Hello again
So now two people have moved out and the only one who is left is the women in the wheelchair. I know she will be expecting me to do everything for her.
I have to look after myself, I am not well. My blood sugar was 15, well above the 3-9 that it should be. I was given another medication to take and the one I have has been up to three times a day. I have the cancer scare going on. And I have to go to a Rheumatologist very soon. Plus everything else
I need a place to live, I am not dealing with my own stuff, let alone, her wanting me to deal with her stuff. Not going to happen. She has to have someone come in and help her with everything.
I am so sad lately, I am not coping well with anything. I am tearing up quickly and it is anywhere that this happens. I was with a friend and I needed to cut the visit short. I just didn't want to be around anyone.
I am trying to make my dinner, I need to take my medication. It is not stopping.
Nothing is right. I keep phoning for places and it is sorry but it is taken. Each day this is happening.
I am running on empty now.
Nothing left
But good bye.
Kris Schmuland
