Hello
Well this last week I have been living off of crackers and toast. But last night was the last of my bread and butter. And today, was the last bit of the bread as I went for my walk.And I am having a very difficult time walking now. It is getting painful. My leg is starting to give out as I walk. My thigh is burning now. Anyways tonight will be the first night without anything. Well Bread is not much but it is better than nothing. Well it is OK, The longest I have gone without anything is 12 days.
But I am not concerned myself, as I am worried about my mother. I have nothing left for her. If anyone cares mom likes Fuse Banana Colada, golden kiwi, Asian pears, and the yellow mango. I, as I said I have gone 12 days without anything. But I do need my tea.
So mom tonight was very tired, so I just washed her face, brushed her teeth and well her usual beauty treatment. While doing this I sang, as I do. To vocal standards. This is the only music I can actually sing to. After that I just sat their until mom was ready to go in. Which was a little while. I held her hand while she slept a bit.
Of course I just did my usual clean up and than left. I sat at the bus stop and sank into a real funk. I have clients emailing me and wanting to book appointments, but at this time I can not travel that much on the bus. As it is, it hurts to just go to see mom. And the most important part of this is I have absolutely no money and I am begging the bus drivers for rides. And I hate doing this. If I could walk, I would walk. But I can't. One of these days the drivers are just going to say no. And I will be stuck at Riverview. I know I have walked this before but with my leg hurting the way it is and giving out now. I don't think I will get far.
Now about depression. Mom is moving to White Rock and I can't even afford the bus to Riverview. Now White Rock is $5.00 one way and than $2.50 back. I will have to leave at 3pm. So I can have some real time with mom. And then to get back around 11 pm. But I will do this until I die, or I get the PGT to pay for a car. As they should after wasting thousands and thousands of dollars on the companion service.
And the fact I have no phone and I have not done anything in, well since the accident. I only go see mom, everyday. That is my day. Up at 8am and then, well nothing until I go see mom. I have no money to do or go anywhere. I cannot conduct business, as I hurt to much. I have no phone to contact the people at mom's new place and arrange a time to go and speak with them. So my sisters don't give them straight up permission to do what they want to mom.
I have to call ICBC and Translink, a lawyer. Call clients back to arrange another time. call about my disability.
I am getting extremely bored, and seriously depressed. As well as really weak. I don't know what to do during the day. I sit outside and well just sit. I don' have a stereo, so no music. And well I have read everything I have a few times.
I have to take it easy on my leg. And TV is just boring. After all we only have up until channel 28. Just junk on these channels.
I am sitting here all alone, with nothing and knowing nobody. And even if I did know someone to call, no phone, no money to go anywhere.
Their is allot of things and places around here that are interesting. Yet I have to walk to them.
You know what I am just being negative and complaining about nothing. And just going on and on.So I am going to say good night. And drink some tea.
So GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Friday, August 19, 2011
Depression
Hello
Well I came home tonight to find out my landlord was in my home. Moved things around and unplugged the computer. I was actually running something at that time. I was trying to convert an XML to TEXT document. All my blog postings from wordpress. But it is hard to find a free converter program. Anyways, She is an obsessive compulsive cleaner and wants things her way. But I don't think so. It is against the law for her to come in with out anyone being home. She keeps on threatening us with eviction. Yea it is not going to happen. I will just add her to my list of people I will sue. LOL.
So tonight mom was OK. But still under the influence of the narcotics. Though I keep telling them to stop. It is very discouraging and depressing. But I have to just keep going after the ultimate goal. That is to keep my mother alive. And have her live the rest of her life with respect. And to enjoy it with all that can be done for her.
Mom raised me well. Yea I have had my share of problems and I am very depressed. And I have no friends left. Nobody can understand what I am doing. Yes it is different. It is usually the daughters that take care of their mother. But my sisters don't give a crap and I am the one who does and this is what I want to do. So if people don't understand, to bad.
I am the one who is getting to spend the time with my mother. And to do something that, in the past, was completely foreign to me. Give a damn for someone but myself.
While doing this I have started my business. And this is based on the needs of seniors and the abuse that happens to them on a regular basis.
Now back to the man who embezzled money out of people by telling them he had cancer. Mom has it and is dying from it and is also dying from a very lonely disease. Alzheimer's/ Dementia. I should start a web page to solicit donations so I can get mom into these treatments I want her to have.
Actually, I don't even think she has Alzheimer's and /or Dementia. I want to find out before they kill her with these drugs. This way I can also, maybe push for tests for others to have the same thing. As the doctors just bundle everyone together and say that they all have Alzheimer's or Dementia.
Maybe I might get some help. As tonight, I was able to find a $1.00 so I get to eat tonight I bought a loaf of bread. This is OK. I am over the first few days of hardly eating and now it is easy. The bread is just good enough for me.
