Hello again
As the tittle of today's Blog states Bah Humbug.
Let us see now. I have no family to spend the holidays with
I have no friends to spend the holidays with
I have no money to do anything over the holidays with. Not even able to take a bus somewhere or have a cup of coffee/tea somewhere, yes that broke, over the holidays. Not even over the holidays. Now I can't even do that. I now have no money left on my bus card. I can't even buy myself a cup of tea anywhere.
The first year I am not spending the holidays with my mother. Who passed away this past January. Mom was my family and my only family.
Now I have none. Alone and lonely.
Now today, because of the snow, I had to keep looking down, my neck is just killing me. I have not eaten today and because of the pain. I am not hungry. I was going to make a nice dinner. Just not going to happen.
I am out and about today. Christmas is everywhere and I am not enjoying it at all. I just want to run and hide. I don't even want to go out and do anything. I don't want to see anything to do with Christmas
I have been to two Churches and spoken with the pastors. Telling them what is happening Nothing. One pastor tells me to leave my email and he will write me. No email, I call to speak with him and let him know I was at the church on Sunday. He never called me back. That give me allot of confidence in that church. They will do everything for the people who go to the church. But a person who is hurting and really needs some help or someone to be around. To maybe........ But nothing. I guess I won't be going to that church again. Not a single person reached out to me when I first went to either of these churches. Not a soul
When and where is this miracle everyone tells me that is going to come my way. I see nothing to even give me some direction. Or a person to say to me, how are you. Really how are you.
I thought that this time of the year, it is the time to reach out to your fellow man and console them or show them that everything is still OK.
I know that everyone doesn't get it or they just don't want to hear that someone is suffering. I know the only friends I have. They don't want to hear it. They where just telling me every good thing that is going to happen for them this season. All the people they are going to visit. Or the dinners they are going to And asking what I am going to do. They know what I am going to do. They know I am alone and lonely.
Just like everyone else.
So why should I even try. No one else is even considering that there is someone they know that has nothing and will be doing nothing No parties. No dinners. No nothing.
Yes pity me is what this sounds like. I just write what I am feeling. What is the truth.
I am hurting both physically and emotionally. And it seems that not a soul gives a crap. Not even the pastors or churches I have been too.
This is why I write like this. I am alone. For the first time in my life. I am truly alone.
I didn't get two more jobs I applied for. I have been to over a dozen job interviews, and I still don't have a job. I know it is because of my missing teeth .Everything is fine until I start to speak and then the interview changes. Very quickly.
What I need is new dentures.
What I need is a miracle.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Friday, December 9, 2016
Thursday, December 8, 2016
More me, me , me............. REALLY!
Hello again
Well I finally got my cervical collar. I don't like it at all, but so far my neck is not as painful. Maybe that has something to do with the painkillers. No, just the same painkillers I have been taking for years. A mild painkiller for nerve damage. Gabapentin. Just an extra 2 per day. I am suppose to take 6 tablets a day. I may take two. With all the injuries I have had in my life, I am use to pain. Very high pain threshold. To many broken bones and accidents.
A friend laughs at me. Tells me I am cursed. That the insurance company will start to call accident claims the Kris Schmuland. "Oh you got into a Kris Schmuland". I find it funny as well. The one friend I have.
I have been in many accidents. None my fault. I have the max discount for car insurance, even though I have been in many car accidents. I even fractured my lower back in one of them. And having all these disorders, makes me more susceptible to serious injuries.
Look it is weird. I do not get colds or flues. At all. Never get sick. I could be and I have many times, walk in the pouring rain,and nothing. I just don't get sick. Period. But I get injured allot. No spleen, soft bones. The doctors don't understand it either. But I go by what the doctors tell me. I don't just make any of these things up. I see specialists and get treatment. Again I am not on here just saying oh I have this or I have that.
Some people. OK someone that is related to me, Keeps telling me I am making this up, there is nothing wrong with you. Everything that is wrong with me is BS. I am just making it up. Then they, it happened this week, go on to tell me what kind of a looser I am, that the family has written me off, that my, recently passed away mother, would be ashamed of me.
