut off soon if I don't make some kind of payment. I need the house insurance. What if there is a fire or flood or someone breaks in and steals my things. I am then out allot of money. Yes I do have things I saved up to get these things. A little bit at a time. That was then and this is now. And that was a while ago that I bought my things. I just would like to keep them or protect them. But I don't have the funds to pay them. And I have an NSF charge to pay as well, for the house insurance that didn't go through my bank. I had to go into the cable office and tell them I would make a payment next week. I don't see how I am going to do this. I do know that the church will help out with funds. They pay the things directly. And that is OK with me. At least they are paid or partially paid. They were going to help out with something else, but it was to late I had taken care of it.A day to late. I sold something and with the funds I paid this bill.
I do have several things on Craigslist,for sale, but there is no one seeking what I am selling. It took almost three weeks to sell what I did the other day. Everything that I am selling is new and in the box. I have not unpacked them because I don't know if I can stay here. I have many things that are not unpacked because of this.
I had a plan when I moved in and it was going great. A job, a roommate etc... Then the job goes and the roommate to follow. I have continuously been trying to find work. Even though I am not suppose to work. According to the doctor, my lawyer.. I need to work. So today I changed direction, and today I was applying for jobs that don't involve me lifting anything. I am trying.But I can't seem to find the assistance that I really need. OK I can't lift anything,it hurts to much. I can't even typed without it hurting me.Raise my arms up past my chest. My back is just killing me. What really is bothering me is that I can't seem to keep my head up. It is falling forward. It hurts like crazy
Yet the thing that might help me. A physiotherapist, I can't go to. There is a user fee that is refundable, but I don't have the funds to pay that user fee...
Well being alone is not fun. I have not had a conversation with anyone in over a week. Speaking with the pastor doesn't count as a conversation. Something meaningful I mean. Nothing. I don't know if having a conversation with myself counts. Not that meaningful. But I have to speak to someone even if it is myself.
So there is a little over a week before Christmas day, and the way it is looking, it is going to be a very lonely existence for me. Sure I will go to church this Sunday and Christmas Eve, ;but who cares. I will be going by myself.and leaving by myself to come back to an empty place. Empty without a soul to spend the rest of Christmas Eve with. Oh pity me once states. Yes please take pity on me. I believe I deserve it. After all I believe I am doing everything right. I have done what was right in the eyes of GOD. Taking care of mom. I grieved and still not over it yet and won't be, ever! But I am trying to get my life gong again. Yet it is just getting worse for me.
I am afraid I will be out on the street very soon. I will be able to catch up on rent, but I will be short on rent for next month and no way to catch up on it....
I have been writing this, having to take many breaks tonight. But I just can't keep writing. I am in to much pain. It seems that what I love to do is being taken away from me as well. Write this Blog. It is part of my life. I need to write this. I will continue to write this, even if it takes me hours to write it. Taking as many breaks as necessary.
GOD Bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
https://gofundme.com/krisschmuland This is to give my mother a memorial service for January 31,17
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile For dental work.
Kristopher Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC
Canada, V4B0A7
Please I do need a miracle
Wednesday, December 14, 2016
Is it possible to feel more.......
Hello again
The question I really have is this. Does anyone really knows what it is to be alone.Truly alone. Alone for the holidays. Is anyone going to be alone for the holidays. I am going to be. I am alone now and will be for who knows how long. There is no one for me. ... No dinner, no presents, and I would of like at least one gift this year, considering I have not had a gift in over 15 years, for Christmas. Not a one. Is that selfish to ask for a single gift. I think it is not.
I know most/allot will be getting one. I don't know what has happened or what I did. I know I did what I was to do in my life,that is to look after my mother.....For this part of my life anyways. What is next, I don't know.... I am trying to figure it out
And to top everything off, I can't go anywhere. I have nothing left on my bus card. OK enough to get me somewhere, but not to get back. No money to put on the card either. So I can't even leave the White Rock area. I can only walk. Now being hurt in this accident, makes this hard to do as well. With all the snow we have had and the freezing temperature as well. The frozen sidewalks.....etc.....
The pain is getting worse as each day passes. I know that there is something seriously wrong with my neck. But I won't be able to get anything done about it either. I need to go to physiotherapy, but I don't have the user fee. Which I would get a refund on , but I have to pay it upfront first. So I can't get the, needed assistance I need to help get me better.
Yes I am just about complaining lately, but this is my reality. The reality of being alone and lonely.The reality of being injured, again... The reality of not spending Christmas with anyone. It is mostly about the reality of this being the first Christmas without my mother and missing her terribly
I spend more time talking to myself than speaking with others. And I am even answering myself. Well no one else to talk to.
