Hello
Well today was an interesting day for me. First off, this morning, while my roommate was cooking bacon and eggs. And the fact this is day 16 without food, only tea. I decided to go for a walk. Well I got down the street and I guess I must of passed out. Because the next thing you know, I am waking up in a ambulance, at the entrance to eagle Ridge Hospital. I am brought in and checked in immediately. The doctors are questioning me on what happened.
I tell them I don't know. I was just walking because I did not want to be home. As I am starving and my roommate was making bacon and eggs. And I have not eaten in 16 days. He tells me that I am stupid and I need to eat. Well I get pissed off at him and tell him. You know doctor. If I could of eaten I would of. You can only eat what you have in the cupboards. And my cupboards and fridge are empty. Period. Nothing but mustard, ketchup and miracle whip. That is it. And because of being disabled and in a recent accident. I can not get to the food bank. And I have no friends. And I know nobody to help me out. I am alone in this world.
It is like, doctor, I just moved to this city.But I grew up here and I have no friends to help me and there for I have no way of getting to the food bank. And I know nobody to help me out and no money to buy groceries.
So this is why I have not eaten in 16 days. He tells me I could die or ruin myself for ever.
So he hooked me up to some sort of intravenous and told me I need to stay their at least a week. So we can see how much damage you have done to yourself. After a certain amount of days your body starts to eat it's self and everything starts to break down. So Kris after this amount of time. You have done some serious damage to yourself.
Well I told him I can't stay and I need to see my mother everyday. As mom is moving on Tuesday and I need to be their for her. I was told in no uncertain terms, I am staying for at least a week.
So I am their at the hospital. lying in bed and I have tubes and stuff hooked up to me. Checking my heart and lungs and liver.
Well about 2 pm I could not take it anymore and was starting to have an anxiety attack. So I got up, and got dressed. Found some scissors, cut the hospital ID off of me and snuck out and came home. Got ready and went to see mom. I am sure the hospital is pissed off at me. Apparently, someone from the hospital was here looking for me tonight. Oh well, I got some kind of nourishment into my body. I guess it will have to do for now. As, again. I have no friends to help me. I am alone and I could not even call someone to help me out, even if I had a phone. I don't even have someone to talk to if I need to. And I need to eat, something serious. As well as have a friend that I can talk to. Not only about mom but about anything. The only thing the intravenous did was make me even more hungry.
So I can't answer the door, as I can't go back to the hospital. I can't stay their a week. I need to be with mom the day she moves and spend the day with her. And for the next few weeks spend allot of time with her. So mom can become settled in. Without freaking out.That her son is not their visiting her.And what is wrong with me. Mom has had me their visiting with her for many, many, many years and I don't plan on stopping now.
I don't care if I have to crawl their. I will continue to go without eating if this is the way it has to be. Yes I would love to come home one day and find a whole whack of groceries siting at my door. This is what I dream of everyday, when I am on my way home at night.
Oh well. Dreams don't always come true. As I can testify. Really I dream of this all the time and everyday. And when I get home I get disappointed. And then depressed. And then I just sit for awhile and then I write to you all about the simple fact of my life. I care for my mother deeply and will do whatever is necessary to keep her healthy and to make sure she lives along time.
Now tonight, it is the same thing. I get their to visit mom and they bring her out. Only to find out mom has to go to the bathroom. And so I bring her back to the door. Then wait. It is Ok the wait that is.
Mom is then brought back out. And then we can have our visit. Tonight they only dressed her in a t-shirt. and they usually put a sweater on her. The weather is changing and it is getting cold outside at night. And tonight mom was very cold. And because her tooth is sore, mom did not want to eat or have her teeth brushed. I will doing doing something about it soon. So I washed her face, and did what I always do. Put the moisturiser on it. And lip balm on her and her eye serum. And then washed her feet and lower legs. She was to cold and did not want me to wash her arms. I had put a blanket on her but still she was cold. Thank GOD I am always hot. So she grabs my hands and she then gets warm.
Oh yea. I rubbed her chest with Vicks vapour rub. This mom likes as it warms her chest up and helps her to breath better. I am glad I remembered to get some. I actually stole it. As mom needed it and I have no money. When I get some money I will go back to the store and tell them what I did and why and pay them. And let the chips fall where they may.
So I am sitting here. My roommates bought groceries today and again I have nothing. Less than nothing. Maybe I should go back to the hospital. No I don't think so. I can't take the time to stay their as long as the doctors want me to stay.
And why should I expect anyone to help me. Well let me tell you. Because it is the right thing to do. I am doing everything for my mother. And it is the right thing to do. Nobody should starve as I am.
Ok that being said. Mom is only going to be at Valleyview another 3 nights. And I am glad she is going from this hell whole. This abusive place. I will not stop writing about Riverview, as I have said. I will only stop when Riverview meets my demands and that is the only time. I will, maybe have to start writing about Oceanside. Depends on how they treat mom from the start. I will inform them that I write this blog and if they continue to do as Riverview does. They will be included in my blog.,
As far as Riverview is concerned, I am going to start to research the hospital and find out how many patients have died as a result of the anti psychotic medication. And from the symptoms they mimic. Write about it and keep writing until, once again, Riverview meets my demands.
And now for the PGT, It was agreed upon that they would help me and I was expecting something today and as usual, it never transpired. So longer and longer it is going to take to get my phone back. I today phoned Virgin and found out that Virgin is still billing me and I have no contract with them. I gave the guy shit and told him to pass it on to the supervisor and to tell the supervisor that I am leaving Virgin. And the only way I will stay, is if they zero my bill and up grade me to the new galaxy S 11. And told him I do not have he time to waste anymore and the one half hour it took me to get to him was enough. So I politely said good bye and hung up the phone. I still can't believe that Virgin is charging me at my regular rate and I have no contract with them. I am on a month to month plan.
So maybe dreams do come true and one of these days, soon I hope, I will walk around the corner at my home and wow their will be enough food to last me for a while.
One can only dream, can't we.
I am completely tired and have to go
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Friday, September 2, 2011
Tonight Thursday
Hello again
Day 15, Tonight as I was walking home from the bus loop, it seemed like it was a huge distance away. I was actually falling asleep while walking. This was a first. And I am so completely out of it. So if there is allot of eeee's in row. I fell asleep while typing. Just kidding.
