Hello Again
I want to start by saying that this blog is a story of everything that happens in my mother's and my journey through Dementia and Alzheimer's. The pain,the thoughts, the feelings and the emotions of my mother and myself. I will not lie and will not censored for anyone. This is the truth and nothing about the truth is every gentle. Sometimes it can be very painful. To watch your only family member go through this.
All I want to do is move to White Rock and be able to be at the hospital in a moments notice. And about Zulfiya. I don't want her to come over here. I have to find a place, get the funds, and move. Then get everything for the place and start to concentrate on adsaac. Spend time developing my website.
Mom tonight was in a good mood. She ate a bunch of fruit and the rest of the yogurt. And right away after dinner, she need the washroom and then wanted her nightly beauty treatment. While listening to the music. And as usual, a few of the other residents came up around her room and just sat their and listened to the music and relaxed. Music therapy is what I am about. This is why mom is doing so well. Being mellow.
I am about treatment, not control. As psychiatrists are. Making my mother well, not keeping her down.Getting her walking and talking. I am not Ok and it is a very stressful time right now for me. I got soaking wet today and my shoes have holes in them. Garbage shoes to begin with. Only had them since April. My windbreaker does not keep the rain out.
As I said I do not hold back. I say everything I am thinking and feeling at the time I am writing this. The PGT makes promises and then changes their mind. This is something I have had to deal with for the entire time Mom and dad have been forced to have their finances looked after. This is due to my uncle and then the PGT not telling me that they went to court and took over mom and dads money. And then the PGT have taken thousands and thousands of dollars from their, now moms account and will not account for it. They will not even give access to the books to me, to see where they have spend the money. I do know how they charge for their services. And Stephen Flynn has told me about the waste of money on a companion service.
Now I will have to go. Tonight I am extremely tired.
GOD Bless and good night.
Kris.
