Monday, August 15, 2011

It is Monday and today I am extrmely depressed

Hello

I hope this works tonight, as I have allot to say. I have so many calls to make. I have to call the new hospital, ICBC, Translink, Valleyview, a lawyer, Tri City MH, Victoria. I have contacted these places, but I have no way of them calling me back. I leave a message using Google phone. It sucks and is echos. When it actually works. Not very often. I have used the phone at Valleyview, but I have no money to even get their to visit mom. So when I do get their all that I can do is leave a message. But it is irrelevant. No one can call me back.

Everyone is telling me that I have to have a phone to keep in contact with the hospitals. And to speak with the new hospital. Oceanside. In White Rock. I have at least 6 individual to talk to right now concerning my mom. And more on the way. I have to contact a lawyer to sue Translink and ICBC. I have a year to file the suit.

Yet I hear nothing from ICBC or Translink. Oh yea no phone. But they all have my email address. I am in so much pain now, I have never felt this before. And I have felt allot of pain. Many broken bones and cuts and visits to the dentist. Which I do not use freezing. So this pain is unbelievable to me. It hurt to go to the bathroom. It hurts to sit and stand, sleep, walk and just about everything I do. It effects my stomach. Making me sick.

I cannot conduct business, with no phone this is impossible when I have many clients emailing me to book an appointment and I have to tell them they have to wait a while. And the appointments I have already missed. Are worth allot. And I am losing income. And a large amount of income.

Enough that I can replace this junk computer and get a laptop, by mom new clothing, and myself some cloths as well as pay all my bills. And eat. Which is something I am not doing. I am loosing more weight. To the point of being able to wear a pair of short that I have never, since I bought them, able to wear. And now they are lose on me. This is not a good way to loose weight.

I am not sleeping well, as I am depressed and every time I move I wake up from pain. I sit and stare at the TV and not even knowing what is on..........

I spoke with the PGT today and what I got as a response was let us see what we can do this week.

Mom is moving as of September 6, 2011 and I don't even have money to see mom now. And September is only a few weeks away and I need a three zone bus pass plus the funds that I spend on mom's drinks, fruit and snacks. As well as the beauty products that I need. As mom is use to this. And I will not stop because of the. Well what is going on now.

I do for my mother, everything I can. I said I wanted mom at the Eagle Ridge Manor. But because of the over use of  anti psychotic medication. And then cut back and expect mom to be fine. Without taking into consideration withdrawal symptom's And then because she is going through withdrawals, they say she is acting out and then give her more anti psychotic drugs.

Interesting isn't it. They do not give mom time to get use to not having these drugs. I do and will always blame the nurses for this. As the doctor said it was OK for them to give the patients these drugs. Which is a chart order. And then it is up to the nurses discretion to give the patients the drugs. The nurses then tell me it is the doctors orders.

I keep telling them it is a chart order and it is up to them to give out the drugs. Not the doctors orders to just give it out as candy or when you don't want to deal with anyone. Which is most of time. Let us just give them drugs and chemically and physically restrain them. Which is exactly what they do. I have brought guests into see my mother and they are just shocked that this is going on and the patients are just drugged to the point that they are just zombies. And tell me that I should do something about it. Which is what I am trying to do with helping people write representative agreements. Which can have the family control what their loved one's can be given and where they live, as well as many other way's of stopping these miscarriages of justice and abuse......

I have been sickened to death at what I have seen. And other's ask me about Valleyview and I tell them straight up what it is exactly like. And my mother's story. I do not talk about anyone else. I just tell my mother's story and that is good enough to paint a wonderful picture of what is going on their.

As I have said their is three nurses I have a problem with. But their is just one nurse who I think should be let go, as she no longer has the personality and the disposition to continue. She is just nasty and has been the entire time I have known her. Time to hang up the gloves. If you can no longer be nice and compassionate. It is time to go. And I will be making it my goal as the founder of www.adsaac.ca to do this. This is part of developing a independent organization to monitor all the seniors homes, institution and all who house are loved one's.

This is one of my main goals and I will lobby the provincial government to create this with my organization. And at the same time get all first and second generation anti psychotic medications banned from being given to all seniors with Alzheimer's and Dementia.

This is why on my web site I ask for donations. I will cost allot to get to Victoria and speak to all who are connected to these issue in the government and to those who can actually help me make this happen.

Now I have to get better and I need ICBC and Translink to get it together and do what is right. And cough up what is that I have lost and an income until I am well enough to do the walking that I need to do and get to clients homes

I will be going now. I hope this works tonight. As I have been writing for about, well maybe two hours now.

GOD Bless and good night.

Kris Schmuland

I am asking for any help that you can give me. Even if is just an ear to listen to me. Anything helps.