Monday, December 26, 2016

A pathetic attempt

Hello again

So that is right, Christmas day was an absolute pathetic attempt at a holiday. I invited 4 people and no one showed up. 2 people didn't even call to give me an excuse. One was taking a nap, the other just didn't have an excuse.

I feel like the king in the bible who invited all of these people to dinner and all who were invited decided not to come. Lame excuses were given. So off he sent his servants to gather up all the towns folks to fill the castle...

I don't have a castle, and I don't know anyone.

Now, I had a turkey that was thawed out so it needed to be cooked. This I did.  As I did mention, I  made everything needed for a Christmas dinner, put it all on the table, filled my plate and sat down in front of a TV and watched two movies...  I had two slices of the turkey breast and a leg. Plus something of everything else I cooked. Which was everything needed for a Christmas dinner. On top of this I made my home made cranberry sauce. Wow it was good. I can't stop  eating this. On toast this morning.

Now tonight I will have another turkey dinner and tomorrow I will take everything off the bird and freeze it. To add to the other turkey in my freezer.

I set up my small tree, the one I used at my place in Coquitlam, the large tree I set up in mom's room, I decorated it and there it sat. Empty before Christmas and on Christmas day. Not a single gift under my tree. Nothing. This really made me feel good and wanted!!!!!!!!!!

Now let me sum this up... No one came for Christmas dinner, and under my tree was empty. I didn't even receive a call, text message or an email from anyone. Then again I don't know anyone...

OK on top of this all the work, making dinner, caused allot of pain. It was just to much for me to deal with. I am in so much pain today, my back. And I can barely move my neck. I have tingling in my arms and back. Sharp pain through my neck. I can't even raise my neck without it falling to the side.  Typing is very difficult tonight.

It also looks like I need to find a new place to live. I am behind in my rent, bills etc... I really like this place.

Writing this blog is something I look forward to.

So I am out.

GOD bless and good  night

Kristopher Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC
Canada
V3B0A7

Until January 13, 2017

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