I am not one to just sit at home and do nothing. When I had a monthly pass I just went out. Not spending money. But just get on the bus and go... Yet now I don't have a choice. Really, there is not much to do in White Rock , when you don't know anyone. And it is cold outside. -10 with the wind chill.
Typing is hurting me now so I need to go.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
Kris Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC
Canada, V4B0A7
The question I really have is this. Does anyone really knows what it is to be alone.Truly alone. Alone for the holidays. Is anyone going to be alone for the holidays. I am going to be. I am alone now and will be for who knows how long. There is no one for me. ... No dinner, no presents, and I would of like at least one gift this year, considering I have not had a gift in over 15 years, for Christmas. Not a one. Is that selfish to ask for a single gift. I think it is not.
I know most/allot will be getting one. I don't know what has happened or what I did. I know I did what I was to do in my life,that is to look after my mother.....For this part of my life anyways. What is next, I don't know.... I am trying to figure it out
And to top everything off, I can't go anywhere. I have nothing left on my bus card. OK enough to get me somewhere, but not to get back. No money to put on the card either. So I can't even leave the White Rock area. I can only walk. Now being hurt in this accident, makes this hard to do as well. With all the snow we have had and the freezing temperature as well. The frozen sidewalks.....etc.....
The pain is getting worse as each day passes. I know that there is something seriously wrong with my neck. But I won't be able to get anything done about it either. I need to go to physiotherapy, but I don't have the user fee. Which I would get a refund on , but I have to pay it upfront first. So I can't get the, needed assistance I need to help get me better.
Yes I am just about complaining lately, but this is my reality. The reality of being alone and lonely.The reality of being injured, again... The reality of not spending Christmas with anyone. It is mostly about the reality of this being the first Christmas without my mother and missing her terribly
I spend more time talking to myself than speaking with others. And I am even answering myself. Well no one else to talk to.
I am not one to just sit at home and do nothing. When I had a monthly pass I just went out. Not spending money. But just get on the bus and go... Yet now I don't have a choice. Really, there is not much to do in White Rock , when you don't know anyone. And it is cold outside. -10 with the wind chill.
Typing is hurting me now so I need to go.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
Kris Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC
Canada, V4B0A7
Tuesday, December 13, 2016
Just nothing
Hello again
Well it is getting very close to Christmas day and I am truly alone.Not a soul has contacted me. The few friends that I do have have not even mentioned about coming by for a visit. I have nothing, so that is why. Or I am just to depressing for anyone to deal with. Well come on....... I don't want to celebrate Christmas, the first Christmas without my mother. I am completely broke and have absolutely nothing.
It would be nice to have something. Anything. Better than nothing.Which by the way, is going to be exactly what is going to happen this Christmas.
Everything that is happening with this accident is getting worse. I am in extreme pain. I am having a hard time holding my head up. Well reading is difficult, both a book and my phone. Just typing is difficult. Just holding my arms out in the typing position causes pain in my neck. Just like I am a pain in your neck..........
I get sick and these headaches just don't go away. Again as mentioned the only comfortable position for me is flat on my back with a pillow supporting my neck.
Yea my depression is really bad. I miss my mother. I miss decorating her room and singing Christmas songs for her, I miss watching Christmas movies with her. And then there is the Christmas dinner I would of made for her. Now nothing. Just by myself and I really am by myself.
I have never experienced this before. No one around. No friends. No one to talk to or watch a movie with. Just alone. It is the strangest feeling. I am bored I am anxious, I am stressed out.I am in pain. Not just physically but emotionally as well. I am extremely tired. I am not sleeping. I want to sleep, but can't. I am hungry but I don't want to eat. I most of all want to have a conversation with someone. But it is not happening.
Even in church, I spoke with no one. OK I did state that no one spoke to me. It is a two way streak. I could just say hello to someone. Just to depressed to do that.
I want to hide from the world, but I want to be out and around people.
I need to work, but it seems that I don't have it anymore.
I am really freaked out about my neck. This is the first time I have ever experienced something like this before. And of course I have a member of the so called family, saying I am faking it. I just don't want to work. Let me see now. I can't hold my arms straight out in front of me with out getting a severe headache and back ache.
The worse part is that the typing position is killing me . I have this cervical collar but it is not doing what is suppose to do. It is my C spine that needs to be covered. Where the neck meets the shoulders.
