Hello again
So today the PGT tells me they already supplied me with the funds for the bus pass 1 1/2 weeks ago. You can't even buy the pass at that time. I phoned him and said why was it issued so early and why did you not tell me it was released. I also said to him that it is never released this early. I always pick it up one or two days before the end of the month. So it does not get confused with any other funds, issued for my mother. So when I dropped off some receipts, and the receptionist handed me a cheque. I assumed it was for things for my mother. As I spoke with him, for days before this, and mentioned mom needed things.
So today, well, I know one of the drivers that drives the bus, which will get me to the skytrain. So I can get their at least. But I don't know how I will get home. I have no money to do this. I guess I could try to hitchhike. I don't know the bus drivers out that way well enough.
No matter what I have to get out to White Rock daily. Mom needs me their for her. She counts on me being their for her. She counts on having her daily spa treatment. Never missed a day, since she has been at the Al Hogg pavilion. And when she was at Oceanside, I only missed three days since last September. And I don't plan on missing any.
I don't even buy razor blades for myself. I have used the same one for the last year and a half. Oh yea I get plenty of razor burns from this. I haven't gone to a hair salon in 4 years. I have cut my own hair. And I really would like to go and have a proper hair cut, for a change. I don't eat much at all. I will sacrifice everything for mom. I have holes in my shoes and my back is killing me. My feet are in very bad condition, because of improper shoes. I have been turned down for any kind of grants ( crises grants) for help. I don't qualify for them.
So I walk, hitch hike or have to do whatever is necessary to get myself their.
I have asked for the photo's again. And he finally responded. He tells me that these are things that can cause problems within the family. Everyone of family members want them.
He obviously doesn't read well. I said I want the photo's to restore them, print copies of them, put them on disk and on a digital photo frame. As well as print enough copies for both of my sisters and give them a copy of the disk. This is what I have planed to do with them. But first they need to be restored. Then hung on mom's wall. But I need them to do this. I am not one to be selfish. That is my sister's job. I just want everyone to have copies of them. All of them.
So tonight, I was able to bring mom a pounded pork, Mediterranean style. and some asparagus. I sauteed the asparagus in butter, salt and pepper. Slowly fried the pork. Put cheese on the pork and shredded some cheese and sprinkled it over the asparagus. I made it their, and mom watched me do this. She had some Ensure while it was cooking.
Well mom just loved this, a huge smile on her face, while I was cooking it, and then while she was eating, she closed her eyes' and enjoyed each and every bite. The home served her dinner to her and I asked if she wanted any. The answer was a very big NO. Mom ate and ate. All the asparagus and most of the pork. It was a large piece of pork. So mom ate quite a bit tonight.
Well, at this point, when she was almost finished dinner, she motioned to me that it was time for her spa treatment and she wanted me to pack up. While doing this, mom still wanted more. Even though she was really full. She just didn't want to stop eating. This is very good.
It is, as I expected, mom does not like what is being served to her. It has no taste for her. But I have nothing to serve her tomorrow. I have some fruit, and a few of the drinks she likes. But no groceries to make her a meal.
I told the PGT about her eating situation, and how she is not eating properly. But I guess my mother's life is not important to them. Only her money. This is all they care about. How much they charge her, for what they do for her. In the case of the PGT, they do nothing for her. They don't protect her rights, or dignity. Civil liberates. Nothing. That is not what they are about.
They take and take the money from seniors and those that are vulnerable and do nothing in return. Again I say, that their only concern is what they get from their clients.. Not as they say, they are their to protect the less fortunate and the vulnerable. It is clear that the PGT is not a savior for anyone but themselves.
Mom needs me to be in White Rock and I need to be their as well. I can't do this alone. I need help from anyone and everyone I can get help from. And once again I ask for your help. I will continue to ask.
I received help once. I need to contact those individuals again and thank them once more.
Today I sprayed mom's feet at the end of the spa treatment. After the women changed mom for bed. As I said I will not stop spraying mom's feet, but I will change it up.
Well it is 1:15 am and it is time for bed.
Y'all know how to get in touch with me. Please help. Especially now, that I don't know how I am going to be getting their, to White Rock.
GOD bless and good night.
Kris Schmuland
