feeling better

Hello again

So I can't blame anyone but myself for not getting the Handi Dart pass for mom. After calling them and finding out how easy it is to get the pass.

Mom has had the pass since the beginning of last December. I am upset, though, that I was not informed of this.

Mom is feeling better. It is the weekend and mom is not that hungry over the weekend. As was it this weekend.

Tonight she barely ate anything. I brought her lemon chicken and there was the dinner from the home. She ate some of it. Not all.

Mom is usually tired, as she was tonight. I got her into bed, played her music for her and the nightly spa treatment.

I, myself am frustrated and depressed.

I really need to move to White Rock and money the only evil thing standing in my way.

When you have none, it is evil.

This is the only thing stopping me.

GOD bless and good night

Kris Schmuland

Selfeshness

Hello again

Today I brought mom a beautiful diner and I stopped and got her some petite desserts

Mom loved it and ate all of it. I was going to wash her hair, I had to deal with an issue, I will just get their early tomorrow and do this for mom.

Well mom was really full tonight and off to bed she went. I got her changed and into bed. Then her spa treatment. I massage her feet and neck and this completly relaxes her. Mom has been very happy since I told her I was getting the application for the Handi Dart and getting her out to see different things. .



I have been feeling guilty about not getting mom over to see her best friend before she passed away. That I did not do enough to get her their.

So I get an application for Handi Dart and today, I take it to Al Hogg 3, to get the doctor to fill it out.

Well, I was informed that mom already has a Handi Dart pass, that mom's daughter's got it for her, well over a month or more ago.

Isn't this just the most selfish thing possible. It is not in mom's room. So that means the blank girls have it with them and this is abuse to mom. Not allowing her to be able to go anywhere without them being there.

As well as I could of taken mom to see her friend before she passed away. Come on now

Now I will wait and see what is what when I talk to the social worker tomorrow.

Mom has a new dentist and I was not even informed of this.

This place is starting to get on my nerves and it is time to take serious action. Mom is abused in this place

I am tired of living so far away;. The only way I can take care of things is to be their during the day, so I can get their and speak with them concerning all of my issues.

I am just being impatient. Well, no I have just needed to get out their. Period, Then I don't have to worry about my sister's, I can do for my mother what is needed to be done.

I am very tired and very stressed out now.

I have to go

GOD Bless and good night

Kris Schmuland

I did it

Hello again

So tonight I told mom about her friend passing. She took it better than I did. I was the one who was crying when I told her. Mom understood very well.

She knew Mrs Elliott was ill, as well.

Mom's appetite is better, she ate allot of her dinner, plus fruit. Mom is drinking her coke again.

I obtained the application for the Handi Dart pass. So I can take her out places. Which I told mom about. She was happy with this. I explained to her that we can go to allot of different places. The beach, down to see her aunt. Out to see her brother, maybe. And other places around town.

I found a place close by where I can get mom the pastries she loves. Individual tasty pastries.

It is very hard to have to deal with these issues. As I found out. Mom is OK with it. But I did explain to mom, that she is very healthy. Even though she is in a wheelchair, has had a stroke, which robbed her of her speech. But mom and I do understand each other.

It is part of my gift.

It was today that I had to clean her ears. after I finished her nightly spa treatment.

I have to go now, I am very tired and have many calls to make tomorrow.

Good night to you all and thanks

GOD bless

Kris Schmuland