Hello again
Well this morning off I went to the doctor. He gave me a prescription for a cervical collar. Telling me not to drive or work. You don't want to hurt your neck anymore than it is now. We have to work on getting it better and wait for the x rays. And another prescription for some medication, that by the way is not covered by my plan. $93. 36 I don't have this kind of or any kind of money.
I spoke with the insurance company and they tell me to pay for it and send in the receipt, they will pay me back. Not going to happen. Sorry it can't happen. No funds.
Now that I am injured, the interviews are starting to roll in. I have three booked this week. Knowing I am not going to be able to do any of them And one already wants me to start. That one is a distance away and not very accessible by transit.I will go to the interviews.
I am seeing a lawyer tomorrow as well. We all know I need an income. And if I can't do any of these jobs. I have to be compensated for the loss of wages. I will have my cervical collar within a day or two and no one will hire someone with serious neck problems.
The reality is the only real comfortable Position for me is lying down. Supporting my neck. Other than that my neck just hurts.
Well the other news is I don't have cancer, just a bleeding ulcer. Thats all.
I am tired of being alone.I can't take it anymore. I don't want to be alone this Christmas. It is to hard for me to take. Even going to these different churches is not finding me any solace. I am just getting more depressed. To see all the families, couples etc.... I am alone and don't want to be. Again, especially this Christmas.
I am not that strong to deal with it. I haven't been alone for Christmas.
This is difficult to deal with. The accident, the loneliness, the nothing.
I can't type anymore I am in to much pain. I needed to be out seeing the doctor and other things. But with the ice it was more than difficult to walk today. I needed to be looking downwards at all times. Thus creating the pain I feel today.
Sorry I am ending this now.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
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Please pray or send help.
