A little better

Hello again

Yes things today are a little bit better, but it is still very painful to type. Yet here I am doing this that is causing me pain. Oh well. I have experienced so much pain in my life, that it is part of me. So I continue.

I was able to pick up an application for subsidized housing today, just down the road from where I am now. The difference being is that the pastor of the church sent me up there and I did mention to the manager that the pastor sent me up here. I have the application and as soon as I got back home I called Revenue Canada, to get a notice of assessment, for the application. I have the application already filled out, now I wait for the notice from the government. And I still have to go and get 3 months of my bank statements. It will be in within two weeks. Then I wait for an opening. But it might be as the old statement goes. It is not what you know it is who you know. Lets hope it is that way.

While speaking with the pastor, he tells me that the director of ??????? use to work in the industry that I need help with. Knows the contacts etc... Helping individuals such as myself, Poor, low income.

After this,some laundry, Didn't have time to dry it, so now it is in the dryer. It will take a very long time to dry. Being an apartment size dryer, 110 volt. Slow.

I did call this other place, but they no longer have subsidized housing, as of three months ago.

Then off to my counselor, It was a good discussion. He mentioned that I should do some volunteer work to get out of myself and help others as I helped my mother. An idea, a good one. I have so much stress and pain right now, I don't think I could be of any good to someone else.. I need to find a cheaper place to live. No thanks to my friend who moved out on me one month after moving in. So now I am just screwed. Excuse me, please. I need to figure out how I am going to pay the rest of this months rent and half of next months rent. I am just hoping that my PWD kicks in this month.

I am still looking for work and I have not even had a call in over a month. Nothing at all... And I sent off a dozen resumes over the holidays. Yes I know the doctor tells me not to work. I have to do something to get some income in right away. I mean right away.

The only reason I was able to get around today, is someone gave me some bus tickets. OK the church and my landlord. I have enough bus tickets to get me to where I need to go tomorrow and back to White Rock again. No where else. Sad, isn't it.

Overall the counseling appointment went well...  I thinks. I was and am so very tired right now. No sleep again last night. Hardly any the night before. I don't need to go through this insomnia again.

I need to stop again.

GOD bless and good night

Kristopher Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
Whtie Rock BC
V3A0A7

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