I am seeing a physiotherapist tomorrow to have an assessment done to determine the correct cervical collar for my needs and take action to get it.. I just ran across them by accident . I was looking for this shop that has cervical collars and I walked into there and asked if they knew where it was. So tomorrow afternoon I see them. Good I guess.
But in the mean time, I am in pain. I can't help but repeat it over and over again. I am sure you are tired of hearing it.
Now I can't type anymore. I really can't do it.
Until the next time.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
https//www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
Kristopher Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC,
Canada.
V4B0A7
Well it is getting very close to Christmas day and I am truly alone.Not a soul has contacted me. The few friends that I do have have not even mentioned about coming by for a visit. I have nothing, so that is why. Or I am just to depressing for anyone to deal with. Well come on....... I don't want to celebrate Christmas, the first Christmas without my mother. I am completely broke and have absolutely nothing.
It would be nice to have something. Anything. Better than nothing.Which by the way, is going to be exactly what is going to happen this Christmas.
Everything that is happening with this accident is getting worse. I am in extreme pain. I am having a hard time holding my head up. Well reading is difficult, both a book and my phone. Just typing is difficult. Just holding my arms out in the typing position causes pain in my neck. Just like I am a pain in your neck..........
I get sick and these headaches just don't go away. Again as mentioned the only comfortable position for me is flat on my back with a pillow supporting my neck.
Yea my depression is really bad. I miss my mother. I miss decorating her room and singing Christmas songs for her, I miss watching Christmas movies with her. And then there is the Christmas dinner I would of made for her. Now nothing. Just by myself and I really am by myself.
I have never experienced this before. No one around. No friends. No one to talk to or watch a movie with. Just alone. It is the strangest feeling. I am bored I am anxious, I am stressed out.I am in pain. Not just physically but emotionally as well. I am extremely tired. I am not sleeping. I want to sleep, but can't. I am hungry but I don't want to eat. I most of all want to have a conversation with someone. But it is not happening.
Even in church, I spoke with no one. OK I did state that no one spoke to me. It is a two way streak. I could just say hello to someone. Just to depressed to do that.
I want to hide from the world, but I want to be out and around people.
I need to work, but it seems that I don't have it anymore.
I am really freaked out about my neck. This is the first time I have ever experienced something like this before. And of course I have a member of the so called family, saying I am faking it. I just don't want to work. Let me see now. I can't hold my arms straight out in front of me with out getting a severe headache and back ache.
The worse part is that the typing position is killing me . I have this cervical collar but it is not doing what is suppose to do. It is my C spine that needs to be covered. Where the neck meets the shoulders.
I am seeing a physiotherapist tomorrow to have an assessment done to determine the correct cervical collar for my needs and take action to get it.. I just ran across them by accident . I was looking for this shop that has cervical collars and I walked into there and asked if they knew where it was. So tomorrow afternoon I see them. Good I guess.
But in the mean time, I am in pain. I can't help but repeat it over and over again. I am sure you are tired of hearing it.
Now I can't type anymore. I really can't do it.
Until the next time.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
https//www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
Kristopher Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC,
Canada.
V4B0A7
Sunday, December 11, 2016
Yea still no Christmas spirit and counting
Hello again
I over did it yesterday and my neck is not doing well. And the neck brace is the wrong brace for me. It rests on the spot that is injured, not covering it and supporting it. So I now have to start looking for a hard brace, not the soft one I have now. I looked for this, knowing I needed the other. I just could not find one. I guess I didn't look hard enough.
I am cold now, just cold. I can't seem to warm up.
Well no one is even attempting to show me any kind of Christmas cheer. I went to church again today. I just went to the one I went to last week.What I noticed is that the church band doesn't play any music that is really inspirational. It is OK and slightly modern, but not uplifting or inspiring. It seems just monotone, I am use to uplifting music. I guess you can call it modern Christian music. Upbeat.
I will continue looking after Christmas.
I am not feeling it. The Christmas cheer. I can't even bring myself to wish anyone a Merry Christmas. I just can't do it. At all. I guess you get that from my attitude. Why would I have any other kind of attitude.
A week and a half before the day and nothing is getting better. In fact everything is getting worse off. I can't get out and do anything. No funds for the bus. I am not one to just sit and watch TV not my thing. Sure I have some TV shows I like, but I just can't sit and watch TV. I dislike commercials. What I download is commercial free. And no matter how many channels I have, there is nothing on that I wish to watch.
Not a single person spoke to me at the church today Not even a hello. So in and out I went. They spoke on giving money. It started out well enough. To give to help the community, but not this community. Some place in Uganda. Then spoke on the fact that they need another, well many many thousands of dollars to give to this place. There was no sermon today.
