Hello again
So it seems that it is the end of this week. Thank GOD. For me only! Didn't like it, very stressful for me. Still in denial.
Now mom was tired again. The roommate's TV is in the wrong spot and it is mom's cable that it is hooked up to. Flat screen TV's. The speakers are in the back and where it is located, it blasts right at mom. I have complained over and over again. Nothing has been done.
So mom is tried. This women, nice enough, has the TV on late at night and mom can't sleep. They don't take the remote away from her, so when she wakes up in the middle of the night, she doesn't turn the TV on.
Mom is tired and is getting run down. She has been tired ever since this women moved into the room and her TV was hooked up. I will not allow mom to get run down any further because of someone's TV habits. Will be speaking with the manager tomorrow and if something is not done immediately I will do something about it.
This nonsense could kill her. It effects her eating. When mom is tired, she will chew and chew her food. She will chew a mouthful for 5 or more minutes. Not good.
Anyways, mom's diaper was full when I arrived. Who knows how long mom had to sit in her own excrements. I know it was at least 2 hours. This is why she was leaning today. If she sat straight up, she would be sitting completely in her mess. This way, if she is leaning to one side, It is not so bad.
WHAT I SAY IS THIS. WOULD YOU LET A BABY SIT IN IT'S OWN FILTH FOR HOURS.. I THINK NOT. SO WHY WOULD YOU LET AN ADULT SIT IN THEIRS.
Well at least the girl came early, and mom was changed. It is the day staff who left mom like this. This was a good thing. It mean't I got to finish the spa treatment early and I got to just stand and hold mom's hand for a longer period of time. This I enjoy doing and want to do more of.
Since I can't find a place to move into I need to spend more time with mom. Even if that means I get home even latter.
THIS IS WHAT I AM CALLED TO DO. TAKE CARE OF MY MOTHER.
Everything else can wait. It is mom and only mom. She needs someone. I am use to being alone, mom isn't. When I am there, it is her time. And only her time. Mom does not like it when I speak with other's or even speak on my phone. It is her precious time. After all it is only 3 or four hours in a day that mom has someone who actually spends time with her and her alone. This she doesn't get during the day. For most of the day, mom is alone.
Enough, GOD I need a place right now, to move into. Mom is suffering, because of my not being able to do more with her during the day.
GOD bless and good night
I really need help. It is hard doing everything alone, by myself. I will continue to do it, but I need help.
Kristopher Schmuland