But I am completely and absolutely gone. I have never been this gone before. Tonight mom was laughing at me all night. Well I was dropping things, walking into things. Tripping over things. And just being plain old clumsy. No matter what I did I could not even hold onto anything. But mom was in a good mood tonight.
She ate a little and then then she was tired. I lifted her up and straighted her out in her chair. She loves when I do this. She thinks that I am strong or something. I keep saying I am strong because I am lifting you up all the time or that you are getting lighter.
She loves me singing to her and I love doing it. I am getting better and better everyday. I can hold a tune. So when I start to wash her face. This is when she loves me singing to her. She sings along with me. And I know exactly when she wants a drink and when she just wants a hug. Or she just wants to hold my hand. I am getting great at doing things with just one hand.
So when mom went to the dentist this week, he did nothing for her. Her tooth, that needs a root canal, was not fixed. And mom is in pain. I think this is called abuse. I am not sure if I ever mentioned how Riverview abuses their patients.
Yea.This is my main complaint. Abuse of the seniors. Mom has two teeth missing in the front and has been to Riverview's dentist a few times and what the dentist says is it is not bothering her, he is not going to fix it.
So what does it take for the dentist or anyone at Riverview to stop abusing my mother. Does her mouth have to be so bad that all her teeth fall out And then she gets dentures. Just like everyone else so they don't have to brush the patients teeth. And they can yank the denture out at night. As I have seen over and over again by so many staff members. And more abuse takes place. This is a continuous thing with Riverview.
They could care less about the patients. Oh it is not bothering her so why do anything. It is not like my mother went to the dentist all the time and kept great care of her teeth. Oh wait she did. And why is it that she gets to Riverview and they are just waiting for her teeth to fall out.
I'll be dammed if this is going to happen. I took her to the dentist many times before she was here and I will take her again. Even though each time I took her to the dentist before my sister's would phone and cancel the appointments. Lucky the dentist called me every time. And played me the messages. And I told the dentist which sister it was. The sister's did this because they did not want mom to spend the money. They want it for their inheritance.
That is how greedy they are. That is why I think one of my sister's took the gold chain and cross. And the watch previously. This is what my sister's are like. My younger sister has stolen so many things from me, I probably could be rich by now with all the valuable items they have taken from me. Extremely old books, a complete collection of JR Tolkins book, hard covers and the spin was never broken. Plus computers and everything else you could imagine.
My younger sister even left a message for me, after my father died, exactly one week after he died saying that I am an asshole and I will never, ever get any of the inheritance. And this was just after dad died. And I have already stated to them in a email. That I will remove myself from the will, legally, if they sign a document stating that they, my sister's, will give me total health care decision rights over my mother. And the decision on what to do after she passes away. As in mom wants to be buried where her parents are born.And I want dad's ashes to be placed in the coffin with mom. And they be buried together. As it should be. But GOD Bless that she lives a long, long time to come.
Mom and I have allot to do. And I want to her to see allot more and do allot more in life And for her to enjoy the time she has left. A long long life. I want mom to move in with me and for us to enjoy life.
But you know I have to go. I am about to take a face plant into this keyboard.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Day 15, Tonight as I was walking home from the bus loop, it seemed like it was a huge distance away. I was actually falling asleep while walking. This was a first. And I am so completely out of it. So if there is allot of eeee's in row. I fell asleep while typing. Just kidding.
But I am completely and absolutely gone. I have never been this gone before. Tonight mom was laughing at me all night. Well I was dropping things, walking into things. Tripping over things. And just being plain old clumsy. No matter what I did I could not even hold onto anything. But mom was in a good mood tonight.
She ate a little and then then she was tired. I lifted her up and straighted her out in her chair. She loves when I do this. She thinks that I am strong or something. I keep saying I am strong because I am lifting you up all the time or that you are getting lighter.
She loves me singing to her and I love doing it. I am getting better and better everyday. I can hold a tune. So when I start to wash her face. This is when she loves me singing to her. She sings along with me. And I know exactly when she wants a drink and when she just wants a hug. Or she just wants to hold my hand. I am getting great at doing things with just one hand.
So when mom went to the dentist this week, he did nothing for her. Her tooth, that needs a root canal, was not fixed. And mom is in pain. I think this is called abuse. I am not sure if I ever mentioned how Riverview abuses their patients.
Yea.This is my main complaint. Abuse of the seniors. Mom has two teeth missing in the front and has been to Riverview's dentist a few times and what the dentist says is it is not bothering her, he is not going to fix it.
So what does it take for the dentist or anyone at Riverview to stop abusing my mother. Does her mouth have to be so bad that all her teeth fall out And then she gets dentures. Just like everyone else so they don't have to brush the patients teeth. And they can yank the denture out at night. As I have seen over and over again by so many staff members. And more abuse takes place. This is a continuous thing with Riverview.
They could care less about the patients. Oh it is not bothering her so why do anything. It is not like my mother went to the dentist all the time and kept great care of her teeth. Oh wait she did. And why is it that she gets to Riverview and they are just waiting for her teeth to fall out.
I'll be dammed if this is going to happen. I took her to the dentist many times before she was here and I will take her again. Even though each time I took her to the dentist before my sister's would phone and cancel the appointments. Lucky the dentist called me every time. And played me the messages. And I told the dentist which sister it was. The sister's did this because they did not want mom to spend the money. They want it for their inheritance.
That is how greedy they are. That is why I think one of my sister's took the gold chain and cross. And the watch previously. This is what my sister's are like. My younger sister has stolen so many things from me, I probably could be rich by now with all the valuable items they have taken from me. Extremely old books, a complete collection of JR Tolkins book, hard covers and the spin was never broken. Plus computers and everything else you could imagine.
My younger sister even left a message for me, after my father died, exactly one week after he died saying that I am an asshole and I will never, ever get any of the inheritance. And this was just after dad died. And I have already stated to them in a email. That I will remove myself from the will, legally, if they sign a document stating that they, my sister's, will give me total health care decision rights over my mother. And the decision on what to do after she passes away. As in mom wants to be buried where her parents are born.And I want dad's ashes to be placed in the coffin with mom. And they be buried together. As it should be. But GOD Bless that she lives a long, long time to come.
Mom and I have allot to do. And I want to her to see allot more and do allot more in life And for her to enjoy the time she has left. A long long life. I want mom to move in with me and for us to enjoy life.
But you know I have to go. I am about to take a face plant into this keyboard.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Thursday, September 1, 2011
The root to evil is the PGT,Riverview,ICBC and Translink
Hello
Day 15 and I am completely loopy and just dropping everything and walking into everything. My Balance is gone and I can't even go to the bathroom. I have a massive headache and my stomach is really hurting badly. I ache all over and when people talk to me I think I am answering them. But no I not.
So, my title. Yes it is true, First the bus driver says he remembers me but he did not take off as I say he did,. And then ICBC tells me that their is no case now. And then I tell them I am going to get a lawyer.
So the PGT deny's me the right to have access to mom's health care, by denying me assistance with a phone.I also have to replace all of mom's beauty products and he Stephen Flynn leaves me short. And all I can get is one product out of 8. And mom was already left without for a few weeks now and he did not care. I tell him that next week mom moves to White Rock and I want her first day their to be comfortable. So I plan on giving mom a complete beauty treatment, face hands, and polish her nail, and paint them. Do her hair, skin and feet.
Now next Tuesday I travel to White Rock everyday to visit mom. Yes it is 2 hours their and two hours back. And I will travel the distance and enjoy the journey as I always do. And I look forward to taking mom out and about around their and we can both get to know the neighbourhood together.
Yet again mom needs things and needs them before she moves. I don't have the time to fart around when mom moves. I leave at a certain time and I have to get what I need done before leaving to see mom.
So last night mom had a cough and today I bought her Vicks vapor rube and put some on her chest tonight. Even though I got some money today. I still am not eating today. I bought a 3 zone pass and the cream and vicks for mom and then it is done. At least I have a bus pass. And even if I am not eating I can get where I need to. The hospital that is
Now I still need to contact the staff and doctors at Ocean side and I have no way of doing this. I have to discuss all the possible treatment plans. Let them know that I will not tolerate mom continuing being pumped full of anti psychotic medication. That I want more of a natural treatment for mom. With more fresh foods and green foods. Certain vitamins. This I have to be on them all the time.
And without a phone it is not possible. Yea it is $397.00 I owe. But this is the only phone I can get. I have checked all the carriers, including landlines. Thanks to Rogers. Who signed me up for TV, a landlines and Internet. And all I had was a cell phone with them. I kept telling them I didn't sign up for these services and stop charging me for these services. And they kept billing me and I kept phoning them and telling them I didn't sign up for this and stop charging me for this. And of course they didn't. This went on for, well ever and then they sent it to the collection agency. I even told the collection agency that I am not paying it as I never signed up for it. So my credit is ruined because of this. I now have to send a letter to all three credit agencies and explain the story.
Why did I even tell you all this, oh yea not being able to get a phone with anyone besides Virgin.
This is what has been happening to me all day and for the last several day.
I am pissed off at ICBC and Translink for trying to screw me over. And at Riverview for abusing mom. And the PGT for well being the PGT and this is why this blog started to begin with. Because of the continuous abuse from the PGT.
Now I am going to pass out so I have to go.
GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
Day 15 and I am completely loopy and just dropping everything and walking into everything. My Balance is gone and I can't even go to the bathroom. I have a massive headache and my stomach is really hurting badly. I ache all over and when people talk to me I think I am answering them. But no I not.
So, my title. Yes it is true, First the bus driver says he remembers me but he did not take off as I say he did,. And then ICBC tells me that their is no case now. And then I tell them I am going to get a lawyer.
So the PGT deny's me the right to have access to mom's health care, by denying me assistance with a phone.I also have to replace all of mom's beauty products and he Stephen Flynn leaves me short. And all I can get is one product out of 8. And mom was already left without for a few weeks now and he did not care. I tell him that next week mom moves to White Rock and I want her first day their to be comfortable. So I plan on giving mom a complete beauty treatment, face hands, and polish her nail, and paint them. Do her hair, skin and feet.
Now next Tuesday I travel to White Rock everyday to visit mom. Yes it is 2 hours their and two hours back. And I will travel the distance and enjoy the journey as I always do. And I look forward to taking mom out and about around their and we can both get to know the neighbourhood together.
Yet again mom needs things and needs them before she moves. I don't have the time to fart around when mom moves. I leave at a certain time and I have to get what I need done before leaving to see mom.
So last night mom had a cough and today I bought her Vicks vapor rube and put some on her chest tonight. Even though I got some money today. I still am not eating today. I bought a 3 zone pass and the cream and vicks for mom and then it is done. At least I have a bus pass. And even if I am not eating I can get where I need to. The hospital that is
Now I still need to contact the staff and doctors at Ocean side and I have no way of doing this. I have to discuss all the possible treatment plans. Let them know that I will not tolerate mom continuing being pumped full of anti psychotic medication. That I want more of a natural treatment for mom. With more fresh foods and green foods. Certain vitamins. This I have to be on them all the time.
And without a phone it is not possible. Yea it is $397.00 I owe. But this is the only phone I can get. I have checked all the carriers, including landlines. Thanks to Rogers. Who signed me up for TV, a landlines and Internet. And all I had was a cell phone with them. I kept telling them I didn't sign up for these services and stop charging me for these services. And they kept billing me and I kept phoning them and telling them I didn't sign up for this and stop charging me for this. And of course they didn't. This went on for, well ever and then they sent it to the collection agency. I even told the collection agency that I am not paying it as I never signed up for it. So my credit is ruined because of this. I now have to send a letter to all three credit agencies and explain the story.
Why did I even tell you all this, oh yea not being able to get a phone with anyone besides Virgin.
This is what has been happening to me all day and for the last several day.
I am pissed off at ICBC and Translink for trying to screw me over. And at Riverview for abusing mom. And the PGT for well being the PGT and this is why this blog started to begin with. Because of the continuous abuse from the PGT.
Now I am going to pass out so I have to go.
GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
I am done, and my body is breaking down.