I tell you this, My mother was so proud of me for taking care of her for all those years. To be by her side every single day, no matter what. To not stop. To never give up on her.Where these people were never there for her. Didn't give a crap that my mother was suffering and alone. Well she wasn't alone, I was there. I was there to the very end. I was there holding my mothers hand when she passed away. I was the one who fought for rights. Even though everyone else wouldn't lift a finger to do anything to make sure mom was taken care of properly. They would rather let the crappy health care, staff, allot of them, take care of her. Over medicate her.If I didn't think mom should be taking a certain medication, she didn't take it.I would make sure it was stopped.
And I receive the proper information on the medication from very well know sources. Mayo Clinic, Johns Hopkins.Berkley etc.. I would email them or call them. I knew what I was doing.
Then they go on to tell me that I am not intelligent. That I am stupid. Just a looser who thinks himself something he is not. Well having a high IQ doesn't mean I have it together. And I have my IQ tested often. From reputable sources.
And they would not stop. You see I don't care if they like me or not. I don't care if any member of that family likes me, or has written me off. I have not had anything to do with them in over a decade. This is why I say I have no family, I am alone without any support structure at all. And it is the truth. And this Christmas will suck. It has nothing to do with them. It has to do with the fact that this is the first Christmas without spending it with my mother. The first Christmas I will be alone.This is difficult to deal with. It is making me very depressed.
I am sure someone understands. I then tell them that I write this blog Oh yea, read it as well. And the blog has been read almost 50000 times, for all over this planet. They proceeded to inform me that there must be allot of sick people out there to read this. I will hear about this
This has been difficult for me to write tonight. I have needed to take many breaks to get this far. Over an hour so far. I will finish though. Even if it takes me another hour.
Now I am in pain, I am depressed. I do, however, have moments through out my day where I do laugh and smile. Or have a conversation with someone. But not friends. Don't have them.
I can no longer take the bus anywhere. No money left on my bus card. I used it up yesterday going for a job interview. Yes even though I am hurt and my doctor tells me I can't work. I went. How am I going to pay my bills. I am broke and without everything. At least when I had a full monthly pass on my card I could just get on the bus and go somewhere if I was bored or just needed to get out.
Now I am done for the night. Tomorrow
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https;//www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
Well I finally got my cervical collar. I don't like it at all, but so far my neck is not as painful. Maybe that has something to do with the painkillers. No, just the same painkillers I have been taking for years. A mild painkiller for nerve damage. Gabapentin. Just an extra 2 per day. I am suppose to take 6 tablets a day. I may take two. With all the injuries I have had in my life, I am use to pain. Very high pain threshold. To many broken bones and accidents.
A friend laughs at me. Tells me I am cursed. That the insurance company will start to call accident claims the Kris Schmuland. "Oh you got into a Kris Schmuland". I find it funny as well. The one friend I have.
I have been in many accidents. None my fault. I have the max discount for car insurance, even though I have been in many car accidents. I even fractured my lower back in one of them. And having all these disorders, makes me more susceptible to serious injuries.
Look it is weird. I do not get colds or flues. At all. Never get sick. I could be and I have many times, walk in the pouring rain,and nothing. I just don't get sick. Period. But I get injured allot. No spleen, soft bones. The doctors don't understand it either. But I go by what the doctors tell me. I don't just make any of these things up. I see specialists and get treatment. Again I am not on here just saying oh I have this or I have that.
Some people. OK someone that is related to me, Keeps telling me I am making this up, there is nothing wrong with you. Everything that is wrong with me is BS. I am just making it up. Then they, it happened this week, go on to tell me what kind of a looser I am, that the family has written me off, that my, recently passed away mother, would be ashamed of me.
I tell you this, My mother was so proud of me for taking care of her for all those years. To be by her side every single day, no matter what. To not stop. To never give up on her.Where these people were never there for her. Didn't give a crap that my mother was suffering and alone. Well she wasn't alone, I was there. I was there to the very end. I was there holding my mothers hand when she passed away. I was the one who fought for rights. Even though everyone else wouldn't lift a finger to do anything to make sure mom was taken care of properly. They would rather let the crappy health care, staff, allot of them, take care of her. Over medicate her.If I didn't think mom should be taking a certain medication, she didn't take it.I would make sure it was stopped.
