Hello again
I am nothing, I am nobody, and I have nothing. I am not even worthy to call myself a Christian.
I write this blog to let y'all know what it is like on a daily basis' through the journey of Alzheimer's and/or Dementia. What it is like for my mother and what it is like for myself as a caregiver and advocate for her.
How our lives are effected each and everyday. What my mom goes through each and everyday. What I feel about this and what is going on with mom. How she is treated. What I need to do for her. The calls I need to make for her.
What I need to do in my life, to try to keep myself healthy. The stress that I face dealing with the PGT and the home that mom resides in.
How I am constantly being threatened with not being able to see mom,. And the PGT, now, trying to get me kicked off of Welfare, the dole etc....
What goes on in my mind and how I try to do all I can for my mother. As I don't have anyone to speak with about what is happening in my life. How this all makes me feel.
I have been a caregiver for my grandfather then my father and now my mother. For over 10 years now. And in that time what has happened to my mother and myself.
Not good at all. 6 months ago I had my mother walking, and she used the washroom. Now she doesn't walk and this place tells me she is not weight bearing. Which is complete nonsense. They did not even check her out, I am sure of it. As with everything else.
I still need a $100. to cover the rent.
And I don't know what to do about my friend in Russia. And her and her family loosing everything in a fire.
I have to go.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland.
