Hello again
My day so far is good. Feeling a little better. No brain fog so far today. A good thing. Just coming back from Vancouver. Now back to White Rock and see if I can get the doctor to change the prescription to one that is covered.
I will do what I can.
Meeting up with this couple I sort of know. A women whom I would speak with on the bus going to and coming back from White Rock. While I was taking care of mom. I would see her around a shopping center and we would speak. Then I met her husband. A very nice man. We've chatted. Today will be the first time we are meeting up and have some coffee. OK tea for me. I believe we can become friends. I will have to be on my best behavior and do my best to ads some more friends. I am good at meeting people, just not good at keeping friends.
It is Thanksgiving this weekend here in Canada. No big deal for me. Haven't had a Thanksgiving in a very, very long time. I just made sure mom had her Thanksgiving dinner with all the fixings. That pleased me greatly to see mom enjoy her dinner.
Here is the but. It is my mother's Birthday as well. October 12,1928. It is now hitting me hard, just thinking about it. What to do! Know I will get mom a card. You say she has passed away January 31,2016 So why are you getting uou mother a Birthday card. Because I need to. I will never stop celebrating her Birthday.
It is bad enough that I am no longer taking care of her, and she has passed away. By the way, it took me months to just accept the fact she is gone, yet I still struggle to believe mom has passed away. To continue after my rant. Her Birthday is upon me now. I still have not given mom a memorial service. To give my mother's spirit closure. This is a tremendous stress on me. I don't think I can rest until this is done.
I don't sleep. I barely eat. I forget to eat is my excuse. Jus don't want to eat. I do, however, want to sleep. I am afraid if I do sleep, I won't wake up for days.
I write this on the bus and let us see if it will be published or not. I had the app before and just downloaded it again
Time to say good day to y'all and I will write latter.
GOD bless and good day to you all.
Kristopher Schmuland
