Hello again
I was telling y'all about a job I was going to this morning. I didn't sleep last night, in anticipation of starting this job. So I get up at 7 and get ready. I put on some good clothing, Tried to eat something ( more on this after) Off I went. I had no idea how long it would take me by bus to get there. So I leave at 8:15 I got to Langley by 9 am. An hour early. So I walk around. They didn't open until 10 am. I get there at 9:45 and wait.
The manager pulls up, gets out of her car and comes right over to me and tells me she is surprised to see me. She tells me that I didn't respond to the email telling me when to come in. That she hired someone else because I didn't respond to her email. She tells me that if I did respond there were things we needed to go over before I started. I pulled out my phone and went to the email mail. Because I did respond with Sounds good. She then proceeded to lecture me on not responding to her email for 5 minutes. Meanwhile I am holding my phone with the email open and my response to her. I didn't even get a chance to show her the email before she tells me that it is a kid she hired, that she needed to hire someone then and there. Again I am holding the phone with the email open. She then told me that I wasn't even dressed right. No cotton pants. Even though they were very nice pants and a nice dress shirt, good shoes. She then tells me she might have something else for me.
Well I don't have the clothing she wants me to wear. No dress pants. OK I have some dress pants, but they are not heamed. I don't have the $50 to even get this done. Remember $1.10 to my name. Another job gone. I didn't even have it before I even arrived.
Now this is just the start of my day. I haven't been able to eat because of the pain from the abscess of my tooth. I can deal with allot of pain, allot! But this is so painful, even when I breathe in cool air it hurts wildly. When I try to chew something it is so very painful. I can't even deal with it. I gave up a doctors appointment today,because I originally thought this job was to start tomorrow, So this morning, while waiting, called the doctors office to cancel the appointment. Right after I left the place I was on the phone seeing if I could get the appointment back, they just gave it away. They could of got me in at 11;30 am but I was in Langley and had to take the bus back to White Rock and wouldn't be able to get there in time. I need some antibiotics to clean this up before I can even see a dentist to remove the rest of the teeth on the bottom of my mouth. The one tooth and the two that are impacted. This is before I can even get dentures for my bottom. Well that can't happen anytime soon, as the dentist is covered, but not the dentures. Hence I have a campaign to raise money for new teeth. Both top and bottom .https://www.gofundme.com/anewmesmile
Now I also have an ear ache. This is a new one for me. Never before. I think it is related to the abscess, same side.
I am so very tired. After I got back to White Rock, I went to the job club and applied for some more jobs.
Look I started this job search months before I new I was moving.Move, need a job. I have applied for over 50 jobs now. And nothing. I am not just sitting around doing nothing. I am applying for more jobs each day. OK I am doing nothing and riding the bus at night, when I just don't want to sit around. I have no cable, just internet. So I can only watch so much on my computer and only write so much,before my arms start hurting Parkinson's and fybromialgia. I can get 15 minutes before I need to stop for awhile.
I need a job now or at the end of the month I will be homeless. I don't have the money to pay the full rent.Only half. But I also need a bus pass as well.
I sit alone, very alone. No one has even called me today. What do I expect, I don't know anyone. So who would call me.
I sit allot. That is why I just get on the bus and go for a ride. This is now becoming depressing unto it's self. Christmas decorations are going up all over the place. I went for a ride this evening and walked through the mall and Christmas music was just blasting.
I have no Christmas or anyone to have Christmas with. Alone and very depressed.
GOD bless and goodnight
Kris Schmuland
https:/www.gofundme.com/krisschmuland
