Hello again
So it has been a week now. And what has happened is mom has had dental issues. Through this mom has been overly chewing her food, leaving bits of food stuck in her mouth. This is a concern as mom could choke on it.
So they called me and told me that mom is being down graded from whole foods to minced foods. I noticed it and brushed her teeth really well each night.
I was just waiting to see if it was due to the dental issues she is experiencing. I told them that I noticed and was waiting for mom to have her dental issues taken care of and if it continued I was going to bring it up.
Well mom is loosing weight and this is not good. I need to get her to gain a few pounds, at least 5 or 10 pounds. And if mom is not going to eat what they serve, it is up to me to do something about it.
My thought is buy a blender, and Greens plus ( A powder that contains the essential nutrients one would need to sustain themselves) Make her fruit smoothies with the Greens Plus and maybe some vegetables. Using the smoothie to mask the taste of the Greens plus.
Well I wrote the PGT and await the answer from them. .
If this overly chewing and not swallowing properly continues. This simply means that mom is taking the next evolutionary step in her disease of Alzheimer's. Not a good thing. I am reminding her to swallow. In a nice way. She has no problems with her drinks though.
I know that this would be happening as she moves along. And am prepared for it. OK I am not. I know I need to accept this. As this is what happens. I saw this with my Grandfather and my father. But we don't know how long the next step in her disease is going to be. It has been a year since her last step in this disease.
This mom will drink/chew. She is not a fan of boast/ensure. I can barely get her to drink a single bottle of these. So the solution is to make her smoothies and try to get mom to eat as much of her dinner as I can
The problem with this is that, if mom is not wanting to eat it. I am getting slapped and punched. I can deal with it. It is part of her disease. But I still try to get her to eat as much as possible.
I scratch her head when it itches, I feed her, I wash her face every night. I give mom a foot massage nightly to calm her down and to help her get a good night sleep. I brush her teeth. I do all of this with a loving and caring heart.
OK I live on bread and tea most of the time. I really do mean this. Even though I am not to eat bread. This is all I have most of the time. And it is free.
I just realized I cannot even move. I am stuck here in Coquitlam. I have no money to move. Nothing at all. This sucks I have absolutely nothing. OK this computer and a few clothes that fit me. No TV and this sucks. No stereo, even a cheap one. I love music. But loosing my hearing is taking this enjoyment away from me. I have no way to move my belongings. I have all of mom's decorations, this is several boxes.
I have no bed or dressers, a desk or night stands.
I hate even coming back here at night anymore. I just don't want to be here.
I can't make anything out, clearly, after 10 feet. I really noticed this tonight. Could be why I have a headache all the time.
People keep telling me GOD is helping me. I don't think so. I am not believing in it anymore/right now.How can HE be helping me. GOD says, man can not live on bread alone. Well I am.
This has been the worst year of my life. Everything is going wrong and I need so much money. Just to be able to see and hear. $400 for glasses to see distance and $7000.00 for hearing aids. This does not include the money I need to move.
How can I move when I have nothing. To move to a place without anything. I mean not even ketchup. Really, I have no condiments.
OK I am a pathetic individual. I am a looser. But I am a looser who loves his mother and will do everything for her.
I am not going to ask GOD for anything anymore. Well this is because HE does not help me anyways. I am in pain all the time. I can't seem to get on disability, so I can actually live properly.
I am done
Good night to you all
Kris Schmuland
