Hello
Well I came home tonight to find out my landlord was in my home. Moved things around and unplugged the computer. I was actually running something at that time. I was trying to convert an XML to TEXT document. All my blog postings from wordpress. But it is hard to find a free converter program. Anyways, She is an obsessive compulsive cleaner and wants things her way. But I don't think so. It is against the law for her to come in with out anyone being home. She keeps on threatening us with eviction. Yea it is not going to happen. I will just add her to my list of people I will sue. LOL.
So tonight mom was OK. But still under the influence of the narcotics. Though I keep telling them to stop. It is very discouraging and depressing. But I have to just keep going after the ultimate goal. That is to keep my mother alive. And have her live the rest of her life with respect. And to enjoy it with all that can be done for her.
Mom raised me well. Yea I have had my share of problems and I am very depressed. And I have no friends left. Nobody can understand what I am doing. Yes it is different. It is usually the daughters that take care of their mother. But my sisters don't give a crap and I am the one who does and this is what I want to do. So if people don't understand, to bad.
I am the one who is getting to spend the time with my mother. And to do something that, in the past, was completely foreign to me. Give a damn for someone but myself.
While doing this I have started my business. And this is based on the needs of seniors and the abuse that happens to them on a regular basis.
Now back to the man who embezzled money out of people by telling them he had cancer. Mom has it and is dying from it and is also dying from a very lonely disease. Alzheimer's/ Dementia. I should start a web page to solicit donations so I can get mom into these treatments I want her to have.
Actually, I don't even think she has Alzheimer's and /or Dementia. I want to find out before they kill her with these drugs. This way I can also, maybe push for tests for others to have the same thing. As the doctors just bundle everyone together and say that they all have Alzheimer's or Dementia.
Maybe I might get some help. As tonight, I was able to find a $1.00 so I get to eat tonight I bought a loaf of bread. This is OK. I am over the first few days of hardly eating and now it is easy. The bread is just good enough for me.
I am very depressed that I my phone is not working. Which means no business, which means no money. I am still booking appointments, which I have to turn around and cancel the appointments. I did explain to everyone why I have to cancel, and I will be able to get their business again. After all there is not anyone else who does this kind of thing. But that is not why I started it. I did it to stop families from going through what myself and my mother are going through.
I was to go to White Rock today, but due to the fact that I have no money, it could not happen. It was very important that I be their. I needed to speak with all the appropriate people to go over what I need for my mother. What she really needs, not what they think she needs. This is why mom is the way she is. Physically and chemically restrained all the time. And without the use of her left arm.
And I was told that they were going to get her teeth fixed, but Oh No! That was just another bunch of crap. I am going to make an appointment and get her to the dentist ASAP, As there is not much time for mom to be out here.
And about that, I am extremely depressed at the fact mom is moving to White Rock. And they have nothing to address my concerns. How I am going to get their daily. I was glad she was here as I could walk. Which is what I did just about all the time. Because I have no money. Now mom is going to be over 50klms away. And, well I cannot walk that distance. Well I guess I could, but it would take me a couple of days. And then I would just have to turn around and walk back. I will do it, as I love my mother and I am not going to stop visiting because of the distance. It did not stop me before, and it will not stop me this time.
I am pissed off at the PGT for spending all that money on a companion after taking a van away from me and then refusing to assist me with a vehicle to get their and back.
I need a car. 50klms their and 50klms back. That is a 4-5 hours of bus travel. Just because Riverview could not stop abusing my mother and giving her drugs that are destroying her life and killing her. Without doing anything about her cancer. Well actually, they are not doing anything about her Alzheimer's and/or Dementia
I have begged and begged for help to fight this atrocity, but nothing. And it pisses me off that that dud could con people out of the million dollars and my mother who is actually sick and dying gets nothing.
I think I have to go now. I have to make my toast, bread. Whatever. At least I am eating and thank GOD for that. HE did say HE would provide for all my needs. So far I get to eat. Now I need ICBC and Translink to buck up. So I can get back the money I have lost so far in the last month and a half. Which is allot. Again people keep emailing me and wanting my service.
I could be booked for the rest of the summer and well into September. As well as the continuing ed department of the local school district got back in touch with me., About me putting on a few seminars on writing the representative agreements. I approached them about putting these on. And now they want me to and think it is a very good idea.
OK
GOD Bless and good night
Kris Schmuland
