Hello again
As the title states I am those things, Very tired, hungry and thirsty. OK I can drink room temperature beverages. Not pleasant Can barely eat anything, Crackers and that is difficult. And because of the pain I can't even sleep at night.
So I go on.
I am awaiting a call from this one job, I was to go and give it a try. No call so far. I will call her tomorrow.
I went to see a counselor today. This was not a very good appointment. Not really a counselor. A social worker. We spoke for a hour and didn't discuss much at all. I will see him again, maybe next time it will be better. I hope so...
Now I am just getting more and more depressed as the days count down to December 24, 25. Yes Christmas.
The only time I would celebrate Christmas was with mom. And now,you know. I am watching Christmas movie after Christmas movie and nothing is even coming close to getting me in any kind of Christmas mood. Nothing. I am recording the movies and since I can't sleep I am watching them at night. Even though I am not even with it. Nothing! No spirit at all. Just going through the motion.
I will continue to record and watch the Christmas movies. Maybe, eventually I might get in the mood, the spirit might come upon me.
I went to the doctors as well this afternoon and this was a good appointment. We discussed something to help me with quiting smoking, but we got side tracked and forgot to get prescription for Chantix. I also got a shot for pneumonia. The nurse asked me how old I was and thought I was to young to get this shot, but I explained to her what my conditions were and she went OH.,. The arm hurts from the shot.
Oh well
So I will leave you now.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
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