Fall chill in the air

Hello again

Wow  it has been days since I last wrote to y'all. Yes my American. Today upon arrival, my mother heard my voice and saw me from where she was, by the window. I could see the big smile come upon her face. Mom smiles with her eye's as well and I could see this from the elevator.

Breaded Sole,with lemon butter sauce and mixed vegetables. It may sound expensive, but in reality, it was not that expensive. It is only a few fillet's   that I use for her and a little bit of steamed vegetables.

We had our dinner and we talked about all sorts of things. We laughed and I sang to her at dinner. I said to her today, that I feel like singing today and if that was OK with her. Mom just said yes. So I did.

I am learning to take my time. Things change and I have to change with them. It is not mom's fault that this is happening. It is the disease. So let us change with it. That is all I can do.

It was a quiet night, just got her changed for bed after dinner. The staff member came in and we put her to bed and changed her..

After this, I needed to get the dishes washed. So I did this as quickly as possible. Which was quick.

I then washed her feet. I am doing this now. It is something that I feel I need to do. Christ washed the feet of his disciples. I am not comparing myself to Christ in anyways. It is just the act of washing someone's feet, To be humble.

And of course our spa treatment. After I gave her something else to drink before I left. And held her hand for a long time tonight. As I was in no hurry to get back to Coquitlam. None at all. As you  already know. I dislike it her immensely

I just packed up and sang some more to her. Held her hand some more and than sang our goodnight song to her.

That was it.

Oh yea having to deal with the PGT or having the case manager not even bother to return my emails.

I say Discrimination based upon my being disabled. I think I should do something about this.We will see. She should not be working there if this is how she treats people.

But this is what the PGT is about.

Please pray for mom and I

I need to be living out there as soon as possible

GOD bless and goodnight

Kristopher W.A. Schmuland

very tired

Hello again

I am so tired. I was up until 2 am cooking mom her Thanks giving/ Birthday dinner. Yes a bird with all the fixens.

Mom knew I was bringing this tonight. When I arrived mom was looking pretty hungry and thirsty. She saw me and was doing her I am hungry thing. Big hug and kisses for mom on her Birthday. Of course. Flowers and dinner, card and birthday wishes from FB friends around the world.

But the dinner that was served to mom last night. Actual Thanksgiving was an absolutely disgusting mess. They served her pureed stuffing, which looked like it was poured onto her plate, no potatoes, some pureed carrots and minced turkey. Very little of it as well. It would not even feed a baby, that is how little she got. It made me sick. And the PGT PGT PGT PGT thinks everything is OK and I shouldn't be serving her dinners.


This is what KB. Just look it up and you will find out who KB is. The public guardian of British Columbia on Hastings Street in Vancouver BC Canada. thinks. That the food is good and I don't need to bring her or make her dinners. What Karen is trying to do is screw me over. To stop allowing a certain amount of funds to be given each week.

If she continues in this manner I will have no choice but to play the game and I know I will win. As I always do. KB look out. I can play this game better than you. I have been playing with the PGT for a very long time now. I know how it is done.

You should see the photo of mom when she arrived at Al Hogg and a photo of her now. Well I am just going to scan them in and post it up here and on FB

Well mom just loved her flowers, card the photo's the FB friends from around the world, sent to her with Birthday wishes. Yes someone actually did something. Which I asked if they could do. MY MOTHER IS NOW 87 YEARS OLD. WHO KNOWS IF SHE EVEN HAS ANOTHER BIRTHDAY LEFT IN HER.

Anyways, as you can tell I am in a bad mood. Even though I was in a great mood today and through out the night. It just came upon me when I left to come back here. I HATE BEING HERE

So mom loved her dinner and she ate and ate and ate her dinner and then cake and papaya, plus her chocolates, she;loves so much. I didn't cut up an avocado. As it was allot already.....

The flowers, Oriental lilies She loved them but I don't think those are her favorite flowers.

So as soon as dinner was done, mom was motioning for me to brush her teeth. She has never done this before. She knows the sooner I brush her teeth, the sooner I get her changed and she gets into bed for her nightly spa treatment ...................

She was just very tired at this point and all she wanted to do was go to bed.  We got this done and after her spa treatment I just held her hand as she wanted me too. She pulls my arm up close to her chin and just holds it there while she falls asleep.

So needless to say I am extremely tired and all I want to do is have something to eat and kick back and watch what I have downloaded tonight. NCIS LA and Castle.

Please pray for me and mom. The sooner I get out there,living there the better

GOD bless and good night

Kristopher Schmuland