Hello again
So this is why I am in pain. It is due to transit. Let me be delicate here. For the last two weeks I have been forced to get up and stand on the bus. As the drivers are telling me that a stroller is coming on and I have to move
People with disabilities have priority seating. Meaning, I get to sit and stay seated over a individual with a stroller. But it is Surrey and the drivers don't want to cause problems, as they might get attacked. It is
Surrey after all.
But, it is the drivers responsibility to make sure that individuals with disabilities have a seat. It is just not one bus driver. It has been multiple drivers on three different bus's. The 345, 394 and the 321. All have made me get up to make room for a stroller.
I will be seeking legal advice on this. I can't even sit for any length of time, now. And when I do get off the bus, now. I can barely walk.
Now some of the staff have been praising me for the way I take care of my mother.
I say do not praise me. Praise my mother.
Praise my mother for teaching me morals
Praise my mother for teaching me values
Praise my mother for teaching me to help other's
Praise my mother for raising me to give of myself
Praise my mother for showing me that their is more to life than one's self.
Praise my mother for pushing me to get an education.
Praise my mother for raising me to take care of other's.
Praise my mother for teaching me to serve.
So I guess you get the idea
If it were not for my mother I would not be doing what I am doing. I would not have it in me to continuing to be their for her.
As you can see if it were not for my mother's influence I would be nothing. I am nothing without my mother.
So mom is constipated again. And this is due to the nurses giving my mother Tylenol. Which constipates one. And then they give her a laxative/suppository.
Isn't this a little redundant This misuse of Tylenol also causes liver damage. On top of having Dementia and lung cancer. Mom is going to have liver damage.
And this is causing mom not to be able to eat properly. She is constipated and is in pain, so she is not actually very hungry. This is going to be a major problem. And I will be addressing this issue early this week. With a few other unresolved issues.
Mom is very tired of late. As well as very hungry. But being constipated, she is not eating and this is a problem.
Now they are going to start taking mom to the bathroom. And they are going to have to stop lying to me.
One lie, I sent an email to the manager and the first one came back undelivered. Then I sent it through a different email account and it went through. I spoke to the manager and she tells me that she didn't receiver it. But some of the problems I wrote about were resolved. They know I write a blog and will write about everything that happens. And exactly how mom and I feel and think about what is going on.
I know exactly when someone is lying to me.
People are fooling themselves if they think they will get anything over on me. Not going to happen.
I noticed something tonight. That if you leave the fold, the members stop speaking with you. It happened with the church I was attending and with another group I was involved with. As I walked by people I knew in this one group, and they just ignored me. As they never knew me. This is OK. It seems this is the way of the world.
Tonight I have written early, so I can get off my feet and just meditate.
GOD bless and good night.
