Hello again
Well I moved this past week and I have not had any Internet for over a week now. It has been difficult .Before I moved I downloaded as much as I could. The new landlord let me move in a week early. Except I could not move all the heavy things until Thursday. Been sleeping at the old place until Thursday. Not good for me. They, the old roommates had not even found a place when I moved out.
I did everything I could for the lady in the wheelchair. Spoke to the social worker, kept trying to get her to do something. Suggested she move into a home. That she just didn't fly.
I am not a happy person.
What my biggest problem is and has been is my negative thoughts. It seems that I don't believe in anything, even when it is happening. I don't know what my trust issues are.
Been speaking with a counselor this past week. It was going well until he brought up one thing. And things took a turn for they worse. Again. As it seem my life goes.
I am just trying to move on and get things together.
That is it.
I AM JUST TRYING TO GET BY
I really do need help
I pray for assistance. Not giving mom a service, yet, is really taking it's toll on me. I just can't believe that nothing and/or nobody is willing to step up and be a human being.
After all I am a good person. Yes I have my problems. But who doesn't
GOD bless and good night.
I will be back soon. Not sure what is going to happen in the next few days. It seems, again, things are not going well.
So not sure when and/or if I will return to write.
May the grace of GOD be a blessing to you.
Kris Schmuland
My place is a mess, it is overwhelming. Just a mess.