And I receive the proper information on the medication from very well know sources. Mayo Clinic, Johns Hopkins.Berkley etc.. I would email them or call them. I knew what I was doing.
Then they go on to tell me that I am not intelligent. That I am stupid. Just a looser who thinks himself something he is not. Well having a high IQ doesn't mean I have it together. And I have my IQ tested often. From reputable sources.
And they would not stop. You see I don't care if they like me or not. I don't care if any member of that family likes me, or has written me off. I have not had anything to do with them in over a decade. This is why I say I have no family, I am alone without any support structure at all. And it is the truth. And this Christmas will suck. It has nothing to do with them. It has to do with the fact that this is the first Christmas without spending it with my mother. The first Christmas I will be alone.This is difficult to deal with. It is making me very depressed.
I am sure someone understands. I then tell them that I write this blog Oh yea, read it as well. And the blog has been read almost 50000 times, for all over this planet. They proceeded to inform me that there must be allot of sick people out there to read this. I will hear about this
This has been difficult for me to write tonight. I have needed to take many breaks to get this far. Over an hour so far. I will finish though. Even if it takes me another hour.
Now I am in pain, I am depressed. I do, however, have moments through out my day where I do laugh and smile. Or have a conversation with someone. But not friends. Don't have them.
I can no longer take the bus anywhere. No money left on my bus card. I used it up yesterday going for a job interview. Yes even though I am hurt and my doctor tells me I can't work. I went. How am I going to pay my bills. I am broke and without everything. At least when I had a full monthly pass on my card I could just get on the bus and go somewhere if I was bored or just needed to get out.
Now I am done for the night. Tomorrow
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https;//www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
Tuesday, December 6, 2016
Just a day in the life of me
Hello again
Well this morning off I went to the doctor. He gave me a prescription for a cervical collar. Telling me not to drive or work. You don't want to hurt your neck anymore than it is now. We have to work on getting it better and wait for the x rays. And another prescription for some medication, that by the way is not covered by my plan. $93. 36 I don't have this kind of or any kind of money.
I spoke with the insurance company and they tell me to pay for it and send in the receipt, they will pay me back. Not going to happen. Sorry it can't happen. No funds.
Now that I am injured, the interviews are starting to roll in. I have three booked this week. Knowing I am not going to be able to do any of them And one already wants me to start. That one is a distance away and not very accessible by transit.I will go to the interviews.
I am seeing a lawyer tomorrow as well. We all know I need an income. And if I can't do any of these jobs. I have to be compensated for the loss of wages. I will have my cervical collar within a day or two and no one will hire someone with serious neck problems.
The reality is the only real comfortable Position for me is lying down. Supporting my neck. Other than that my neck just hurts.
Well the other news is I don't have cancer, just a bleeding ulcer. Thats all.
I am tired of being alone.I can't take it anymore. I don't want to be alone this Christmas. It is to hard for me to take. Even going to these different churches is not finding me any solace. I am just getting more depressed. To see all the families, couples etc.... I am alone and don't want to be. Again, especially this Christmas.
I am not that strong to deal with it. I haven't been alone for Christmas.
This is difficult to deal with. The accident, the loneliness, the nothing.
I can't type anymore I am in to much pain. I needed to be out seeing the doctor and other things. But with the ice it was more than difficult to walk today. I needed to be looking downwards at all times. Thus creating the pain I feel today.
Sorry I am ending this now.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
https;//www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
Please pray or send help.
Well this morning off I went to the doctor. He gave me a prescription for a cervical collar. Telling me not to drive or work. You don't want to hurt your neck anymore than it is now. We have to work on getting it better and wait for the x rays. And another prescription for some medication, that by the way is not covered by my plan. $93. 36 I don't have this kind of or any kind of money.
I spoke with the insurance company and they tell me to pay for it and send in the receipt, they will pay me back. Not going to happen. Sorry it can't happen. No funds.
Now that I am injured, the interviews are starting to roll in. I have three booked this week. Knowing I am not going to be able to do any of them And one already wants me to start. That one is a distance away and not very accessible by transit.I will go to the interviews.
