Hello again
So what is up. I have a place it is empty and I don't have anything to put into it. I believe in GOD and HE tells me that all things are possible for those who believes. And have faith.
Well I believe and have faith. Doubting lately.
It is almost the end of the month and no way of moving my belongings. What little I have. Which is a few dozen boxes.
The PGT have made numerous promisses to me. And have not fulfilled the one's that count the most. The ministry tells me they are going to pay for my moving expenses and a Kitchen starter kit. Yea right. Not happening.
I have paid for rent and the damage deposit for the month of June and still am in Coquitlam.
I am freaking out now. I took today off from calling around to see if I can get anything going.
I serve my mother. And this is what I am suppose to do. I do this without reservations and I love doing it. I would not have it any other way.
People ask me if I like money all the time. And I say, the love of money or the love of family. Which is more important in life.
Is my mother going to be around forever. I think not. But money and currency, will be around, for as long as I live, anyways.
Does GOD lie, I think not.
I have issues with people, but I hate no one. I may dislike my sister's for what they are not doing and what they have done to my parents, in the past. I still do not hate them. And the plan is to have them over while mom is over for a visit.
I was late getting to White Rock today. And one of the daughters of a tenant, says to me, your mom knows exactly when you are expected to be their. And she told my mother I would be along shortly.
Which I was. And mentioned to the lady that mom knows when I am coming and when I am not their and she will give me heck, when I am late. Which she did when I saw her.
Again, mom relies on me being their for her. She doesn't talk to many people during the day. Or I may say, they don't listen to mom during the day. I do and I understand mom. We have conversations all the time. I just know what she is saying.
I have gifts that I was given at birth and am and have developed them.
But tonight mom was, a little hungry. But only ate the Turkey and the Papaya. Not even any of her lindt chocolate, she loves.
She told me that her tooth is bothering her. So I asked the staff to give her something, besides tylenol, which does nothing for pain. The staff asked me how I know it is bothering her. I keep explaining to them, that I understand mom. I wanted to say, if you listen and pay attention, you to would understand her. But I didn't do this. As it would of been rude of me to do this.
So the spa treatment and than sang to her. And said good night, with song.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