I am very depressed that I my phone is not working. Which means no business, which means no money. I am still booking appointments, which I have to turn around and cancel the appointments. I did explain to everyone why I have to cancel, and I will be able to get their business again. After all there is not anyone else who does this kind of thing. But that is not why I started it. I did it to stop families from going through what myself and my mother are going through.
I was to go to White Rock today, but due to the fact that I have no money, it could not happen. It was very important that I be their. I needed to speak with all the appropriate people to go over what I need for my mother. What she really needs, not what they think she needs. This is why mom is the way she is. Physically and chemically restrained all the time. And without the use of her left arm.
And I was told that they were going to get her teeth fixed, but Oh No! That was just another bunch of crap. I am going to make an appointment and get her to the dentist ASAP, As there is not much time for mom to be out here.
And about that, I am extremely depressed at the fact mom is moving to White Rock. And they have nothing to address my concerns. How I am going to get their daily. I was glad she was here as I could walk. Which is what I did just about all the time. Because I have no money. Now mom is going to be over 50klms away. And, well I cannot walk that distance. Well I guess I could, but it would take me a couple of days. And then I would just have to turn around and walk back. I will do it, as I love my mother and I am not going to stop visiting because of the distance. It did not stop me before, and it will not stop me this time.
I am pissed off at the PGT for spending all that money on a companion after taking a van away from me and then refusing to assist me with a vehicle to get their and back.
I need a car. 50klms their and 50klms back. That is a 4-5 hours of bus travel. Just because Riverview could not stop abusing my mother and giving her drugs that are destroying her life and killing her. Without doing anything about her cancer. Well actually, they are not doing anything about her Alzheimer's and/or Dementia
I have begged and begged for help to fight this atrocity, but nothing. And it pisses me off that that dud could con people out of the million dollars and my mother who is actually sick and dying gets nothing.
I think I have to go now. I have to make my toast, bread. Whatever. At least I am eating and thank GOD for that. HE did say HE would provide for all my needs. So far I get to eat. Now I need ICBC and Translink to buck up. So I can get back the money I have lost so far in the last month and a half. Which is allot. Again people keep emailing me and wanting my service.
I could be booked for the rest of the summer and well into September. As well as the continuing ed department of the local school district got back in touch with me., About me putting on a few seminars on writing the representative agreements. I approached them about putting these on. And now they want me to and think it is a very good idea.
OK
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Well I came home tonight to find out my landlord was in my home. Moved things around and unplugged the computer. I was actually running something at that time. I was trying to convert an XML to TEXT document. All my blog postings from wordpress. But it is hard to find a free converter program. Anyways, She is an obsessive compulsive cleaner and wants things her way. But I don't think so. It is against the law for her to come in with out anyone being home. She keeps on threatening us with eviction. Yea it is not going to happen. I will just add her to my list of people I will sue. LOL.
So tonight mom was OK. But still under the influence of the narcotics. Though I keep telling them to stop. It is very discouraging and depressing. But I have to just keep going after the ultimate goal. That is to keep my mother alive. And have her live the rest of her life with respect. And to enjoy it with all that can be done for her.
Mom raised me well. Yea I have had my share of problems and I am very depressed. And I have no friends left. Nobody can understand what I am doing. Yes it is different. It is usually the daughters that take care of their mother. But my sisters don't give a crap and I am the one who does and this is what I want to do. So if people don't understand, to bad.
I am the one who is getting to spend the time with my mother. And to do something that, in the past, was completely foreign to me. Give a damn for someone but myself.
While doing this I have started my business. And this is based on the needs of seniors and the abuse that happens to them on a regular basis.
Now back to the man who embezzled money out of people by telling them he had cancer. Mom has it and is dying from it and is also dying from a very lonely disease. Alzheimer's/ Dementia. I should start a web page to solicit donations so I can get mom into these treatments I want her to have.
Actually, I don't even think she has Alzheimer's and /or Dementia. I want to find out before they kill her with these drugs. This way I can also, maybe push for tests for others to have the same thing. As the doctors just bundle everyone together and say that they all have Alzheimer's or Dementia.
Maybe I might get some help. As tonight, I was able to find a $1.00 so I get to eat tonight I bought a loaf of bread. This is OK. I am over the first few days of hardly eating and now it is easy. The bread is just good enough for me.
I am very depressed that I my phone is not working. Which means no business, which means no money. I am still booking appointments, which I have to turn around and cancel the appointments. I did explain to everyone why I have to cancel, and I will be able to get their business again. After all there is not anyone else who does this kind of thing. But that is not why I started it. I did it to stop families from going through what myself and my mother are going through.
I was to go to White Rock today, but due to the fact that I have no money, it could not happen. It was very important that I be their. I needed to speak with all the appropriate people to go over what I need for my mother. What she really needs, not what they think she needs. This is why mom is the way she is. Physically and chemically restrained all the time. And without the use of her left arm.
And I was told that they were going to get her teeth fixed, but Oh No! That was just another bunch of crap. I am going to make an appointment and get her to the dentist ASAP, As there is not much time for mom to be out here.
