Wednesday, August 17, 2011

It has to be and happen

Hello

Let me first start with this.

IF THE ONLY THING I DO IN MY LIFE IS TO LOOK AFTER MY MOTHER, TO MAKE SURE THE REST OF HER LIFE I GREAT AND TO FIGHT FOR HER RIGHTS. I CONSIDER MY LIFE A SUCCESS.

Because I am doing my GOD's will and keeping two of his commandments. Honor your mother and father and honor the widow. And I am doing both.

Tonight I looked through the window and saw my mother physically and chemically restrained. And it hit me to my soul. I am disgusted with my family. How they or anyone can just abandon their loved one's. And just warehouse them without a care in the world. Not even taking the time to find out what they are doing to their loved one's. Not knowing what is actually going on.

This why I write this. As tonight when I got their to visit mom., I rang the bell and rang the bell, but nothing. One of the nurses, walked by mom three times and nothing. All it would of taken was for him to push mom to the door. That would of been all. But no. He just whistled as he walked by. While mom is reaching out for someone to help her. Mom knows when I am get their and knows the time I get their. Again nothing from him.

While this again is why I write about Riverview and will continue to write about them. Even after mom moves and at that point I will even get more nasty. I will dig and dig into Riverview's past. I will find out how many seniors have died on this property. And what from. If there has been any reported cases of abuse. If Riverview has been charged and what came out of it.

But if Riverview and their lawyers buck up I will certainly stop writing about them and sit with an arbitrator and go through my blog line by line and word by word and delete anything that would be considered. By their standard, defamation.

Other than this, I will continue to write. Hear this Riverview and your lawyers. I Will fight and fight and fight. I will not give up. Every day I am proven right in my observation of Riverview. Just as it was tonight. Their is no difference from day to day in their treatment of patients. Especially with my mother. Even with repeated attempts to stop them from giving my the drugs that can kill and are banned in many countries. And are being banned in many more all the time. They are dangerous. And as the FDA states they are not to be given to seniors with Alzheimer's and Dementia.

Now I want to use this form to write about my parents and their lives. And really honor them the way they should be honored. With words and photo's telling all about what they did and cared about on this planet.

Now I just need the PGT to give me all their photo's, so I can restore them, re print them and put them on CD or DVD. So their is an actual historical trail of their lives. As it should be. Every parent should be made immortal in our lives. They should be properly remembered.

My parents deserve this respect.

The PGT mentioned that he could not understand how I survive on so little and seem to pay things. I told him, that I have to make choices in my life and the right choice should always be to take care of your parent as they took care of you. I was involved in all sorts of activities. And I know it costs them allot. And I am making the choice of deciding to make it my life to take care of mom.

I decided tonight that mom is only going to be in White Rock for a while and then she is going to move in with me. And that is all that is to it. I believe this is the right thing. I believe it is GOD telling me something right in my life.

I don't care where we live. Even if it is Timbuktu. And you or myself have never heard me say that I want to grow my own vegetables, have some chickens, have a few cows, horses. Have some land. As long as it has a lake on it and is right up against a mountain.

I am a city person. I like suits and ties and dress clothing. I don't even like jeans. But I am willing and wanting to do this.

People say it will be hard to look after your mother, how are you going to do it. I am glad I have not been around these negative people in a long while. Because my GOD will make it happen and take care of all of our needs. Yes HE will and I know this. I don't know how I know it, but I feel it.

Again I don't care where it is. And yes I would like the items I listed above. I do want to grow my own. And control what goes into my mother and My's body. To live healthy and clean. I know this will help mom allot. And improve her life greatly.

Yes I am completely amazed at even thinking about it, And even saying it out loud is, well it sound right. I can get all sorts of help. And it will happen. I believe my GOD will make it happen.

And I really need your help.

Now, I am in so much pain it is unbelievable. I have a huge headache because of it and I was given pain killers, but I did not like the way they made me feel.They just masked the pain, I like to feel the pain, so I know when to not do things.

Any ways. ICBC is not doing anything, nor is Translink. They are responsible for me not being able to do what I started to do with my company. And assist people.

ICBC insurance adjuster is Eric Rrison 604.520.8262 and Translink's adjuster is Brad 6904.453.4511 I did say I was going to give numbers.

I want them to get it together and do what is right. And write me a cheque so I can take care of my bills and have the funds that I need or in this case have lost because of this accidents. And the pain and suffering that I am going through. This pain is more than I can actually handle. And it is starting to really get to me. I cannot keep going on like this. I hurt and have absolutely nothing, I mean nothing. I am begging to get on the bus to see mom everyday. I don't have anything in my fridge. I am begging just to get mom her drinks and fruit and snacks.

Well I have to go so I can have my dinner. Today I am going to change it up. Instead of having crackers and toast. I am going to have toast and crackers.

GOD  Bless and good night

Kris Schmuland