Hello
I would like to first say that it is day 14. And today I was at my doctors to check up on my hip. And the doctors says to me that I didn't look to good. I told him you wouldn't look that great if you haven't eaten in 14 days.
I am completely light headed and can not concentrate at all. Today someone was speaking to me and had to repeat themselves 3 or 4 times. I thought I had answered them. But I guess not. I am spilling things and dropping things
My doctor told me I have to eat. I told him I am penniless and no phone and no way of getting anywhere to get anything. So until then I don't eat.
He tells me that my body is starting to break down and you are going to get very sick right away. I simply said I know and can't do anything about it.
Even the PGT case manager told me. And I quote. "your food issue and you starving is not my problem." Nice. And then their is the fact that I need a phone to stay or even get in contact with Oceanside in White Rock. Which I have not even had a chance to contact them and speak about mom' health care. I am the one who takes care of my mother and need to be in contact with the hospital at all times.
Example mom is sick, her breathing is very deep and sallow. Now I need have a phone in case something should happen to mom. But the PGT, Stephen Flynn. Case Manager. said "not my problem."
Now isn't this just great. I should of been out to White Rock at least a few times already. And there is no way I should be starving to death.
And this is exactly what I am doing. Starving to death. My liver is the first to go. And if I don't get help there will be irreversible damage done to me. Which is only a few days away.
I have nothing. Mom needs all her beauty products replaced before she moves to White Rock. And I am not able to do this. These products are not cheap. It is not a mere $100.00 to purchase them. They all need replaced now, but they all don't have to be replaced every month.
I am dangerously close to having serious health problems that are going to be permanent. If I do not eat right away.
As I said to the doctor I have no ability to get to anywhere to get assistance. I have no phone to even make a call. I do not even have .50 cents for the pay phone.
Right now as I type this I am extremely light headed and I am and have been, all day long. Praying to GOD that I eat today. It seems easier to smoke than eat.
Mom is sick and I am sick. And the worst part of this is that ICBC and Translink are to blame for this. For me not eating. Because of this accident, I have no phone, I have no food. My rent is due again and I have no money for rent. And they are ruining my business. I can not get welfare I can't get disability.
And ICBC and Translink are to blame. And there is a rumour among the bus drivers that some guy is suing because the driver wouldn't wait for him to be seated. And got injured.
I have tried to get in touch with ICBC and Translink. It is difficult for them to call me back if I cannot reached.
I have phoned a lawyer and I will be seeing them next week, I will give either ICBC or Translink a chance to buck up. I am out many, many, well allot of money. Enough to finish my web site, make some T-shirts and bumper stickers. Business cards and stationary. Get a computer and a business phone.As well as pay for these services month's in advance.
But no, I am starving because of ICBC, Tranlink and Stephen Flynn of the PGT. And on top of this. I have absolutely nothing for mom. I need to get allot of things for her. She needs everything. I need to contact the hospital in White Rock.
I have never, in 7 years missed any days of bringing mom her drinks and fruit and snacks. Until these last few weeks. When I have been abused by ICBC and Translink and the PGT
Mom is a loving, caring person who does not deserve what is happening to her. And now having to move to White Rock and 60 klms away from her only contact and help. And the only one who cares enough to do anything for her. To fight for her. To go to the ends of the earth for her.
I don't know what is what right now and how much I have even written. I don't know what to do anymore. I thought everything was starting to go right and then another accident. But I know something will happen and it will all turn around. For the good. I pray to GOD that it is now.
So I am not or can't continue, as I am going down hill really fast tonight. I really feel sick and desperate.
Writing this has been my only way to communicate and I am having a very hard time continuing to do so.
Oh well, nobody gives a crap. And I am very disappointed in humanity right now.
I am just rambling on now. And really don' know what I am writing
So GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
I would like to first say that it is day 14. And today I was at my doctors to check up on my hip. And the doctors says to me that I didn't look to good. I told him you wouldn't look that great if you haven't eaten in 14 days.
I am completely light headed and can not concentrate at all. Today someone was speaking to me and had to repeat themselves 3 or 4 times. I thought I had answered them. But I guess not. I am spilling things and dropping things
My doctor told me I have to eat. I told him I am penniless and no phone and no way of getting anywhere to get anything. So until then I don't eat.
He tells me that my body is starting to break down and you are going to get very sick right away. I simply said I know and can't do anything about it.
Even the PGT case manager told me. And I quote. "your food issue and you starving is not my problem." Nice. And then their is the fact that I need a phone to stay or even get in contact with Oceanside in White Rock. Which I have not even had a chance to contact them and speak about mom' health care. I am the one who takes care of my mother and need to be in contact with the hospital at all times.
Example mom is sick, her breathing is very deep and sallow. Now I need have a phone in case something should happen to mom. But the PGT, Stephen Flynn. Case Manager. said "not my problem."
Now isn't this just great. I should of been out to White Rock at least a few times already. And there is no way I should be starving to death.
And this is exactly what I am doing. Starving to death. My liver is the first to go. And if I don't get help there will be irreversible damage done to me. Which is only a few days away.
I have nothing. Mom needs all her beauty products replaced before she moves to White Rock. And I am not able to do this. These products are not cheap. It is not a mere $100.00 to purchase them. They all need replaced now, but they all don't have to be replaced every month.
I am dangerously close to having serious health problems that are going to be permanent. If I do not eat right away.
As I said to the doctor I have no ability to get to anywhere to get assistance. I have no phone to even make a call. I do not even have .50 cents for the pay phone.
Right now as I type this I am extremely light headed and I am and have been, all day long. Praying to GOD that I eat today. It seems easier to smoke than eat.
Mom is sick and I am sick. And the worst part of this is that ICBC and Translink are to blame for this. For me not eating. Because of this accident, I have no phone, I have no food. My rent is due again and I have no money for rent. And they are ruining my business. I can not get welfare I can't get disability.
And ICBC and Translink are to blame. And there is a rumour among the bus drivers that some guy is suing because the driver wouldn't wait for him to be seated. And got injured.
I have tried to get in touch with ICBC and Translink. It is difficult for them to call me back if I cannot reached.
