I was at the Rheumatology specialist on Monday morning. My original appointment was for December, but I put myself on the cancellation list.
We had a good appointment. Except for the fact that he tells me I have fibromyalgia. As I hurt all over all the time. Now I know. I was getting tired of going to the doctor and telling him I hurt, getting ex rays and then the doctor telling me there is nothing wrong. Thank GOD for this new doctor.
The only problem is, this is just another thing to add to the list of things wrong with me. Three new things just in the last 6 months. Great I say. NOT!
Well I am trying to get as much small things moved as I can. My friend is letting me use his SUV and I do appreciate this very much. I am making sure I clean and clean the SUV each and every time I return it to him..
I have one storage locker moved, now I need a truck to move the heavy things. I don't have the funds to even rent a U-Haul. Go figure. Even if I did have the money, My three friends are not strong enough to move my heavy things. As well as moving the other storage locker.
OK, I have been thinking about mom allot lately. I really do miss her, I wish I could give mom the service she deserves. I really do. Even my counselors think it would be a good idea to do this for my mother, as well as for myself. She tells me. So I can move on in my grieving process. She tells me I won't move on until this is done. A proper goodbye for my beautiful mother. She wants me to record it, so I have that memory of everyone speaking about her. She tells me that this is important to me and I won't move on until it is done. I seem to be stuck in the moment of her passing.
Please I ask for your help to give mom a service. https://www.gofundme.com/ka556fdk.
Well still moving items. By myself. I don't have help. I won't have help moving. I was able to get help to get a U-haul. But I need help to move the heavy items.. None so far. I guess I will do it myself. OK I am not going to be lift everything up and put it in the truck. I will try though.
I started writing this blog two days ago. Except last night I was so exhausted from moving three loads by myself. Tonight almost the same thing. Two loads.
So I will say good night
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
Please I ask for your help to give mom a service. https://www.gofundme.com/ka556fdk.
Well still moving items. By myself. I don't have help. I won't have help moving. I was able to get help to get a U-haul. But I need help to move the heavy items.. None so far. I guess I will do it myself. OK I am not going to be lift everything up and put it in the truck. I will try though.
I started writing this blog two days ago. Except last night I was so exhausted from moving three loads by myself. Tonight almost the same thing. Two loads.
So I will say good night
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
