Hello again
So it is official that tomorrow/today my landlady wants me out. I have tired everything. I have asked for help, from the ministry, the PGT and whoever would be able to help.
And I have received no help. And I need to leave and no place to go.. No place to put my mother's and my things.
I have no way of even moving them.
I went to see my great aunt today as well. Not were I was told it was. I walked around for an hour. Asking for directions and getting the wrong directions all the time. Finally found it, but I could only stay for 15 minutes and had to get going to see mom.
I called my cousin, who's mother I went to see, if I could stay at my great aunts house. Left a message and she returned my call latter tonight. I asked and she will have to talk to the rest of the family.
Now tonight mom was not very hungry. All I could get her to eat was fruit and some of her frozen drink. I did bring her some pasta, she ate a little bit of it. She didn't want anymore. She just ate a papaya and a kiwi. And a pudding. She did drink a fair bit of her juice, coke and water. As well as the tea she loves. That was it. Mom just wanted to go to bed and have the spa treatment done. So that is what I did. Of course during the spa treatment, I give her lots to drink.
Mom was getting upset at me and was crying. She knew something was wrong with me. She can always tell. I didn't say anything about being homeless or about to become homeless.
I sang a little to her, I fell a few times. My balance is completely off. I talk to her. I always put my phone on her chest so she can feel the music as well as listen to it. This is good therapy for her. It relaxes her.
Now I have no way of doing anything.
Now a friend in Russia that I write to, her parents apartment caught fire and they have nothing left. She was living with them. And her parents are now with neighbours and my friend is staying with a friend. She never asked me for money. But I did write to her telling her I am in a financial mess right now and wish I could help.
She did write me back and asked for other things, a inflatable bed as she is staying in the same bed with her friend and it would be nice to have this., an iron, maybe some cloths. Other household items.
I really do wish I could help her out. With anything. Like I listed above. Just items for her self and her parents. They lost everything. I have trouble believing anything anyone tells me.
But I think this is true.
I don't know what to think anymore.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmland
