Hello again
I really can't deal with all the things that are happening to me at this time. The pain alone from this accident is really bothering me. The best place for me is lying down flat on my back. This produces the less pain. But we all know I just can't lie there all day long and have to get up and move, do things, get places. Oh getting places. I have an appointment this Thursday and I have no way to get there. It is in North Surrey, and I live in South Surrey. A long way to walk if one can't take the bus or drive. And due to this accident, I cannot drive. I just can't hold my arms in the position to drive, Just as it is very difficult to type. Almost the same position, but my arms are not as high. This kills my back and neck. I just realized today that my shoulder needs to be up higher. So I feel that my shoulder was injured in this accident.
I am now having a difficult time using my right arm again. This due to my shoulder being down to far or something wrong with it. I was just trying to do something, put spice on something, with a grinder and my shoulder and arm just failed. My right arm is shaking like crazy, making even difficult to write this post.
Another day, of nothing, Allot of calls and I kept getting I will need to call you back, or leave a message, or they are not in right now,, leave a message and we will get right back to you.
The church that I attend said they would help me out with a few things, but no call back or nothing. The one pastor said he would call me back to discuss things. Even the pastors don't know how to deal with someone who has so many issues at once, or illnesses. Again no one wants to speak to me. I am just garbage, that is the way it seems.
And now again I am really needing some help. I pray for help I call around to get help. I am even still applying for work that I think I could do, without lifting things. I haven't stopped looking for work, even though the doctor again told me not to work. I don't know what I am suppose to do now.
As mentioned, once you get injured, you don't get anything from ICBC, which causes one to have to go on welfare, You can't live on it, so you settle early with your claim and you don't get a quarter of what you should get for your injures.
So here I am again, desperate for help again. But I am no where ready to settle,, I am to injured for that. I need medical help. Right away. Or I am afraid that something serious will happen.
I just can't write anymore tonight
GOD bless and good night.
Kristopher Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC
Canada, V4B0A7
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