And about that, I am extremely depressed at the fact mom is moving to White Rock. And they have nothing to address my concerns. How I am going to get their daily. I was glad she was here as I could walk. Which is what I did just about all the time. Because I have no money. Now mom is going to be over 50klms away. And, well I cannot walk that distance. Well I guess I could, but it would take me a couple of days. And then I would just have to turn around and walk back. I will do it, as I love my mother and I am not going to stop visiting because of the distance. It did not stop me before, and it will not stop me this time.
I am pissed off at the PGT for spending all that money on a companion after taking a van away from me and then refusing to assist me with a vehicle to get their and back.
I need a car. 50klms their and 50klms back. That is a 4-5 hours of bus travel. Just because Riverview could not stop abusing my mother and giving her drugs that are destroying her life and killing her. Without doing anything about her cancer. Well actually, they are not doing anything about her Alzheimer's and/or Dementia
I have begged and begged for help to fight this atrocity, but nothing. And it pisses me off that that dud could con people out of the million dollars and my mother who is actually sick and dying gets nothing.
I think I have to go now. I have to make my toast, bread. Whatever. At least I am eating and thank GOD for that. HE did say HE would provide for all my needs. So far I get to eat. Now I need ICBC and Translink to buck up. So I can get back the money I have lost so far in the last month and a half. Which is allot. Again people keep emailing me and wanting my service.
I could be booked for the rest of the summer and well into September. As well as the continuing ed department of the local school district got back in touch with me., About me putting on a few seminars on writing the representative agreements. I approached them about putting these on. And now they want me to and think it is a very good idea.
OK
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Thursday, August 18, 2011
It is a shame
Hello again
I would like to start by saying that it is a horrible thing about the hockey player. Depression is a tough thing. People don't believe you even have a problem or they just don't even listen to you. Or even care. People don't actually take the time to even see the sign's of when someone is in trouble or even care.
It is a shame. But I do understand completely. As I have depression and a serious case of it too. I take 4 different types of medication everyday. And two of those are the highest dose that one can have. It is hard for me to even get by.
I do say this though. It is a good sign that something is up when one is always in a good mood. It is not natural. These are serious sign's of someones level of depression. As with me., it seems I am always in a good mood, but under the fake smile, I am hurting, and hurting deeply.
If it were not for my mother and her needing me. I would of been gone along time ago. And if one were to go off his or her medication for a few days, then this is when trouble is near. All it takes is a few days off one's medication and that is it. Say bye bye.
And the second thing on my mind tonight is the news story of the man who conned people out of a million dollars by saying he was dying of cancer.
Now my mother is actually dieing of lung cancer and is not being treated for it. As I have two sisters and I was out voted on whether or not she gets treatment Mom also has Dementia and is dieing of this as well. And none of know which will take her first.
Now I have not even received a $5.00 bill for help to fight her disease and with legal bill to get her out of Riverview. How can this asshole who pretends to have cancer get a million dollars and my mother who actually is dieing can get nothing from all of you. What is this guy doing that I am not doing to get that kind of money.
I could sue the PGT and Riverview and win with that kind of money. I could get my mother discharged from Riverview with that kind of money. Why donate to him. When my mother needs help now. While she is still alive. And maybe with that kind of help. I can get specialized treatment for my mother and maybe stop the cancer from spreading and maybe help reduce the on set of her Dementia.
Getting mom on a Alternative treatment plan. That has worked for so many people. There are so many safe and alternative treatments that I would love to have mom on. That will help her lung cancer and help stave of her Dementia. Treatments that I have researched and spoke to the individuals that are in charge of these treatments.
But I cannot afford them. Neither can she. Medical does not cover them either. I have been in constant contact with these Doctors and trying to figure out a way of paying for them. One is a PET scan, to see mom actually has Dementia. This alone costs $1500.00 per scan. And it goes up from there.
So I am just wondering what I need to do to get the help this guy did. But my problems are real. And not made up.
I know I am just blabbering now. But that is OK.
So these two issues are very real in my life. I am seriously depressed, yet I am here because I need to take care of my mother. As she has no one. And I promised my father on his death bed that I would take care of her and not let anything happen to her. To fight for her rights. And not let her end up like him, dieing in a seniors home. With no one around him. Well I was their, thank GOD for that. I listened to him and said my good byes and told him that, yes we had problems, but I loved him and respected him. He was a good man and I did listen to his advice. My father was a very strong man. And I have to live up to his dying wish. And this is what I am trying to do.
But it is hard. I started the organization adsaac.ca to help people. And up until July 14, of this year I was starting to make money. Money that I thought I could use to get the treatments for mom. Since this bus accident I have lost over, well many thousand of dollar. I have no phone, no nothing. I can't even clean my home because it hurts to much. It hurts to take the bus. My mother is moving to White Rock in a month and I have to take the bus 2 hours their and then back. I started this company to make a difference. I was and now, it is all on hold. Yes I will help these people when I am better. But in the mean time. I cannot take the bus and walk to each clients homes. I would be in to much pain to actually do the job and concentrate on doing it right.
