Hello again
Well I would like to start by saying I am a nice and decent person. I have always been. I have manners, I am open to talk to anyone. People tell me all their problems. I enjoy it.
I am honest, loyal. I will do anything and everything for my mother. You see, my mother was always their for me when I was young. My father worked hard and mom looked after the family. She took me to swim practice at 5AM.
People tell me I am blessed, and will be blessed. Well let's see now. I have no money and haven't had any at all in a very long time. I am literally starving. My stomach is ruined. I have lost over 50lbs in the last 7 months. And this is not from dieting and exercising. It is from going days and weeks at a time without eating.
It is freezing out side, and on top of that I am starving. I don't have enough clothing to keep warm. So I freeze.
I ask and ask the PGT to live up to their word. But guess what, absolutely nothing. I even phoned the Director today and nothing.
They are doing this to screw me, but little do they even realize. Oh wait, they know they are abuses mom. It is her money and they don't give a dam whether mom has her snacks and drinks and favorite things. Or even me cooking dinners for her, or picking up something to eat for her. Instead of eating the bland hospital. Mom does not eat or like what is being served. This is why I bring mom things.
Mom likes a good dessert. And by the PGT trying to screw with me and punish me. They are punishing mom, even more than me. This is not meant to be proud off, but I have gone many times without eating.
They are rude, and why do I say this. They don't even return my emails. This is what I mean by it is hard not to write negative things about them.
If nothing is wrong or bad, I guess I wouldn't have anything to write about. Then I guess I would write all positive things about the PGT and the case managers I deal with. I would write glowing comments about them.
And, you know what, I do. When they do good things for mom, I write about it and thank them in this blog. I write about making an apology to them if I need to. I have no problem admitting when I am wrong. I have no problem, telling the world about the good things the PGT and the hospital does.
If only they would do more good things. Then I would write about it. I am not a rude person at all. I dislike rudeness. I walk away, when I am speaking with someone and they answer their cell phone.
I open doors for people, I give up my seat to people. Even though I am disabled. I was brought up with respect for my elders and women. Give up your seat for a senior citizen or a lady.
This is the way I was raised. Manner,chivalry, respect for all.
And I have to starve and deal with the rudeness of the PGT everyday and have done for over 7 years now.
You really want to know what they are wanting from me. Is to bend over, do everything they say. Not to argue with them. Be completely submissive to their demands.
They make promises and do not come through. They tell me what mom needs and wants. They have never met mom or interacting with her.
You know, I really do want to write only positive things about the PGT and make them look as good as they think they are. OOPS there I go again. I is too easy.
I would spend my time with this blog writing only good things about everything. But come on now. This is not going to happen. I have spent 7 long and arduous years dealing with this.
I wish it would stop. I wish I could just write good things about each of the places I write about. The PGT and the hospital.
I am freezing cold all day and night. I have to stand for 20 minutes in White Rock waiting for the bus at night. And then 30 minutes in downtown Vancouver. While it is -15 degree's out. And it was -20 degree's when I got home. With the wind chill This is think, in it's self is abuse.
I cannot go on like this.But I will, even if it means freezing my ass off, or loosing my fingers to frost bite.
I have to go, I am starving and no food in my fridge, So off to bed I go
GOD Bless and good night
Kris