I have phoned a lawyer and I will be seeing them next week, I will give either ICBC or Translink a chance to buck up. I am out many, many, well allot of money. Enough to finish my web site, make some T-shirts and bumper stickers. Business cards and stationary. Get a computer and a business phone.As well as pay for these services month's in advance.
But no, I am starving because of ICBC, Tranlink and Stephen Flynn of the PGT. And on top of this. I have absolutely nothing for mom. I need to get allot of things for her. She needs everything. I need to contact the hospital in White Rock.
I have never, in 7 years missed any days of bringing mom her drinks and fruit and snacks. Until these last few weeks. When I have been abused by ICBC and Translink and the PGT
Mom is a loving, caring person who does not deserve what is happening to her. And now having to move to White Rock and 60 klms away from her only contact and help. And the only one who cares enough to do anything for her. To fight for her. To go to the ends of the earth for her.
I don't know what is what right now and how much I have even written. I don't know what to do anymore. I thought everything was starting to go right and then another accident. But I know something will happen and it will all turn around. For the good. I pray to GOD that it is now.
So I am not or can't continue, as I am going down hill really fast tonight. I really feel sick and desperate.
Writing this has been my only way to communicate and I am having a very hard time continuing to do so.
Oh well, nobody gives a crap. And I am very disappointed in humanity right now.
I am just rambling on now. And really don' know what I am writing
So GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
It is time for a change for the better
Hello
Day 12 or 13 and I am getting very weak and I am very depressed
So today I was infront of a judge at the Supreme Court of British Columbia and had myslef declared indigent. Which gives me full access to the court without a fee's.
Today mom was very happy and she was speaking so fast that it was hard to understand her. I tried my best. But the problem I am having is they don't take her to the bathroom before I get their. And again, mom needed to go to the bathroom. So she is not interested in eating. Because she needs to go to the washroom.
I still have not been able to contact White Rock Oceanside. I need to do this before mom moves thier. I have to speak with the doctors about mom's treatment. I need to discuss everything that has happened in the last three years. And what I need to happen to have mom treated without being overly medicated. And the fact I will not tolerate mom being given Anti psychotic medication period. And that I have a organization that is for the complete ban of these drugs on seniors with Alzheimer's and Dementia.
In fact I am going to get T-Shirts made with the organizations logo on them. And give a few to mom to wear. And Bumper Stickers. Business Cards. These will be also sold on the web site, along with Alzheimer's pins and other items associated with the disease. As well as the abuse logo..
So it is only a few days left until mom moves and I find myself thinking alittle differntly. The PGT is deniging me access to my mother's health care by not giving me access to a phone. Stephen Fylnn knows I have to speak to the doctors and knows I am disabled. And it is difficult for me to do anything. And even getting to and from a food bank is impossible. I cannot walk their. And I have no one to take me their and back. And I am shaking so bad and my vision is playing with me. I don't feel well. I am craving chicken and vegatables. Raw.
He also knows I am mom's health care decision maker and need to do this. As well as mom's advocate. I am involved in every aspect of mom's care. I do more than all of the care providers do. And this is what I do and do without complaint. And I will continue to do this. Yes I have to take a bus to White Rock to see mom. So what, big deal. It will happen and it will happen everyday. Until either the PGT or Riverview supplies me with the funds to buy a car.
And on top of this, I will be contacting every single media outlet in Vancouver and tell my story.
I also will be publishing a book of my blogs.
I need to go now. I am not feeling very good. I think I am going to pass out.
GOD Bless and good night. Sorry no spell check tongngt
Kris Schmuland
Day 12 or 13 and I am getting very weak and I am very depressed
So today I was infront of a judge at the Supreme Court of British Columbia and had myslef declared indigent. Which gives me full access to the court without a fee's.
Today mom was very happy and she was speaking so fast that it was hard to understand her. I tried my best. But the problem I am having is they don't take her to the bathroom before I get their. And again, mom needed to go to the bathroom. So she is not interested in eating. Because she needs to go to the washroom.
I still have not been able to contact White Rock Oceanside. I need to do this before mom moves thier. I have to speak with the doctors about mom's treatment. I need to discuss everything that has happened in the last three years. And what I need to happen to have mom treated without being overly medicated. And the fact I will not tolerate mom being given Anti psychotic medication period. And that I have a organization that is for the complete ban of these drugs on seniors with Alzheimer's and Dementia.
In fact I am going to get T-Shirts made with the organizations logo on them. And give a few to mom to wear. And Bumper Stickers. Business Cards. These will be also sold on the web site, along with Alzheimer's pins and other items associated with the disease. As well as the abuse logo..
So it is only a few days left until mom moves and I find myself thinking alittle differntly. The PGT is deniging me access to my mother's health care by not giving me access to a phone. Stephen Fylnn knows I have to speak to the doctors and knows I am disabled. And it is difficult for me to do anything. And even getting to and from a food bank is impossible. I cannot walk their. And I have no one to take me their and back. And I am shaking so bad and my vision is playing with me. I don't feel well. I am craving chicken and vegatables. Raw.
He also knows I am mom's health care decision maker and need to do this. As well as mom's advocate. I am involved in every aspect of mom's care. I do more than all of the care providers do. And this is what I do and do without complaint. And I will continue to do this. Yes I have to take a bus to White Rock to see mom. So what, big deal. It will happen and it will happen everyday. Until either the PGT or Riverview supplies me with the funds to buy a car.
And on top of this, I will be contacting every single media outlet in Vancouver and tell my story.
I also will be publishing a book of my blogs.
I need to go now. I am not feeling very good. I think I am going to pass out.
GOD Bless and good night. Sorry no spell check tongngt
Kris Schmuland
Monday, August 29, 2011
One week left
Hello
Day 10 or 11 not sure.
Anyways I want to start by saying that not all of the staff at Valleyview are the problem. Just three women and one male nurse. Most of the care staff I got along with. And it is the 4 that have caused the problem. And it better not be the same at Ocean Side in White Rock.
So above is my mother and the last picture is the jail, oh I mean institution she has been stuck in for over two and a half years. Without being diagnosed properly. And the other pictures can speak for themselves. And the worst part of it all. The staff only have one answer. When I ask them what happened. Their only answer is we don't know. Or I wrote it down. No honesty at all. Just a load of crap. Every time. I find a bruise, it is the same lines.
