Hello again
You know it is hard not to write negative things about the PGT when they are refusing help, to try to screw me. Because I called them Assholes. Well their was the F before. And this is how they are screwing me, by not helping and refusing mom everything. All her products and snacks and drinks and desserts etc... And everything else I bring her.
This is what they are doing to get back at me. No matter how many times I fall and can't get up. Without a phone I don't know what I would do. I wear the same clothes every single day of the week and only wash them once a week. And yes I wear everything I own at once these days. It is cold and snowing with lots of ice.
The bags I have are tearing apart. I need new bags. a phone. And clothing.I need to move to White Rock.
Tonight was an extremely emotional night for me. Mom is OK, but I could not stop crying/.I cried while feeding her. I cried while giving mom her spa treatment. I cried while hugging and kissing her. I cried while just holding her hand and singing to her.
Yes I hold her hand and sing to her. All the time. It is hard to be so far away from mom. If anything were to happen and I can't get their, I will freak out and well, I can't tell you what I will do. I first of all will be blaming the PGT, because everything thus far, that has gone wrong, is the result of the PGT not listening to mom's advocate. ME. And understanding mom is use to a certain routine with me and expects this every night.
Well my rant for the night.
I dislike people because of the lack of compassion that y'all have shown me and my mother for the last, many month''s and especially over Christmas where we had nothing. A crappy Christmas/
You know one day, one of your parents will have this disease and you are going to be screaming for help. And like myself, I hope you do get help. Unlike me who begged for help over and over again. And nothing.
This is why I dislike people. The lack of giving a dam. Y'all say you don't have time. You do.
I have food poising and I am starving. I am at day 9 of not eating this time. I might of just screwed my stomach. As it hurts like crazy.
I am always asking for this miracle to happen, but nothing. I have no tea left, either. The thing I live on.
Well I have to go
GOD bless and good night.
Kris