I am seeing a lawyer tomorrow as well. We all know I need an income. And if I can't do any of these jobs. I have to be compensated for the loss of wages. I will have my cervical collar within a day or two and no one will hire someone with serious neck problems.
The reality is the only real comfortable Position for me is lying down. Supporting my neck. Other than that my neck just hurts.
Well the other news is I don't have cancer, just a bleeding ulcer. Thats all.
I am tired of being alone.I can't take it anymore. I don't want to be alone this Christmas. It is to hard for me to take. Even going to these different churches is not finding me any solace. I am just getting more depressed. To see all the families, couples etc.... I am alone and don't want to be. Again, especially this Christmas.
I am not that strong to deal with it. I haven't been alone for Christmas.
This is difficult to deal with. The accident, the loneliness, the nothing.
I can't type anymore I am in to much pain. I needed to be out seeing the doctor and other things. But with the ice it was more than difficult to walk today. I needed to be looking downwards at all times. Thus creating the pain I feel today.
Sorry I am ending this now.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
https;//www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
Please pray or send help.
Monday, December 5, 2016
And the snow is upon us. Doesn't make a difference to me.+
Hello again
Well snowing in the Lower Mainland. 10 cm. It is OK. Everyone around me is saying, It is beginning to look allot like Christmas. Again I am saying I HATE CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I See no change coming anytime soon. WHY, Someone please tell me WHY I should care about Christmas. I am going to church. But that has nothing to do with Christmas or even getting to know other Christians. Yes they are speaking on ADVENT. Oh well. I am listening. I am going to church because I am a Christian and I believe I should be going back to church again. Nothing more Nothing less. Not as the pastor tells me. Meet me at the church and I will introduce you to others. Then not being able to be found. Not going to church for that.
OK this last church was nice. Better than the first one I went too. But I am not sure. It doesn't really strike my soul deeply. This is what I think it should do. To let me know that this is the church for me. Or maybe I should just go to this church for a little bit and see what happens or how I feel is the right response.
Now I went to the doctors this morning. To complain about the neck pain I am feeling. Just as I am feeling it now. I didn't even want to write tonight, as I am in serious pain and can barely hold my head up. I just want to lay down.
I went and there was not that much of a wait. I got into the doctors room, then the doctor came by the room and said He can wait. And then repeated it. I heard this and said Excuse me He can wait. So the doctor came in and immediately stated to me that I should be seeing my own doctor. That ICBC wants you to only see one doctor. For continuity purposes. I quickly explained to the doctor I am here because I cannot get into see my own doctor. I am here because I am freaked out about my neck. I am worried and afraid that something serious could be wrong with me. So he asked me if I was on any pain killers. NO I stated. I am not here for pain killers. I am worried about my neck. Did you get x rays. NO. OK I can get you into have x rays done. He writes out the form, gives it to me, telling me he put my doctors name on it, tells me to go to the hospital for the x rays I go and wait. Then I am called up.I give my information and the nurse tells me that the form is not filled out properly and she will fax it off to have it filled out completely. It didn't even have what the x ray was for, written on it. The nurse tells me to have a seat and it shouldn't take long. 1 hours later she comes back and tells me that they haven't faxed the information back. That they are now on lunch and would not be back until 1 pm. It is a little after noon at this point.
I say that it might be better if I walked back up and get them to fill it out properly right away. Off I went. I arrived at the walk in clinic and the nurse tells me that the doctor is on lunch and can't find him. I say couldn't you just fill it out. It just so happened that another doctor was there and filled it out for me. Then back to the hospital. In the the x ray waiting area. Finally I had the x rays done. Now to wait. It is OK, I see my own doctor tomorrow morning.
I need something to support my neck. It is really bothering me now. I have been up since 7 this morning and nothing has been supporting my neck. I get ill just having my neck in pain like this. It is very difficult to keep my neck upright. To hard to keep my arms up to read my phone or a book. I am trying I do like to read.Can't hold my arms up to read or hold my phone for any length of time. I just need to lay down. I think I need a cervical collar. Just to keep my head up and relieve the pressure on my neck...
