Hello again
So tonight when I arrived, mom did not have her glasses on, and was tilted up towards the lights. ABUSE. What aren't they getting. ABUSE, ABUSE Will now file a complaint on Monday.
Mom was not very hungry at all tonight. Could be, because she is sitting tilted up towards the lights and the lights bother her eyes.
I had nothing for her, for dinner. I just had fruit. Which she ate a bit of. She just motioned for me to give her the nightly spa treatment. She continued to let me know that is what she wanted. I tried to get her to eat more. But she only ate a papaya and a kiwi. Very little of her actual dinner. In other words, not much.
So I got out one of the Ensure drinks and she had that. This is not a good thing. Mom tried a bit of the veal cutlet and I could see by the expression on her face, it was a very large no.
So off we went and I gave mom her nightly spa treatment. When finished, we waited for an hour for the staff to come and get mom changed for bed. I just stood their and held her hand. I finished afterwards and headed home.
Now about this. I was able to get their. As I mentioned I knew the driver today, to get me to a Skytrain station. And he gave me a transfer.
Well on the way home this is how it went. I walked out of White Rock and stuck my thumb out. I stood on the side of the road for one and half hours for a ride. This took me to the freeway entrance and I stood their for another hour. After this, I got a ride over the bridge and now, I am 5 klms a way from home. I had to walk. No way I was going to get a ride on a highway. Another hour and a half. I just got home one hour ago. At 12:40 am And now I write this at 1:49 am.
I am in extreme pain and very tired. As well as extremely hungry. No groceries in this house. So I am hungry, in pain, lonely, tired. And, well, not in a very good mood.
This again is the fault of the PGT. OK not all of it. My fault as well, for not getting clarity on what the cheque was for. But I still blame the PGT. What the heck. I am pissed off and I feel like blaming someone. So it is the case manager at the PGT that I blame.
I have to go to bed. I need to be up and get some things done. I have to figure out how I am getting to White Rock tomorrow. As I have no money for the bus. And my driver friend is not working tomorrow. Looks like I walk back to the freeway and stand on the freeway entrance and hitch hike. It is illegal to hitch hike on the freeway.
We will see how long it takes tomorrow. Oh yea I will be bringing back laundry to do. As in the blanket, and towels that I use for the spa treatment. Yikes! I will have to figure something out. I will be taking laundry home no matter what.
I need to go now. I am outside, hungry, in pain, tired and lonely.
GOD bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