This is why I have asked for help fighting these places. Abuse is my thought. And I have no other thought on this.
So these are part of the things I have to deal with all the time. Just so you know I have a mom and she is in this place. So I have one more week visiting mom at Valleyview. Mom has been given all sorts of different drugs which turned her into a zombie, left her with not being able to use her left arm. Put in a wheelchair, broken hip. Not being able to speak, Given tynalol, which constipates her and then she get a suppository. Having to deal with people who let her sit in her own filth. Not taking her to the washroom until they have the time. Or they feel like it.
As it was again tonight, they did not take her to the washroom before I came and then once mom came out of the ward, I noticed she needed to use the washroom. And of course, this cuts into our time together.
I have been going their for the entire time, everyday. And I have walked in the pouring rain, the snow, the sun and it is only the last little while I have not been able to walk. Thanks to the bus driver, for not giving a dam. The guy knows I am disabled, he has only seen me for at least a year. He knows I sit in the handicap seats.
And it pisses me off that, neither Translink or ICBC is doing anything. So I guess it is time to get a lawyer. I will be in contact with them tomorrow and let them know, buck up or lawyer time. And I will continue to write on my blog about them and it will get nasty, as I have written about all in the past and in the present.
One week and then it is a two or longer bus ride their and back. But I will do it, as I am not going to stop visiting mom and singing to her and her nightly beauty treatment.
I have hitched hiked and walked and taken the greyhound as well as the west coast express to see mom. I have traveled 7 hours to only visit with mom for 2 hours. I have travelled to mission, Abbostford and now Coquitlam and soon to White Rock and I don't complain and will not complain. It is just that simple. I do, however wish I had a car, I mean a SUV so it is not so long of a trip and I can, as I have wanted to do, take mom out on adventures. I have packed Christmas decorations to Mission and Abbostford by bus for years. I have packed groceries to mom, because my sister did not have the groceries to feed mom and I would bring out bags of it.
I have walked thousands of miles for mom already and I will walked and travel ten's of thousand more miles to visit mom. I know Nike makes the best runners to do this with and they last.
White Rock is mom's last place she will be. As I am going to push for mom to be released and she is going to live with me. I am tired of mom being drugged up like this. I can deal with anything. As I have gone through more things in my life than most of you have had to deal with. And I am still going.
I am completely surprised that I am even alive still. So are the doctors. They said I would never live past 50, because of all of my illnesses and health. I am still going and will continue to go. As long as mom is alive. I will not give up. But when she passes away. That is a different story.
But thank GOD she is going strong. Mom is allot more healthy than I am. Mom does not have to go 10 0r 11 days without food. And this is not the first time either. I have gone 15 days before. And I ended up in the hospital that time.
So I am completely out of it tonight and I am not sure what I am talking about.
So GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Day 10 or 11 not sure.
Anyways I want to start by saying that not all of the staff at Valleyview are the problem. Just three women and one male nurse. Most of the care staff I got along with. And it is the 4 that have caused the problem. And it better not be the same at Ocean Side in White Rock.
So above is my mother and the last picture is the jail, oh I mean institution she has been stuck in for over two and a half years. Without being diagnosed properly. And the other pictures can speak for themselves. And the worst part of it all. The staff only have one answer. When I ask them what happened. Their only answer is we don't know. Or I wrote it down. No honesty at all. Just a load of crap. Every time. I find a bruise, it is the same lines.
This is why I have asked for help fighting these places. Abuse is my thought. And I have no other thought on this.
So these are part of the things I have to deal with all the time. Just so you know I have a mom and she is in this place. So I have one more week visiting mom at Valleyview. Mom has been given all sorts of different drugs which turned her into a zombie, left her with not being able to use her left arm. Put in a wheelchair, broken hip. Not being able to speak, Given tynalol, which constipates her and then she get a suppository. Having to deal with people who let her sit in her own filth. Not taking her to the washroom until they have the time. Or they feel like it.
As it was again tonight, they did not take her to the washroom before I came and then once mom came out of the ward, I noticed she needed to use the washroom. And of course, this cuts into our time together.
I have been going their for the entire time, everyday. And I have walked in the pouring rain, the snow, the sun and it is only the last little while I have not been able to walk. Thanks to the bus driver, for not giving a dam. The guy knows I am disabled, he has only seen me for at least a year. He knows I sit in the handicap seats.
And it pisses me off that, neither Translink or ICBC is doing anything. So I guess it is time to get a lawyer. I will be in contact with them tomorrow and let them know, buck up or lawyer time. And I will continue to write on my blog about them and it will get nasty, as I have written about all in the past and in the present.
One week and then it is a two or longer bus ride their and back. But I will do it, as I am not going to stop visiting mom and singing to her and her nightly beauty treatment.
I have hitched hiked and walked and taken the greyhound as well as the west coast express to see mom. I have traveled 7 hours to only visit with mom for 2 hours. I have travelled to mission, Abbostford and now Coquitlam and soon to White Rock and I don't complain and will not complain. It is just that simple. I do, however wish I had a car, I mean a SUV so it is not so long of a trip and I can, as I have wanted to do, take mom out on adventures. I have packed Christmas decorations to Mission and Abbostford by bus for years. I have packed groceries to mom, because my sister did not have the groceries to feed mom and I would bring out bags of it.
I have walked thousands of miles for mom already and I will walked and travel ten's of thousand more miles to visit mom. I know Nike makes the best runners to do this with and they last.
White Rock is mom's last place she will be. As I am going to push for mom to be released and she is going to live with me. I am tired of mom being drugged up like this. I can deal with anything. As I have gone through more things in my life than most of you have had to deal with. And I am still going.
I am completely surprised that I am even alive still. So are the doctors. They said I would never live past 50, because of all of my illnesses and health. I am still going and will continue to go. As long as mom is alive. I will not give up. But when she passes away. That is a different story.
But thank GOD she is going strong. Mom is allot more healthy than I am. Mom does not have to go 10 0r 11 days without food. And this is not the first time either. I have gone 15 days before. And I ended up in the hospital that time.
So I am completely out of it tonight and I am not sure what I am talking about.
So GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Tonight I can't take it anymore
Hello
I am on day 9 now and my stomach is really bloated. And it is extremely painful. Isn't it funny that when you are not eating,. you smell everything around you. Even if it repelled you before,. smells great.
But that is all I can and am going to say on this matter. You all can count, so I need not keep writing this anymore. I will let you know when I do eat or end up in the hospital. Well you will know as I won't be able to write this blog.
You know I feel really bad about even writing the above everyday. I know I am not eating and you do to. This blog is not about me and my problems. If it was, It would take to many hours to write it down. Apparently I have allot of them. I know I have a few of them, but not as much as others think I do.But I want you to know, that during all this time of being injured I have been completing my education in Psychology. In Behavioral and Forensic Psychology.
First, yes I have not been working, I am injured and walk with a cane. On top of this I was hurt on a bus on July 14, of this year. By a bus driver who does not give a shit if I am walking with a cane or not and decides to just take off, before I had a chance to sit. In the handicap seat, right behind the driver's seat and send me flying down the bus to an abrupt stop and fall near the end of the bus. Without even acknowledging the fact he did this. I was in pain then and I am in even more pain now. I need to take pain killers now. And walking is a difficult endeavor. As I use to walk 10 klms a day, the day before this took place. To barely being able to walk to the bus loop,, without allot of pain and discomfort. And my leg giving out and falling down the stairs, was a bonus. NOT! Now I have a very painful wrist, soar neck and back, as well as my leg is in even more pain. And now, ICBC and are not even acknowledging me. And I am not able to visit the clients that are waiting for me to write their representative agreements. These are important documents and are a necessity for your loved one's to keep them from experiencing what my mother is going through. I am able to help these individuals and because of being injured I am not able to right now. I am also noticing that I am having anxiety riding the bus.
I have lost and I am loosing allot of money. And I am left without. Rent is due again, and I don't have the money for it. I don't have the money to even pay any of my bills. You know this year I decided to get off of welfare and do my own thing because it is the right thing to do. It did not come lightly. I thought and thought about it. And this is where I should be and what I should be doing.
I need to help my mother, and in turn, I hope to help many others, And because of these injuries and lack of, well everything. I have not been able to finish my website. It needs allot of work. I need to get it properly hosted. With it's own email address.
So I need to get ahold of ICBC and Translink so they can do what is right. Or I will have no choice but to hire a lawyer. And I have been speaking to a few of them, these last few weeks. Fortunately, there are 4 law offices within a few blocks of me. And they all specialize in injury law.
I need many things. And I can't deal with the anxiety of taking the bus. I have to take painkillers just to take the bus now. And now that mom has to move to White Rock. Something big has to happen. And happen right away. As I am tired of the Bull Shit I have been put through by ICBC, Translink, especially the PGT and Riverview. The jail that mom is in. And the warden that controls her fiances. Who I belive is legally embezzling mom's funds. For one example, which I will never grow tired of writing is taking the new van away from me and then spending up to $75,000.00 of mom's money on a companion service.
Where as I could of and would of gone and taken mom out everyday, for nothing. And mom would of been with a family member who is their for her and loves her deeply. Not as my sister's do and do not even care enough about mom to even help me fight these two abusers of seniors. Riverview and the PGT. They both say they are helping people. How are they. It is a jail. Well actually a jail is 100% better. In a jail they don't have to worry about speaking their minds without being drugged into submission. Or in a jail they at least get hot meals. In jail they get to go outside. And in jail they don't have to worry about being drugged in to coma's. As all the individuals and especially my mother, who are imprisoned in Valleyview..
And again, I will continue to write about my dear friends at Riverview. And I am going to do my research on them. There is a cemetery on the property and everything is public record. All the deaths and what they died of.
But I will stop if Riverview meets my demands. Not until then. And if the same thing continues at Oceanside, I will write about them as well. Until then I will give them the benefit of the doubt. Oceanside that is. Not Riverview or the PGT. They screwed me yesterday, Friday August 26, 2011 And mom is suffering because of their crap. He, Stephen Fynn, doesn't care. Since he took over mom's file, he has not even visited mom. He does not even know what she looks like and the black eye she has.
Yea I have all the pictures on the computer, and now I have to figure out how to get them onto this blog.
Yes I almost forgot. The PGT has threatened me with a law suit if I put my mother's picture up on the blog. They claim that by being in charge of her legal affairs. This also means her privacy.And this would violate her privacy.
No it shows exactly what my mom looks like as she is being abused. On a regular basis's and the fact that mom walked into Valleyview and now is in a wheelchair and can't use her left arm, nor can she speak properly. Which mom could speak when she walked into this place. And mom never took hard core drugs in her life and these doctors feel they have the right to take away some one's life because they are human and have feelings and speak up for themselves. Which again we all have emotions and are not suppose to repress them. For a healthy mind body and spirt.
Now I am so pissed off that I have absolutely nothing for mom. I don't care if I have anything, after all I have gone this long, I guess I can go a few more days. And the fact that I went downtown and was stuck their, And Stephen is starting to become just another PGT case manager. Not caring about mom her needs.
Which is allot. Mom needs all of her beauty products replaced. And I have to go through all of her clothing and bring home what she is not going to need for a while and properly clean them. Oh yea, I only have one day a week to do laundry and I have no laundry soap. This is a bummer. I need to wash my underwear and shirts and shorts.
Mom's needs are the top priority. Mine second. I am praying that GOD help me today. tomorrow with funds to get mom her drink and some fruit. Sunday, August 28, 2011. We will see.
Now I need Stephen to be real and do what is right and just. How can anyone, in today's world, let another person starve, as I have been. It completely boggles my mind. That is happens. I thought the world was a better place. Maybe it is because I am a Christian and just expect this from humanity. I try to live by GOD's will and his word. No, once again, by my looking after my mother is a bad thing. Shame on you. But if I do offend anyone. I am sorry.
You know I am learning so much from my mother through this experience. I am glad I get to be their for her and be their with her. And I am going to be even more aggressive in my fight for all her rights and what I feel was and is wrongful treatments of her life and assets.
Well I am now starting to ramble, and it is getting late and I am starving. So I am going to go and go to bed and try to sleep to take my mind off of not eating.
So GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
I am on day 9 now and my stomach is really bloated. And it is extremely painful. Isn't it funny that when you are not eating,. you smell everything around you. Even if it repelled you before,. smells great.
But that is all I can and am going to say on this matter. You all can count, so I need not keep writing this anymore. I will let you know when I do eat or end up in the hospital. Well you will know as I won't be able to write this blog.
You know I feel really bad about even writing the above everyday. I know I am not eating and you do to. This blog is not about me and my problems. If it was, It would take to many hours to write it down. Apparently I have allot of them. I know I have a few of them, but not as much as others think I do.But I want you to know, that during all this time of being injured I have been completing my education in Psychology. In Behavioral and Forensic Psychology.
First, yes I have not been working, I am injured and walk with a cane. On top of this I was hurt on a bus on July 14, of this year. By a bus driver who does not give a shit if I am walking with a cane or not and decides to just take off, before I had a chance to sit. In the handicap seat, right behind the driver's seat and send me flying down the bus to an abrupt stop and fall near the end of the bus. Without even acknowledging the fact he did this. I was in pain then and I am in even more pain now. I need to take pain killers now. And walking is a difficult endeavor. As I use to walk 10 klms a day, the day before this took place. To barely being able to walk to the bus loop,, without allot of pain and discomfort. And my leg giving out and falling down the stairs, was a bonus. NOT! Now I have a very painful wrist, soar neck and back, as well as my leg is in even more pain. And now, ICBC and are not even acknowledging me. And I am not able to visit the clients that are waiting for me to write their representative agreements. These are important documents and are a necessity for your loved one's to keep them from experiencing what my mother is going through. I am able to help these individuals and because of being injured I am not able to right now. I am also noticing that I am having anxiety riding the bus.
I have lost and I am loosing allot of money. And I am left without. Rent is due again, and I don't have the money for it. I don't have the money to even pay any of my bills. You know this year I decided to get off of welfare and do my own thing because it is the right thing to do. It did not come lightly. I thought and thought about it. And this is where I should be and what I should be doing.
I need to help my mother, and in turn, I hope to help many others, And because of these injuries and lack of, well everything. I have not been able to finish my website. It needs allot of work. I need to get it properly hosted. With it's own email address.
So I need to get ahold of ICBC and Translink so they can do what is right. Or I will have no choice but to hire a lawyer. And I have been speaking to a few of them, these last few weeks. Fortunately, there are 4 law offices within a few blocks of me. And they all specialize in injury law.
I need many things. And I can't deal with the anxiety of taking the bus. I have to take painkillers just to take the bus now. And now that mom has to move to White Rock. Something big has to happen. And happen right away. As I am tired of the Bull Shit I have been put through by ICBC, Translink, especially the PGT and Riverview. The jail that mom is in. And the warden that controls her fiances. Who I belive is legally embezzling mom's funds. For one example, which I will never grow tired of writing is taking the new van away from me and then spending up to $75,000.00 of mom's money on a companion service.
Where as I could of and would of gone and taken mom out everyday, for nothing. And mom would of been with a family member who is their for her and loves her deeply. Not as my sister's do and do not even care enough about mom to even help me fight these two abusers of seniors. Riverview and the PGT. They both say they are helping people. How are they. It is a jail. Well actually a jail is 100% better. In a jail they don't have to worry about speaking their minds without being drugged into submission. Or in a jail they at least get hot meals. In jail they get to go outside. And in jail they don't have to worry about being drugged in to coma's. As all the individuals and especially my mother, who are imprisoned in Valleyview..
And again, I will continue to write about my dear friends at Riverview. And I am going to do my research on them. There is a cemetery on the property and everything is public record. All the deaths and what they died of.
But I will stop if Riverview meets my demands. Not until then. And if the same thing continues at Oceanside, I will write about them as well. Until then I will give them the benefit of the doubt. Oceanside that is. Not Riverview or the PGT. They screwed me yesterday, Friday August 26, 2011 And mom is suffering because of their crap. He, Stephen Fynn, doesn't care. Since he took over mom's file, he has not even visited mom. He does not even know what she looks like and the black eye she has.
Yea I have all the pictures on the computer, and now I have to figure out how to get them onto this blog.
Yes I almost forgot. The PGT has threatened me with a law suit if I put my mother's picture up on the blog. They claim that by being in charge of her legal affairs. This also means her privacy.And this would violate her privacy.
No it shows exactly what my mom looks like as she is being abused. On a regular basis's and the fact that mom walked into Valleyview and now is in a wheelchair and can't use her left arm, nor can she speak properly. Which mom could speak when she walked into this place. And mom never took hard core drugs in her life and these doctors feel they have the right to take away some one's life because they are human and have feelings and speak up for themselves. Which again we all have emotions and are not suppose to repress them. For a healthy mind body and spirt.
Now I am so pissed off that I have absolutely nothing for mom. I don't care if I have anything, after all I have gone this long, I guess I can go a few more days. And the fact that I went downtown and was stuck their, And Stephen is starting to become just another PGT case manager. Not caring about mom her needs.
Which is allot. Mom needs all of her beauty products replaced. And I have to go through all of her clothing and bring home what she is not going to need for a while and properly clean them. Oh yea, I only have one day a week to do laundry and I have no laundry soap. This is a bummer. I need to wash my underwear and shirts and shorts.
Mom's needs are the top priority. Mine second. I am praying that GOD help me today. tomorrow with funds to get mom her drink and some fruit. Sunday, August 28, 2011. We will see.
Now I need Stephen to be real and do what is right and just. How can anyone, in today's world, let another person starve, as I have been. It completely boggles my mind. That is happens. I thought the world was a better place. Maybe it is because I am a Christian and just expect this from humanity. I try to live by GOD's will and his word. No, once again, by my looking after my mother is a bad thing. Shame on you. But if I do offend anyone. I am sorry.
You know I am learning so much from my mother through this experience. I am glad I get to be their for her and be their with her. And I am going to be even more aggressive in my fight for all her rights and what I feel was and is wrongful treatments of her life and assets.
Well I am now starting to ramble, and it is getting late and I am starving. So I am going to go and go to bed and try to sleep to take my mind off of not eating.
So GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
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