This is my way of doing what is right. To help people and help my mother. To make enough money to get the treatments for mom.
Anyways it is1:00am and I have to have my dinner. Tonight it is just crackers. That is all I have left. Oh well. I like crackers. I thought I had a treat. While I was out for a walk I found a container wrap in a bag that had, what I thought was chicken and rice. But it was pork, and anyways there were ants on it.
Yes there is no pride left in this body, person or whatever.
I love my mother and I will not do anything to myself, because I made the promise to my father. And whatever it takes I will live up to that promise.
GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
Oh yea if you are not going to help me out financially, could you at least pray that GOD provides the funds I need to help mom with her treatments.
I would like to start by saying that it is a horrible thing about the hockey player. Depression is a tough thing. People don't believe you even have a problem or they just don't even listen to you. Or even care. People don't actually take the time to even see the sign's of when someone is in trouble or even care.
It is a shame. But I do understand completely. As I have depression and a serious case of it too. I take 4 different types of medication everyday. And two of those are the highest dose that one can have. It is hard for me to even get by.
I do say this though. It is a good sign that something is up when one is always in a good mood. It is not natural. These are serious sign's of someones level of depression. As with me., it seems I am always in a good mood, but under the fake smile, I am hurting, and hurting deeply.
If it were not for my mother and her needing me. I would of been gone along time ago. And if one were to go off his or her medication for a few days, then this is when trouble is near. All it takes is a few days off one's medication and that is it. Say bye bye.
And the second thing on my mind tonight is the news story of the man who conned people out of a million dollars by saying he was dying of cancer.
Now my mother is actually dieing of lung cancer and is not being treated for it. As I have two sisters and I was out voted on whether or not she gets treatment Mom also has Dementia and is dieing of this as well. And none of know which will take her first.
Now I have not even received a $5.00 bill for help to fight her disease and with legal bill to get her out of Riverview. How can this asshole who pretends to have cancer get a million dollars and my mother who actually is dieing can get nothing from all of you. What is this guy doing that I am not doing to get that kind of money.
I could sue the PGT and Riverview and win with that kind of money. I could get my mother discharged from Riverview with that kind of money. Why donate to him. When my mother needs help now. While she is still alive. And maybe with that kind of help. I can get specialized treatment for my mother and maybe stop the cancer from spreading and maybe help reduce the on set of her Dementia.
Getting mom on a Alternative treatment plan. That has worked for so many people. There are so many safe and alternative treatments that I would love to have mom on. That will help her lung cancer and help stave of her Dementia. Treatments that I have researched and spoke to the individuals that are in charge of these treatments.
But I cannot afford them. Neither can she. Medical does not cover them either. I have been in constant contact with these Doctors and trying to figure out a way of paying for them. One is a PET scan, to see mom actually has Dementia. This alone costs $1500.00 per scan. And it goes up from there.
So I am just wondering what I need to do to get the help this guy did. But my problems are real. And not made up.
I know I am just blabbering now. But that is OK.
So these two issues are very real in my life. I am seriously depressed, yet I am here because I need to take care of my mother. As she has no one. And I promised my father on his death bed that I would take care of her and not let anything happen to her. To fight for her rights. And not let her end up like him, dieing in a seniors home. With no one around him. Well I was their, thank GOD for that. I listened to him and said my good byes and told him that, yes we had problems, but I loved him and respected him. He was a good man and I did listen to his advice. My father was a very strong man. And I have to live up to his dying wish. And this is what I am trying to do.
But it is hard. I started the organization adsaac.ca to help people. And up until July 14, of this year I was starting to make money. Money that I thought I could use to get the treatments for mom. Since this bus accident I have lost over, well many thousand of dollar. I have no phone, no nothing. I can't even clean my home because it hurts to much. It hurts to take the bus. My mother is moving to White Rock in a month and I have to take the bus 2 hours their and then back. I started this company to make a difference. I was and now, it is all on hold. Yes I will help these people when I am better. But in the mean time. I cannot take the bus and walk to each clients homes. I would be in to much pain to actually do the job and concentrate on doing it right.
This is my way of doing what is right. To help people and help my mother. To make enough money to get the treatments for mom.
Anyways it is1:00am and I have to have my dinner. Tonight it is just crackers. That is all I have left. Oh well. I like crackers. I thought I had a treat. While I was out for a walk I found a container wrap in a bag that had, what I thought was chicken and rice. But it was pork, and anyways there were ants on it.
Yes there is no pride left in this body, person or whatever.
I love my mother and I will not do anything to myself, because I made the promise to my father. And whatever it takes I will live up to that promise.
GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
Oh yea if you are not going to help me out financially, could you at least pray that GOD provides the funds I need to help mom with her treatments.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
It has to be and happen
Hello
Let me first start with this.
