Hello again
Here I am sitting on White Rock waiting for a miracle to happen. Not bloody likely. Today is the first time I do not have papaya for mom. Nor a dinner. I sit feeling guilty that I don't have these things for mom. I just feel like crying my eyes out.
I know mom will be expecting something nice for dinner.
I am a Christian and am told to wait upon the Lord and he will supply all your needs. Well it is still hot here in the Lowermainland and on top of everything my fan stops working this morning. My little space will be very hot this evening when I get home. That fan is the only thing that helps me sleep at night. Not for the cool air, but for the noise
I am waiting and have been waiting and waiting for a very long time. Nothing I do everything I can. Take one step and GOD will take the next few. This is what I am told. In his word and by others.
I just want to take care of mom. I need to be closer to her and I need hearing aids
I know mom will be very thirsty when I arrive. We are running out of drinks as well. Her different varieties. Needed to throw a couple out last night. To old.
So we wait. Not good for mom
Not a good day for the pain I am in. Or for my hearing.
Not sure yet what mom's day is like, not there yet. I do hope it is going allot better than mine. At least she will have the served dinner.
I will try to find some dessert for her
I really am not feeling any love. It is a very lonely existence some times
Until latter
Kris
