Hello again
Well another hot one today. As soon as I arrived at mom's and got her down to her room. I needed to turn the fan on. And give mom something to drink.
I didn't have much to bring her today. I just could afford a scotch pie. Which she didn't like. So mom ate the served dinner. And that is what it will be for the next few days. Not even papaya for her. I have never missed a day of giving my papaya, yet. In the 4 years she has been there. I am very upset about this. I have trusted GOD to meet all of my needs. And I don't care if I eat. As long as mom has her fruit I am good with that. But no. Not going to happen as far as I can see. I guess I will have to wait and see.
As soon as mom saw me, the warmth of her smile, brought me to tears today. And I couldn't stop telling her I loved her and couldn't stop hugging her. I needed to tell her there is nothing wrong with her. I just needed to tell her how much I love her and give her big hugs. I needed it. Mom was OK with this.
Well after dinner mom became very tired. The music went on. She held my hand, tightly, while we waited for the staff to come. She just kept looking at me today and smiling. I loved this.
This is a very hard disease to deal with. Not just for mom. For all who have loved one's with Alzheimer's
I am stopping this for tonight. I am going to bed, since my fridge is empty. I am just going to bed and forget about this day. Except for my mother's love.
GOD bless and good night
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Kris