IF THE ONLY THING I DO IN MY LIFE IS TO LOOK AFTER MY MOTHER, TO MAKE SURE THE REST OF HER LIFE I GREAT AND TO FIGHT FOR HER RIGHTS. I CONSIDER MY LIFE A SUCCESS.
Because I am doing my GOD's will and keeping two of his commandments. Honor your mother and father and honor the widow. And I am doing both.
Tonight I looked through the window and saw my mother physically and chemically restrained. And it hit me to my soul. I am disgusted with my family. How they or anyone can just abandon their loved one's. And just warehouse them without a care in the world. Not even taking the time to find out what they are doing to their loved one's. Not knowing what is actually going on.
This why I write this. As tonight when I got their to visit mom., I rang the bell and rang the bell, but nothing. One of the nurses, walked by mom three times and nothing. All it would of taken was for him to push mom to the door. That would of been all. But no. He just whistled as he walked by. While mom is reaching out for someone to help her. Mom knows when I am get their and knows the time I get their. Again nothing from him.
While this again is why I write about Riverview and will continue to write about them. Even after mom moves and at that point I will even get more nasty. I will dig and dig into Riverview's past. I will find out how many seniors have died on this property. And what from. If there has been any reported cases of abuse. If Riverview has been charged and what came out of it.
But if Riverview and their lawyers buck up I will certainly stop writing about them and sit with an arbitrator and go through my blog line by line and word by word and delete anything that would be considered. By their standard, defamation.
Other than this, I will continue to write. Hear this Riverview and your lawyers. I Will fight and fight and fight. I will not give up. Every day I am proven right in my observation of Riverview. Just as it was tonight. Their is no difference from day to day in their treatment of patients. Especially with my mother. Even with repeated attempts to stop them from giving my the drugs that can kill and are banned in many countries. And are being banned in many more all the time. They are dangerous. And as the FDA states they are not to be given to seniors with Alzheimer's and Dementia.
Now I want to use this form to write about my parents and their lives. And really honor them the way they should be honored. With words and photo's telling all about what they did and cared about on this planet.
Now I just need the PGT to give me all their photo's, so I can restore them, re print them and put them on CD or DVD. So their is an actual historical trail of their lives. As it should be. Every parent should be made immortal in our lives. They should be properly remembered.
My parents deserve this respect.
The PGT mentioned that he could not understand how I survive on so little and seem to pay things. I told him, that I have to make choices in my life and the right choice should always be to take care of your parent as they took care of you. I was involved in all sorts of activities. And I know it costs them allot. And I am making the choice of deciding to make it my life to take care of mom.
I decided tonight that mom is only going to be in White Rock for a while and then she is going to move in with me. And that is all that is to it. I believe this is the right thing. I believe it is GOD telling me something right in my life.
I don't care where we live. Even if it is Timbuktu. And you or myself have never heard me say that I want to grow my own vegetables, have some chickens, have a few cows, horses. Have some land. As long as it has a lake on it and is right up against a mountain.
I am a city person. I like suits and ties and dress clothing. I don't even like jeans. But I am willing and wanting to do this.
People say it will be hard to look after your mother, how are you going to do it. I am glad I have not been around these negative people in a long while. Because my GOD will make it happen and take care of all of our needs. Yes HE will and I know this. I don't know how I know it, but I feel it.
Again I don't care where it is. And yes I would like the items I listed above. I do want to grow my own. And control what goes into my mother and My's body. To live healthy and clean. I know this will help mom allot. And improve her life greatly.
Yes I am completely amazed at even thinking about it, And even saying it out loud is, well it sound right. I can get all sorts of help. And it will happen. I believe my GOD will make it happen.
And I really need your help.
Now, I am in so much pain it is unbelievable. I have a huge headache because of it and I was given pain killers, but I did not like the way they made me feel.They just masked the pain, I like to feel the pain, so I know when to not do things.
Any ways. ICBC is not doing anything, nor is Translink. They are responsible for me not being able to do what I started to do with my company. And assist people.
ICBC insurance adjuster is Eric Rrison 604.520.8262 and Translink's adjuster is Brad 6904.453.4511 I did say I was going to give numbers.
I want them to get it together and do what is right. And write me a cheque so I can take care of my bills and have the funds that I need or in this case have lost because of this accidents. And the pain and suffering that I am going through. This pain is more than I can actually handle. And it is starting to really get to me. I cannot keep going on like this. I hurt and have absolutely nothing, I mean nothing. I am begging to get on the bus to see mom everyday. I don't have anything in my fridge. I am begging just to get mom her drinks and fruit and snacks.
Well I have to go so I can have my dinner. Today I am going to change it up. Instead of having crackers and toast. I am going to have toast and crackers.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Let me first start with this.
IF THE ONLY THING I DO IN MY LIFE IS TO LOOK AFTER MY MOTHER, TO MAKE SURE THE REST OF HER LIFE I GREAT AND TO FIGHT FOR HER RIGHTS. I CONSIDER MY LIFE A SUCCESS.
