Hello again Finally
So for the last few days I have had to do my laundry by hand and in the sink. Not fun and the clothing does not get that clean.
And I am feeling very low. I am finding that I am lonely. Love is something that comes around once, and true love will last forever.
Not for me. Don't get me wrong, I love my mother heart and soul. And I would be doing this than anything else. Mom needs me and I need my mother. Yes I am a mommy's boy. Always have been. Mom did everything for me, I mean, she took me to my swim meets, baseball. etc...........
I have two homes now. One with furniture, a bed, and the other absolutely nothing. I don't have much left to pack and I really don't have anything. Except what I have mentioned in the previous posts.
Mom, again tonight was very tired and not very hungry. I mad her something and she barley ate any of it. But she did eat a papaya. She just wanted to go to bed, again.
Mom is becoming very tired of being in her wheel chair. I took her to her bed and put her in their and fed her dinner. She was extremely comfortable. I need to get her one of those chairs that tilt up so I can just stand her up and let her sit in a recliner. Which is what they are. Lifting chairs, or something like that.
Depressed is not the word. I need to do more for mom, as in having her over for visits and in a place that is comfortable for her, and has the things necessary to make her lunch or dinner, snacks and drinks etc.........
After I fed her dinner, it was time for the spa treatment and this is where mom gets so relaxed, she doesn't even get upset at the staff, for disturbing her relaxation. I really do feel very bad for mom. I keep checking the book that you sign to take mom out and I never, ever see any of my families signatures.
I do as I can and when I move their, I will do this more often. And I need to furnish my place to have mom over.
I can't even write anything today. It was an uneventful day, and very depressing, for both mom and I.
I need to keep up my faith and for all to pray that I get the funds to get the things I need. Furniture, kitchen ware and bed room things. Lamps, dishes etc..............
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
