Hello again
So I needed to get a supply of papaya's for mom. I never realized how heavy they are 4 of them. I guess I was stronger then. I have carried bags of things out to mom's and back without feeling any pain. Yet today, I couldn't wait to get everything off of my back and shoulder.
Mom was tired again when I arrived at 4:30. It must be her getting her medicine to early. Then by dinner she is tired.
Anyways, we ate in her room this evening. Our usual table is used on Tuesday's by her old roommate and daughters.
I brought what I thought mom would like. I had to buy it. It is just hurting to much to cook. But no, she liked it, but wanted the dinner that was served. OK she ate some of it until the dinner was served and then she ate all of that dinner. Mom was an eating machine today.
Then she was tired and wanted to go to bed. I just got her ready and the staff came in and changed her pad and put mom to bed.
During dinner I told her about my day, what is going on in my life. I told mom about finding that girls number, well women's number and not knowing what I want to do about it. To I impose myself upon her. What is she is in a serious relationship and the boyfriend/husband see's the letter.
As you can tell I have not decided what I am going to do about it.
I guess the only thing I could do is write and see what happens.
Now, I sang allot to mom tonight. She kept smiling at me and enjoyed it.
I have not read to her in a while. Mom does not like me to read to her while she is in bed. Just when she is in her chair.
I will get their early one of these days and take mom out to the park and read to her for a while.
I stayed late tonight, just wanted to hold her hand longer and let her know that I am their. Even if mom is asleep she knows when I leave. Mom will open one eye and smile.
Just got home not long ago. Turned on the computer and started to write.
Need to be up early. I have to phone some lawyers to talk about this case to see if they are interested in it.
So GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
