Hello again
Maybe I am beyond the depressed stage, but I do know one thing I am just pissed off now. I am doing what I should be doing. Applying for jobs, being hurt and it is worse than I thought, Giving everything I can to the landlord, selling what I can sell . And what, nothing. I am behind in rent, bills, no bus fare, no nothing. A crappy, lonely Christmas. I can't type for any length of time without it hurting me greatly. And this is one thing I like to do. So now this accident is taking this to away from me. I will continue, no matter how much it hurt, to write this blog. Even if it takes hours to write this. Taking breaks.
I have no answer to any of this. Even Christmas day, after watching the movies, I applied for a few jobs and have been doing this since.
Does anyone have any idea what it feels like to have tingling in your body. Pain all the time. OK I can't lift shit. But I should be able to do something.
Didn't make it to the hospital today. I will try again tomorrow. Just way to busy for me to wait. Just to much pain for me to sit there and wait.
I can't keep this up for much longer. I am desperate. But the truth is no one gives a crap. This is obvious.
So I am out for tonight.
GOD bless and good night
Kristopher Schmuland
#409-15216 North Bluff Road
White Rock, BC
V4B0A7
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