Hello again
I am extremely stressed out now, Monday Tuesday is the day and I have noting still. No bed, lamp. yes lamp. The room does not even have a ceiling light. Need a lamp. So I sleep on the floor, eat on the floor.
I can't even bring my mother over for a visit, nothing for her to sit on. Hence the lifting chair I wanted to get her.
Nothing to even give her a drink in. I don't even have a cheap TV, nor a stereo.
Tonight mom hardly ate anything again. I am starting to get extremely worried about her. She is not doing well. She just wants to go to bed, when I get their.
Mom is extremely uncomfortable in her chair and all she wants to do is get out of it. It is not comfortable at all. I mentioned this already.
I will be, once I get their, get her out of her chair and feed her dinner in her bed. This way she is a little bit more comfortable.
I just got her to eat as much as I could. I tried fruit, she only ate a bit of that. Well I don't have anything she really likes. I don't have anything, or any funds to buy things for her.
I took the nail polish off her tonight, and cleaned her ears. Did the spa treatment. She loves this.
But she always holds my hand while I am their. I love this and have learned to do things with one hand.
I have been trying to get help and nothing so far. Well I don't think I will, either. Since I have been calling all over the place and nothing.
I have written the PGT and they are not living up to their promises. It is ridiculous. Mom needs a lifting recliner to sit on.
I think I have been repeating myself over and over again
I am moving and have told mom that I am moving and and this way she can come over. I am just banging my head against the wall.
I am freaking out. I want to get mom out of that place as much as possible and being close like I will be, is ideal. But again without anything, I mean nothing, how can I.
Mom will get extremely upset. She knows that I don't have clothing, she points this out to me all the time. She will know that I live close by and get pissed off at me for not bringing her over.
I ask you all, any ideas!
I have none. I don't know where I am going to get furniture. A bed, lamps ect..........
I need to go now, I am so tired and stressed out and have to finish packing. OK there is nothing really to pack. Just books and a little bit of clothing. And allot of papers.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland.