I am alone and it is starting to get to me. The couple I know won't come over to visit unless I am asking them over for dinner. I have nothing to offer them. They still have not asked me over for a dinner. Even though they know I am hurting. Broke. And without someone to even celebrate the holidays with.
I am running out of groceries. The fridge is looking very lonely. Even though I go to the food bank, they don't give enough for a single person to last any time at all. Yes I do very much appreciate the fact that I can go and at least get something.
Behind on everything.
I get that, but it is not even having someone to be with. Someone to understand what I am going through.
I have checked out how many resumes I have sent out and the amount of interviews I have been on. It is over 50 resumes I have sent out and 15 interviews that I have gone on. Everything goes well in the interviews until I open my mouth wide and they see my missing teeth and how bad my teeth are. That is the end of the interview. I mean just like that. Over.
So to say I am not looking or trying is,well, BS. I have no idea what is wrong. By now I should have the interview down pat.
Nothing and more of nothing I am becoming more and more depressed. Each and everyday. It is not very good.
I say I don't have cancer. But I do have a bleeding ulcer.I am happy I don't have cancer. But another thing that is upsetting. A bleeding ulcer is nothing to sneeze at.
It is hurting me to much to continue to type this evening. I need to go.
All I really do want is just one Christmas present to make me believe again. Haven't had a Christmas gift in, I would say 15 or more years.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
Below is my mailing address if anyone wants to send me a letter or whatever.
Kristopher Schmuland
# 409- 15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock BC. Canada
V4B0A7
I over did it yesterday and my neck is not doing well. And the neck brace is the wrong brace for me. It rests on the spot that is injured, not covering it and supporting it. So I now have to start looking for a hard brace, not the soft one I have now. I looked for this, knowing I needed the other. I just could not find one. I guess I didn't look hard enough.
I am cold now, just cold. I can't seem to warm up.
Well no one is even attempting to show me any kind of Christmas cheer. I went to church again today. I just went to the one I went to last week.What I noticed is that the church band doesn't play any music that is really inspirational. It is OK and slightly modern, but not uplifting or inspiring. It seems just monotone, I am use to uplifting music. I guess you can call it modern Christian music. Upbeat.
I will continue looking after Christmas.
I am not feeling it. The Christmas cheer. I can't even bring myself to wish anyone a Merry Christmas. I just can't do it. At all. I guess you get that from my attitude. Why would I have any other kind of attitude.
A week and a half before the day and nothing is getting better. In fact everything is getting worse off. I can't get out and do anything. No funds for the bus. I am not one to just sit and watch TV not my thing. Sure I have some TV shows I like, but I just can't sit and watch TV. I dislike commercials. What I download is commercial free. And no matter how many channels I have, there is nothing on that I wish to watch.
Not a single person spoke to me at the church today Not even a hello. So in and out I went. They spoke on giving money. It started out well enough. To give to help the community, but not this community. Some place in Uganda. Then spoke on the fact that they need another, well many many thousands of dollars to give to this place. There was no sermon today.
I am alone and it is starting to get to me. The couple I know won't come over to visit unless I am asking them over for dinner. I have nothing to offer them. They still have not asked me over for a dinner. Even though they know I am hurting. Broke. And without someone to even celebrate the holidays with.
I am running out of groceries. The fridge is looking very lonely. Even though I go to the food bank, they don't give enough for a single person to last any time at all. Yes I do very much appreciate the fact that I can go and at least get something.
Behind on everything.
I get that, but it is not even having someone to be with. Someone to understand what I am going through.
I have checked out how many resumes I have sent out and the amount of interviews I have been on. It is over 50 resumes I have sent out and 15 interviews that I have gone on. Everything goes well in the interviews until I open my mouth wide and they see my missing teeth and how bad my teeth are. That is the end of the interview. I mean just like that. Over.
So to say I am not looking or trying is,well, BS. I have no idea what is wrong. By now I should have the interview down pat.
Nothing and more of nothing I am becoming more and more depressed. Each and everyday. It is not very good.
I say I don't have cancer. But I do have a bleeding ulcer.I am happy I don't have cancer. But another thing that is upsetting. A bleeding ulcer is nothing to sneeze at.
It is hurting me to much to continue to type this evening. I need to go.
All I really do want is just one Christmas present to make me believe again. Haven't had a Christmas gift in, I would say 15 or more years.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
Below is my mailing address if anyone wants to send me a letter or whatever.
Kristopher Schmuland
# 409- 15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock BC. Canada
V4B0A7
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