Hello again
Just a wasted day. Couldn't go anywhere. Compas card is empty, no funds for the bus. Just to get out and do anything. I needed to go somewhere, I really needed to do this one thing today, but couldn't . So I am completely pissed off. Have to figure a way to get this done Monday, somehow. Someway. It has to be done.
I did walk down to my bank. 15 minute walk, and get the 3 months of my bank statement I need for the application to the subsidized housing I am applying for. Now I just have to wait for the letter from Revenue Canada. 2015 tax assessment. Then walk it down to the apartments. Please GOD let this be the one. It will only be 33 % of my income to a max of, well a very little, I think $400 is the max one would pay at this place.
But I do need to find a place ASAP. I just can't afford this place by myself. I am giving everything to the landlord and it is still not enough. I am going without everything. And so far I have not been able to find a place. I have been looking.
Now I need a job, the doctor tells me that I can't work, that I will injure myself even more if I work, Unless it is a job that there is no physical exertion at all. Which is what I am applying for. Still and as much as I can. I just walk to the office, of sources.
Not sleeping, 0 sleep last night, 3 hours the night before. 2 hours Wednesday night. And so on and so on.......... The pain with all the other stress I am having, I just can't sleep...
Thinking about this, I haven't had a decent conversation at all this past week. OK I did see the counselor and spoke to the pastor. But this was not a conversation. It was me just trying to get some kind of help from someone. They both went well. Today I tried to find someone who I could have a conversation with .. Good luck with that.
OK I have a week left on my mail box, January 13, 2017. Then just the mailbox here where I live and this is a nightmare to get my mail.
As you may be able to tell, I am not making any sense at all.. Or maybe I am to some of you.
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC
Canada, V4B0A7
https://www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
