Hello again
Day 15, Tonight as I was walking home from the bus loop, it seemed like it was a huge distance away. I was actually falling asleep while walking. This was a first. And I am so completely out of it. So if there is allot of eeee's in row. I fell asleep while typing. Just kidding.
But I am completely and absolutely gone. I have never been this gone before. Tonight mom was laughing at me all night. Well I was dropping things, walking into things. Tripping over things. And just being plain old clumsy. No matter what I did I could not even hold onto anything. But mom was in a good mood tonight.
She ate a little and then then she was tired. I lifted her up and straighted her out in her chair. She loves when I do this. She thinks that I am strong or something. I keep saying I am strong because I am lifting you up all the time or that you are getting lighter.
She loves me singing to her and I love doing it. I am getting better and better everyday. I can hold a tune. So when I start to wash her face. This is when she loves me singing to her. She sings along with me. And I know exactly when she wants a drink and when she just wants a hug. Or she just wants to hold my hand. I am getting great at doing things with just one hand.
So when mom went to the dentist this week, he did nothing for her. Her tooth, that needs a root canal, was not fixed. And mom is in pain. I think this is called abuse. I am not sure if I ever mentioned how Riverview abuses their patients.
Yea.This is my main complaint. Abuse of the seniors. Mom has two teeth missing in the front and has been to Riverview's dentist a few times and what the dentist says is it is not bothering her, he is not going to fix it.
So what does it take for the dentist or anyone at Riverview to stop abusing my mother. Does her mouth have to be so bad that all her teeth fall out And then she gets dentures. Just like everyone else so they don't have to brush the patients teeth. And they can yank the denture out at night. As I have seen over and over again by so many staff members. And more abuse takes place. This is a continuous thing with Riverview.
They could care less about the patients. Oh it is not bothering her so why do anything. It is not like my mother went to the dentist all the time and kept great care of her teeth. Oh wait she did. And why is it that she gets to Riverview and they are just waiting for her teeth to fall out.
I'll be dammed if this is going to happen. I took her to the dentist many times before she was here and I will take her again. Even though each time I took her to the dentist before my sister's would phone and cancel the appointments. Lucky the dentist called me every time. And played me the messages. And I told the dentist which sister it was. The sister's did this because they did not want mom to spend the money. They want it for their inheritance.
That is how greedy they are. That is why I think one of my sister's took the gold chain and cross. And the watch previously. This is what my sister's are like. My younger sister has stolen so many things from me, I probably could be rich by now with all the valuable items they have taken from me. Extremely old books, a complete collection of JR Tolkins book, hard covers and the spin was never broken. Plus computers and everything else you could imagine.
My younger sister even left a message for me, after my father died, exactly one week after he died saying that I am an asshole and I will never, ever get any of the inheritance. And this was just after dad died. And I have already stated to them in a email. That I will remove myself from the will, legally, if they sign a document stating that they, my sister's, will give me total health care decision rights over my mother. And the decision on what to do after she passes away. As in mom wants to be buried where her parents are born.And I want dad's ashes to be placed in the coffin with mom. And they be buried together. As it should be. But GOD Bless that she lives a long, long time to come.
Mom and I have allot to do. And I want to her to see allot more and do allot more in life And for her to enjoy the time she has left. A long long life. I want mom to move in with me and for us to enjoy life.
But you know I have to go. I am about to take a face plant into this keyboard.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
