Hello again
Well snowing in the Lower Mainland. 10 cm. It is OK. Everyone around me is saying, It is beginning to look allot like Christmas. Again I am saying I HATE CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I See no change coming anytime soon. WHY, Someone please tell me WHY I should care about Christmas. I am going to church. But that has nothing to do with Christmas or even getting to know other Christians. Yes they are speaking on ADVENT. Oh well. I am listening. I am going to church because I am a Christian and I believe I should be going back to church again. Nothing more Nothing less. Not as the pastor tells me. Meet me at the church and I will introduce you to others. Then not being able to be found. Not going to church for that.
OK this last church was nice. Better than the first one I went too. But I am not sure. It doesn't really strike my soul deeply. This is what I think it should do. To let me know that this is the church for me. Or maybe I should just go to this church for a little bit and see what happens or how I feel is the right response.
Now I went to the doctors this morning. To complain about the neck pain I am feeling. Just as I am feeling it now. I didn't even want to write tonight, as I am in serious pain and can barely hold my head up. I just want to lay down.
I went and there was not that much of a wait. I got into the doctors room, then the doctor came by the room and said He can wait. And then repeated it. I heard this and said Excuse me He can wait. So the doctor came in and immediately stated to me that I should be seeing my own doctor. That ICBC wants you to only see one doctor. For continuity purposes. I quickly explained to the doctor I am here because I cannot get into see my own doctor. I am here because I am freaked out about my neck. I am worried and afraid that something serious could be wrong with me. So he asked me if I was on any pain killers. NO I stated. I am not here for pain killers. I am worried about my neck. Did you get x rays. NO. OK I can get you into have x rays done. He writes out the form, gives it to me, telling me he put my doctors name on it, tells me to go to the hospital for the x rays I go and wait. Then I am called up.I give my information and the nurse tells me that the form is not filled out properly and she will fax it off to have it filled out completely. It didn't even have what the x ray was for, written on it. The nurse tells me to have a seat and it shouldn't take long. 1 hours later she comes back and tells me that they haven't faxed the information back. That they are now on lunch and would not be back until 1 pm. It is a little after noon at this point.
I say that it might be better if I walked back up and get them to fill it out properly right away. Off I went. I arrived at the walk in clinic and the nurse tells me that the doctor is on lunch and can't find him. I say couldn't you just fill it out. It just so happened that another doctor was there and filled it out for me. Then back to the hospital. In the the x ray waiting area. Finally I had the x rays done. Now to wait. It is OK, I see my own doctor tomorrow morning.
I need something to support my neck. It is really bothering me now. I have been up since 7 this morning and nothing has been supporting my neck. I get ill just having my neck in pain like this. It is very difficult to keep my neck upright. To hard to keep my arms up to read my phone or a book. I am trying I do like to read.Can't hold my arms up to read or hold my phone for any length of time. I just need to lay down. I think I need a cervical collar. Just to keep my head up and relieve the pressure on my neck...
So I will finish now. I have some other news, but it will have to wait until tomorrow.
Please help out. For my mother and for the fix of my teeth. It also hurts to eat. I have not eaten properly in almost a month now. Just to painful.
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GOD bless you and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