Because I am doing my GOD's will and keeping two of his commandments. Honor your mother and father and honor the widow. And I am doing both.
Tonight I looked through the window and saw my mother physically and chemically restrained. And it hit me to my soul. I am disgusted with my family. How they or anyone can just abandon their loved one's. And just warehouse them without a care in the world. Not even taking the time to find out what they are doing to their loved one's. Not knowing what is actually going on.
This why I write this. As tonight when I got their to visit mom., I rang the bell and rang the bell, but nothing. One of the nurses, walked by mom three times and nothing. All it would of taken was for him to push mom to the door. That would of been all. But no. He just whistled as he walked by. While mom is reaching out for someone to help her. Mom knows when I am get their and knows the time I get their. Again nothing from him.
While this again is why I write about Riverview and will continue to write about them. Even after mom moves and at that point I will even get more nasty. I will dig and dig into Riverview's past. I will find out how many seniors have died on this property. And what from. If there has been any reported cases of abuse. If Riverview has been charged and what came out of it.
But if Riverview and their lawyers buck up I will certainly stop writing about them and sit with an arbitrator and go through my blog line by line and word by word and delete anything that would be considered. By their standard, defamation.
Other than this, I will continue to write. Hear this Riverview and your lawyers. I Will fight and fight and fight. I will not give up. Every day I am proven right in my observation of Riverview. Just as it was tonight. Their is no difference from day to day in their treatment of patients. Especially with my mother. Even with repeated attempts to stop them from giving my the drugs that can kill and are banned in many countries. And are being banned in many more all the time. They are dangerous. And as the FDA states they are not to be given to seniors with Alzheimer's and Dementia.
Now I want to use this form to write about my parents and their lives. And really honor them the way they should be honored. With words and photo's telling all about what they did and cared about on this planet.
Now I just need the PGT to give me all their photo's, so I can restore them, re print them and put them on CD or DVD. So their is an actual historical trail of their lives. As it should be. Every parent should be made immortal in our lives. They should be properly remembered.
My parents deserve this respect.
The PGT mentioned that he could not understand how I survive on so little and seem to pay things. I told him, that I have to make choices in my life and the right choice should always be to take care of your parent as they took care of you. I was involved in all sorts of activities. And I know it costs them allot. And I am making the choice of deciding to make it my life to take care of mom.
I decided tonight that mom is only going to be in White Rock for a while and then she is going to move in with me. And that is all that is to it. I believe this is the right thing. I believe it is GOD telling me something right in my life.
I don't care where we live. Even if it is Timbuktu. And you or myself have never heard me say that I want to grow my own vegetables, have some chickens, have a few cows, horses. Have some land. As long as it has a lake on it and is right up against a mountain.
I am a city person. I like suits and ties and dress clothing. I don't even like jeans. But I am willing and wanting to do this.
People say it will be hard to look after your mother, how are you going to do it. I am glad I have not been around these negative people in a long while. Because my GOD will make it happen and take care of all of our needs. Yes HE will and I know this. I don't know how I know it, but I feel it.
Again I don't care where it is. And yes I would like the items I listed above. I do want to grow my own. And control what goes into my mother and My's body. To live healthy and clean. I know this will help mom allot. And improve her life greatly.
Yes I am completely amazed at even thinking about it, And even saying it out loud is, well it sound right. I can get all sorts of help. And it will happen. I believe my GOD will make it happen.
And I really need your help.
Now, I am in so much pain it is unbelievable. I have a huge headache because of it and I was given pain killers, but I did not like the way they made me feel.They just masked the pain, I like to feel the pain, so I know when to not do things.
Any ways. ICBC is not doing anything, nor is Translink. They are responsible for me not being able to do what I started to do with my company. And assist people.
ICBC insurance adjuster is Eric Rrison 604.520.8262 and Translink's adjuster is Brad 6904.453.4511 I did say I was going to give numbers.
I want them to get it together and do what is right. And write me a cheque so I can take care of my bills and have the funds that I need or in this case have lost because of this accidents. And the pain and suffering that I am going through. This pain is more than I can actually handle. And it is starting to really get to me. I cannot keep going on like this. I hurt and have absolutely nothing, I mean nothing. I am begging to get on the bus to see mom everyday. I don't have anything in my fridge. I am begging just to get mom her drinks and fruit and snacks.
Well I have to go so I can have my dinner. Today I am going to change it up. Instead of having crackers and toast. I am going to have toast and crackers.
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Monday, August 15, 2011
It is Monday and today I am extrmely depressed
Hello
I hope this works tonight, as I have allot to say. I have so many calls to make. I have to call the new hospital, ICBC, Translink, Valleyview, a lawyer, Tri City MH, Victoria. I have contacted these places, but I have no way of them calling me back. I leave a message using Google phone. It sucks and is echos. When it actually works. Not very often. I have used the phone at Valleyview, but I have no money to even get their to visit mom. So when I do get their all that I can do is leave a message. But it is irrelevant. No one can call me back.