So I will finish now. I have some other news, but it will have to wait until tomorrow.
Please help out. For my mother and for the fix of my teeth. It also hurts to eat. I have not eaten properly in almost a month now. Just to painful.
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
GOD bless you and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
Well snowing in the Lower Mainland. 10 cm. It is OK. Everyone around me is saying, It is beginning to look allot like Christmas. Again I am saying I HATE CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I See no change coming anytime soon. WHY, Someone please tell me WHY I should care about Christmas. I am going to church. But that has nothing to do with Christmas or even getting to know other Christians. Yes they are speaking on ADVENT. Oh well. I am listening. I am going to church because I am a Christian and I believe I should be going back to church again. Nothing more Nothing less. Not as the pastor tells me. Meet me at the church and I will introduce you to others. Then not being able to be found. Not going to church for that.
OK this last church was nice. Better than the first one I went too. But I am not sure. It doesn't really strike my soul deeply. This is what I think it should do. To let me know that this is the church for me. Or maybe I should just go to this church for a little bit and see what happens or how I feel is the right response.
Now I went to the doctors this morning. To complain about the neck pain I am feeling. Just as I am feeling it now. I didn't even want to write tonight, as I am in serious pain and can barely hold my head up. I just want to lay down.
I went and there was not that much of a wait. I got into the doctors room, then the doctor came by the room and said He can wait. And then repeated it. I heard this and said Excuse me He can wait. So the doctor came in and immediately stated to me that I should be seeing my own doctor. That ICBC wants you to only see one doctor. For continuity purposes. I quickly explained to the doctor I am here because I cannot get into see my own doctor. I am here because I am freaked out about my neck. I am worried and afraid that something serious could be wrong with me. So he asked me if I was on any pain killers. NO I stated. I am not here for pain killers. I am worried about my neck. Did you get x rays. NO. OK I can get you into have x rays done. He writes out the form, gives it to me, telling me he put my doctors name on it, tells me to go to the hospital for the x rays I go and wait. Then I am called up.I give my information and the nurse tells me that the form is not filled out properly and she will fax it off to have it filled out completely. It didn't even have what the x ray was for, written on it. The nurse tells me to have a seat and it shouldn't take long. 1 hours later she comes back and tells me that they haven't faxed the information back. That they are now on lunch and would not be back until 1 pm. It is a little after noon at this point.
I say that it might be better if I walked back up and get them to fill it out properly right away. Off I went. I arrived at the walk in clinic and the nurse tells me that the doctor is on lunch and can't find him. I say couldn't you just fill it out. It just so happened that another doctor was there and filled it out for me. Then back to the hospital. In the the x ray waiting area. Finally I had the x rays done. Now to wait. It is OK, I see my own doctor tomorrow morning.
I need something to support my neck. It is really bothering me now. I have been up since 7 this morning and nothing has been supporting my neck. I get ill just having my neck in pain like this. It is very difficult to keep my neck upright. To hard to keep my arms up to read my phone or a book. I am trying I do like to read.Can't hold my arms up to read or hold my phone for any length of time. I just need to lay down. I think I need a cervical collar. Just to keep my head up and relieve the pressure on my neck...
So I will finish now. I have some other news, but it will have to wait until tomorrow.
Please help out. For my mother and for the fix of my teeth. It also hurts to eat. I have not eaten properly in almost a month now. Just to painful.
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GOD bless you and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
Sunday, December 4, 2016
Just not doing well, at all
Hello again
I could not write for a few days as my neck and shoulders were and are to sore to do anything. The most comfortable position for my neck is lying down. Period. Otherwise,within a few hours I am getting a major headache and stiff neck. As well as I am getting nauseous , ready to throw up. I can't bend my neck downwards at all. To read I need to hold my phone or a book, straight in front of me. And this alone, causes my neck to become painful. Looking down is not a thing for me now.
I am really afraid now. I think there is something seriously wrong with my neck. Not just whiplash. Off to a doctor tomorrow morning. I want x-rays done on my neck. I have been in many accidents and I have never felt like this before. It is not just my back and legs that are affected, but the most important part of my body. My neck. I am terrified that there is something seriously wrong with my neck. As in a fracture or like that.I am afraid that if I do anything to strenuous I will become paralyzed. Yes I am that worried.
