Hello again My number is 604.552.0557
First I would like to state the order of finances in our life. There is the poor. I fall way below that line.
Now, I want to move to White Rock and have my friend come over to visit. I have never made a decision like this before. It feels good but I just don't know how it will happen. I am praying that I receive an answer soon, As I need go get furniture and everything. And I also have to write Zulfiya. I don't want to write her and tell her not to come. She is so looking forward to this. I am as well. She is doing everything she can to be able to come here. I can't write her and tell her no. You can't come.
I know I will be devastated, and she will be in a worse case as she is getting things in order to get a visa. And this is a difficult thing for her to do in her country.
I am extremely pissed off at the PGT for telling me they will help with things and then turn around and say no. They are one of the cities biggest abusers of clients and the family members who are trying to help their again parent.
The Province just wrote a 4 or 5 page spread on Seniors abuse. Well I am going to calling the Province tomorrow and telling them my story, I have years of dirt on the PGT and River View hospital. And I am going to tell it come hell or high water.
Stephen Flynn is turning out to be a huge, well I am to polite to say what I want to say about him. He is just putting me off day after day. And giving a bunch of garbage answers. Repeating his self on conversations which we already had. This is to stall me even more. I have no rain jacket or any jacket to keep me warm and this *^%)( has no compassion or understanding that I am the one who travels to White Rock and back daily. No one else. does this for their parents and I get shit for doing this. I lost friends because of doing this. Every one praises me for doing this, but nobody helps.
Well PGT get ready for a fight like you have never seen before. I want to move to White Rock to be close to mom so I can deal with the doctors and get mom on a proper treatment plan. No to be drugged out as Riverview did. To get her walking again. To get her dental work done.
But no. You want to play games with me, screw you. I am done playing with you, You steal from your clients. I am going to let the world know this. What ever it takes. And first I will phone the Province paper. Then every newspaper and TV studio in Vancouver. I am reporting them to the citizens commission of human rights. I will tell everyone. I have picket sign's made and flyer's as well.
They are either going to pay me or pay with negative publicity from the media.
My mother is of course always glad to see me. I am running out of everything again. And I am broke and trying to get things done. Mom wants to walk, but of course I am banned from doing this. But the hospital is not doing it either. Whats new. It is exactly as I said they would do. They don't mom to walk. This means more trouble for them. And the occupational therapist was to get back to me this week, but do you think this has happened. Not a chance. Of course, this is the way it happens
You have to understand I will not stop writing, as it is the truth and I will not be stopped for anything. And if they want to try to sue me, be my guest. It is not like anyone has not tried to do this already. With no luck, thus far. I love my mother and I am going to do everything I can do to make things right for her. If everyone grows to hate me, oh well, it is not like people don't already dislike me. Why do you think I don't have friends. I can tell a lie a mile away and people don't like to know that you know the truth. It is a gift, but a lonely gift. This I have grown to accept over the years. Right from a child I have had this gift.
I am so, so , so stressed and I don't want to feel like this anymore. Everything is out of control and my control. Which the latter of the two is a good. I am loosing it, physically, mentally and spiritually. I feel very weak and lately there is no sleep for me. But I can not stop, no matter what happens I have to continue.
I just wish I got the miracle I have asked for. I just want to move to White Rock and have my friend come over. And to furnish my place. I don't need a 2000 couch. Just something new. New furniture. GOD forbid I would like this. Since in the last several years I have had it all stolen, wrecked by water or fire. And none of it was my fault.
I just finished my education and I should be happy, It has not even sunk in yet that I am a professional and am equal to these doctors. This education alone was a long and winding road. I have gone through the worst part of my life I think. And things can get worse, but who cares. I don't. I am only interested in my mother's health and happiness. And yes I am in pain everyday and it is getting worse, because of the long bus trip. Yet I will not show this to anyone. Especially my mother. I will and do always have a smile on my face when I see her. And that is because I love my mother and she is happy to see me.
Again I could go on and on. I think I could write 10,000.00 words and more. But I do have to say good night. I have to make an early call to the Province news paper tomorrow, and depending on the outcome of that conversation. Phone the PGT and speak with the manager, and let her know what is going to happen.
So GOD Bless and good night
Kris