Everyone is telling me that I have to have a phone to keep in contact with the hospitals. And to speak with the new hospital. Oceanside. In White Rock. I have at least 6 individual to talk to right now concerning my mom. And more on the way. I have to contact a lawyer to sue Translink and ICBC. I have a year to file the suit.
Yet I hear nothing from ICBC or Translink. Oh yea no phone. But they all have my email address. I am in so much pain now, I have never felt this before. And I have felt allot of pain. Many broken bones and cuts and visits to the dentist. Which I do not use freezing. So this pain is unbelievable to me. It hurt to go to the bathroom. It hurts to sit and stand, sleep, walk and just about everything I do. It effects my stomach. Making me sick.
I cannot conduct business, with no phone this is impossible when I have many clients emailing me to book an appointment and I have to tell them they have to wait a while. And the appointments I have already missed. Are worth allot. And I am losing income. And a large amount of income.
Enough that I can replace this junk computer and get a laptop, by mom new clothing, and myself some cloths as well as pay all my bills. And eat. Which is something I am not doing. I am loosing more weight. To the point of being able to wear a pair of short that I have never, since I bought them, able to wear. And now they are lose on me. This is not a good way to loose weight.
I am not sleeping well, as I am depressed and every time I move I wake up from pain. I sit and stare at the TV and not even knowing what is on..........
I spoke with the PGT today and what I got as a response was let us see what we can do this week.
Mom is moving as of September 6, 2011 and I don't even have money to see mom now. And September is only a few weeks away and I need a three zone bus pass plus the funds that I spend on mom's drinks, fruit and snacks. As well as the beauty products that I need. As mom is use to this. And I will not stop because of the. Well what is going on now.
I do for my mother, everything I can. I said I wanted mom at the Eagle Ridge Manor. But because of the over use of anti psychotic medication. And then cut back and expect mom to be fine. Without taking into consideration withdrawal symptom's And then because she is going through withdrawals, they say she is acting out and then give her more anti psychotic drugs.
Interesting isn't it. They do not give mom time to get use to not having these drugs. I do and will always blame the nurses for this. As the doctor said it was OK for them to give the patients these drugs. Which is a chart order. And then it is up to the nurses discretion to give the patients the drugs. The nurses then tell me it is the doctors orders.
I keep telling them it is a chart order and it is up to them to give out the drugs. Not the doctors orders to just give it out as candy or when you don't want to deal with anyone. Which is most of time. Let us just give them drugs and chemically and physically restrain them. Which is exactly what they do. I have brought guests into see my mother and they are just shocked that this is going on and the patients are just drugged to the point that they are just zombies. And tell me that I should do something about it. Which is what I am trying to do with helping people write representative agreements. Which can have the family control what their loved one's can be given and where they live, as well as many other way's of stopping these miscarriages of justice and abuse......
I have been sickened to death at what I have seen. And other's ask me about Valleyview and I tell them straight up what it is exactly like. And my mother's story. I do not talk about anyone else. I just tell my mother's story and that is good enough to paint a wonderful picture of what is going on their.
As I have said their is three nurses I have a problem with. But their is just one nurse who I think should be let go, as she no longer has the personality and the disposition to continue. She is just nasty and has been the entire time I have known her. Time to hang up the gloves. If you can no longer be nice and compassionate. It is time to go. And I will be making it my goal as the founder of www.adsaac.ca to do this. This is part of developing a independent organization to monitor all the seniors homes, institution and all who house are loved one's.
This is one of my main goals and I will lobby the provincial government to create this with my organization. And at the same time get all first and second generation anti psychotic medications banned from being given to all seniors with Alzheimer's and Dementia.
This is why on my web site I ask for donations. I will cost allot to get to Victoria and speak to all who are connected to these issue in the government and to those who can actually help me make this happen.
Now I have to get better and I need ICBC and Translink to get it together and do what is right. And cough up what is that I have lost and an income until I am well enough to do the walking that I need to do and get to clients homes
I will be going now. I hope this works tonight. As I have been writing for about, well maybe two hours now.
GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
I am asking for any help that you can give me. Even if is just an ear to listen to me. Anything helps.
I hope this works tonight, as I have allot to say. I have so many calls to make. I have to call the new hospital, ICBC, Translink, Valleyview, a lawyer, Tri City MH, Victoria. I have contacted these places, but I have no way of them calling me back. I leave a message using Google phone. It sucks and is echos. When it actually works. Not very often. I have used the phone at Valleyview, but I have no money to even get their to visit mom. So when I do get their all that I can do is leave a message. But it is irrelevant. No one can call me back.
Everyone is telling me that I have to have a phone to keep in contact with the hospitals. And to speak with the new hospital. Oceanside. In White Rock. I have at least 6 individual to talk to right now concerning my mom. And more on the way. I have to contact a lawyer to sue Translink and ICBC. I have a year to file the suit.
