Hello again
Excuse me for my insolence, I am just really pissed off now. It is official. I am screwed.
The ministry said they would help me out with the cost of moving, then today, I call to find out what's up. And was told that I don't have enough things to warrant them paying for the cost of moving. So the answer is they are not going to cover this cost.
Now I have a few dozen boxes of personal items, no furniture. And it is not enough to pay for my move. They also told me that they would help me with a kitchen starter kit. Well not anymore. So I say, how do I cook, or eat, without anything.
I have lost over 80 lbs from not eating much. But at least I had something to cook on. But not now, so even if I have groceries. Not able to cook anything.
This is what pisses me off the most. The PGT is not keeping their promises and do what they said they would do. And now I am completely screwed.
The ministry made promisses to me and now they say no. Contact community resources. I say, this is all I have been doing for the last two weeks. And now you say you won't even cover the cost of the moving or even the kitchen starter kit I was promised.
So this is where I am. Now I am stuck in Coquitlam without a way of getting moved and nothing to cook on.
So tonight I used the lift to put mom into her bed. She was happy about this. It seems like a hammock and seems very relaxing to mom. As if she could fall asleep in it.
She is not very hungry today, But I got her to eat a bit. And then have some cherries. But that was it. She did drink quite a bit though. Which is a good thing. She seems very thirsty most of the time. They only give them beverages at certain times. So if mom is dying of thirst, to bad for her. Which is not a good thing.
Now mom was very happy tonight, seeing me and I her. I did a great job of singing our good night song this evening. Nice and loud.
Now I am just running off and not making any sense. I am really stressed out and worried. I need to move to White Rock and have a place for mom to come over too.
Now the social worker is already saying that I can't transfer mom to a chair. Even the lifting recliners. I am not even their yet and I am already being told what I can and can not do.
So I need to go to bed. Have to get up early and do something towards getting something.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