Worried on top of everything else that is wrong with me. This is just to much for me to take, especially since this is the first Christmas I am going without my mother. Being truly alone is not very fun. Just thinking about it make me very depressed. I,for the first time, have no one in my life. Not a soul to call a friend.
I went to church again today. I spoke with t he pastor the other day and asked what am I doing wrong. Am I am bad person. He told me to come today and he will introduce me to some people. Well he was there, but I couldn't find him until it was to late. He was already starting to teach this class. I will call him tomorrow as well, to just let him know I was actually there.
But here I am,alone, sitting in front of my computer, typing away. complaining that I am alone. I don't even have enough money to pay for a monthly bus pass. If I had the funds, I would at least get out and go somewhere. I know I would be able to have a conversation with someone. Even if I didn't even know them. I am good that way. OK, people will just start having a conversation with me. And in know time, I will know their life story. OK with me. I make a new friend. A friend for the moment.
Aways has been that way with me. But alas, no monthly bus pass. This is going to make it difficult to get to a job interview. I sold my printer to pay for my phone. That is one thing off the, I need funds now, thing. Nothing else is selling. Barely a phone call on the other things.
I am trying, trying very hard. People keep saying you are having a difficult time now. YES I AM! and it is getting harder by the day. Just typing is killing my shoulders. And I am resting my arms on the desk. Dresser. Just holding them out in the typing position is causing the pain to flare up.
And my neck.
I need to stop now. I can't go on with this tonight.
Please pray.
Oh yea, my tooth ache is not going away and I am taking anti biotics.
Please support my dental work.
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
I could not write for a few days as my neck and shoulders were and are to sore to do anything. The most comfortable position for my neck is lying down. Period. Otherwise,within a few hours I am getting a major headache and stiff neck. As well as I am getting nauseous , ready to throw up. I can't bend my neck downwards at all. To read I need to hold my phone or a book, straight in front of me. And this alone, causes my neck to become painful. Looking down is not a thing for me now.
I am really afraid now. I think there is something seriously wrong with my neck. Not just whiplash. Off to a doctor tomorrow morning. I want x-rays done on my neck. I have been in many accidents and I have never felt like this before. It is not just my back and legs that are affected, but the most important part of my body. My neck. I am terrified that there is something seriously wrong with my neck. As in a fracture or like that.I am afraid that if I do anything to strenuous I will become paralyzed. Yes I am that worried.
Worried on top of everything else that is wrong with me. This is just to much for me to take, especially since this is the first Christmas I am going without my mother. Being truly alone is not very fun. Just thinking about it make me very depressed. I,for the first time, have no one in my life. Not a soul to call a friend.
I went to church again today. I spoke with t he pastor the other day and asked what am I doing wrong. Am I am bad person. He told me to come today and he will introduce me to some people. Well he was there, but I couldn't find him until it was to late. He was already starting to teach this class. I will call him tomorrow as well, to just let him know I was actually there.
But here I am,alone, sitting in front of my computer, typing away. complaining that I am alone. I don't even have enough money to pay for a monthly bus pass. If I had the funds, I would at least get out and go somewhere. I know I would be able to have a conversation with someone. Even if I didn't even know them. I am good that way. OK, people will just start having a conversation with me. And in know time, I will know their life story. OK with me. I make a new friend. A friend for the moment.
Aways has been that way with me. But alas, no monthly bus pass. This is going to make it difficult to get to a job interview. I sold my printer to pay for my phone. That is one thing off the, I need funds now, thing. Nothing else is selling. Barely a phone call on the other things.
I am trying, trying very hard. People keep saying you are having a difficult time now. YES I AM! and it is getting harder by the day. Just typing is killing my shoulders. And I am resting my arms on the desk. Dresser. Just holding them out in the typing position is causing the pain to flare up.
And my neck.
I need to stop now. I can't go on with this tonight.
Please pray.
Oh yea, my tooth ache is not going away and I am taking anti biotics.
Please support my dental work.
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
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