Yet I hear nothing from ICBC or Translink. Oh yea no phone. But they all have my email address. I am in so much pain now, I have never felt this before. And I have felt allot of pain. Many broken bones and cuts and visits to the dentist. Which I do not use freezing. So this pain is unbelievable to me. It hurt to go to the bathroom. It hurts to sit and stand, sleep, walk and just about everything I do. It effects my stomach. Making me sick.
I cannot conduct business, with no phone this is impossible when I have many clients emailing me to book an appointment and I have to tell them they have to wait a while. And the appointments I have already missed. Are worth allot. And I am losing income. And a large amount of income.
Enough that I can replace this junk computer and get a laptop, by mom new clothing, and myself some cloths as well as pay all my bills. And eat. Which is something I am not doing. I am loosing more weight. To the point of being able to wear a pair of short that I have never, since I bought them, able to wear. And now they are lose on me. This is not a good way to loose weight.
I am not sleeping well, as I am depressed and every time I move I wake up from pain. I sit and stare at the TV and not even knowing what is on..........
I spoke with the PGT today and what I got as a response was let us see what we can do this week.
Mom is moving as of September 6, 2011 and I don't even have money to see mom now. And September is only a few weeks away and I need a three zone bus pass plus the funds that I spend on mom's drinks, fruit and snacks. As well as the beauty products that I need. As mom is use to this. And I will not stop because of the. Well what is going on now.
I do for my mother, everything I can. I said I wanted mom at the Eagle Ridge Manor. But because of the over use of anti psychotic medication. And then cut back and expect mom to be fine. Without taking into consideration withdrawal symptom's And then because she is going through withdrawals, they say she is acting out and then give her more anti psychotic drugs.
Interesting isn't it. They do not give mom time to get use to not having these drugs. I do and will always blame the nurses for this. As the doctor said it was OK for them to give the patients these drugs. Which is a chart order. And then it is up to the nurses discretion to give the patients the drugs. The nurses then tell me it is the doctors orders.
I keep telling them it is a chart order and it is up to them to give out the drugs. Not the doctors orders to just give it out as candy or when you don't want to deal with anyone. Which is most of time. Let us just give them drugs and chemically and physically restrain them. Which is exactly what they do. I have brought guests into see my mother and they are just shocked that this is going on and the patients are just drugged to the point that they are just zombies. And tell me that I should do something about it. Which is what I am trying to do with helping people write representative agreements. Which can have the family control what their loved one's can be given and where they live, as well as many other way's of stopping these miscarriages of justice and abuse......
I have been sickened to death at what I have seen. And other's ask me about Valleyview and I tell them straight up what it is exactly like. And my mother's story. I do not talk about anyone else. I just tell my mother's story and that is good enough to paint a wonderful picture of what is going on their.
As I have said their is three nurses I have a problem with. But their is just one nurse who I think should be let go, as she no longer has the personality and the disposition to continue. She is just nasty and has been the entire time I have known her. Time to hang up the gloves. If you can no longer be nice and compassionate. It is time to go. And I will be making it my goal as the founder of www.adsaac.ca to do this. This is part of developing a independent organization to monitor all the seniors homes, institution and all who house are loved one's.
This is one of my main goals and I will lobby the provincial government to create this with my organization. And at the same time get all first and second generation anti psychotic medications banned from being given to all seniors with Alzheimer's and Dementia.
This is why on my web site I ask for donations. I will cost allot to get to Victoria and speak to all who are connected to these issue in the government and to those who can actually help me make this happen.
Now I have to get better and I need ICBC and Translink to get it together and do what is right. And cough up what is that I have lost and an income until I am well enough to do the walking that I need to do and get to clients homes
I will be going now. I hope this works tonight. As I have been writing for about, well maybe two hours now.
GOD Bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
I am asking for any help that you can give me. Even if is just an ear to listen to me. Anything helps.
Translink and ICBC are screwing me
I just spent over one hour typing and because of this piece of crap computer I lost the entire post. So I am just going to publish for now to see if it is working
Well what I said was my mother's white gold neckless and cross is missing and the staff cannot find it
I also said that Virgin is the worst carrier around, next to Rogers.
I also said because of ICBC and Translink I still have nothing and I am now goint to print names an numbers and talk to a lawyer.
I said I was very depressed and I cried tonight as I saw mom sleeping and I thought she was not breathing.
I have to go. I will write more in the morning It is 12:15 and I need to go to bed. I am getting hungry and I have nothing to eat.
I wrote so much and it was really good
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Kris
Well what I said was my mother's white gold neckless and cross is missing and the staff cannot find it
I also said that Virgin is the worst carrier around, next to Rogers.
I also said because of ICBC and Translink I still have nothing and I am now goint to print names an numbers and talk to a lawyer.
I said I was very depressed and I cried tonight as I saw mom sleeping and I thought she was not breathing.
I have to go. I will write more in the morning It is 12:15 and I need to go to bed. I am getting hungry and I have nothing to eat.
I wrote so much and it was really good
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Kris
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